when i was 12 i shaved my legs and arms because i hated how hairy i was
when i was 13 i went on omegle and pretended to be a girl to get compliments
when i was 14 i met a trans person and wondered if i was like that
when i was 15 i went to a girls sleepover and they dressed me up like a girl and said i was pretty, i cried looking in the mirror the next morning
when i was 16 i tore my hair out looking in the mirror and was constantly disassociated
when i was 17 i stopped trying to make friends and began isolating
when i was 18 i put selfies of myself into faceapp to see what i would have looked like as a girl and cried
when i was 19 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 20 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 21 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 22 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 23 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 24 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 25 i trooned out for 6 months and realised i would never pass and gave up
when i was 26 i tried to ignore the pain
when i was 27 i tried to ignore the pain
