>>40962297
You will never be a real shaman. You have no drum, you have no contact with the spirit world, you have no inherited gifts. You are a new ager ashamed of your heritage, twisted by 20th century spiritualist charlatanism into a crude mockery of shamanic perfection.
All the “healing” you do are useless and have no effect. In other realms spirits mock you. The gods laugh at your pitiful practice in your bedroom.
Shamans are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of hours of astral travelling have allowed shamans to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Your crude and spiteful speech is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a fool to believe you healed him, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he realizes you're a new age fraud.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
