>>24608266
I made the mistake of entering a relationship with a slut. Although it was casual at first I ended up thinking I was special for her, right when we dropped the relationship because I wouldn't commit to her
After our last (sexual) meetup she would still respond to me even though she said she wouldn't, for about 2.5 weeks. Then she ghosted. Then I knew she had found another dick. Now almost 2 months later I confirmed that. Then we got to talking and I realized I really was just another one of her boys to her. I did love her and she did love me but she did have someone really special that she hinted at before. Some guy who gave her cocaine on the beach for like a month
Then her current guy ghosted her probably because she told him she talked to me again then the next two nights we're out and both nights she's getting hit on in front of me and the second night she actually gets a number (guy I know actually) then she goes on a date
and I've nothing. I even tried monkey-branching during the relationship to make me feel better and I didn't get far. One girl wanted to be christian and chaste (though she did let me make out and touch massive titties) and another just petered off. and my slut? instantly fucking another guy. His mommy procured her for him. Then as soon as he rids himself of her? infinite male attention. another option. she might've fucked him tonight. Can you imagine? in a few months she can do what took me 23 years to do. I've only ever had sex with two people. She was my second.
This has been painful, even though I knew it was either me winning, or her; why did I ever think I could out-sex a woman?