>>215223787
My heart goes out to you
I've recently discovered that I'm situationally impotent. It wasn't as crushing or personally emotional as your situation, but I ended up with a beautiful naked girl bent over in front of me, uselessly rubbing my limp dick over her round ass. I apologized to her and got a hug and went home and within five minutes was furiously jerking my now rock hard erection thinking about that booty that I had just seen in person.
It was strangely liberating. I'm just never going to try again. I'm sure there'd be more advice I could take, get comfortable with myself, find an understanding girl who'd work through it, somehow solve that crippling problem AFTER my crippling social problem, but now I know for sure that the mountain's unclimbable. Turns out I'm blind AND paraplegic. Fuck it. I don't owe the world any more anyway.