I'm so cooked bros. I knocked out 99 wc afking it but I can't even get 81 thieving. This non-afk shit is awful

What's wrong big guy. Tell me what's going on in your life and what you want to improve
I came within inches of suicide myself

>ASL (Mention if you're okay with long distances).
28/m/us, long distance okay
>Tell us a bit about you- anything can go here.
optimistic doomer
>What are your hobbies and interests?
I mostly stare at the wall and eat paint
>Tell us a bit of what you'd like out of meeting someone here.
Love! :3
>Contact info
detriti8

>ASL (Mention if you're okay with long distances).
28/m/us, long distance okay
>Tell us a bit about you- anything can go here.
optimistic doomer
>What are your hobbies and interests?
I mostly stare at the wall and eat paint
>Tell us a bit of what you'd like out of meeting someone here.
Love!
>Contact info
detriti8

I have a PhD in math and am thinking of returning to research mathematics, but dude like every unsolved problem is so fucking hard. No idea how I'm gonna actually *do* mathematics when everything is untouchable.

I'm not an idiot either. I can solve IMO problems with about a 50% success rate. But with these unsolved problems its like every idea you try doesn't work.