I think I need to make a day in my week where I truly do nothing after work. I mean full on, after dinner and work prep and shit, just laying in the dark face down on my bed and wandering the umbral plains in complete silence. Does anyone do this sometimes? Like a full on evening with the void? Does it help you? On one hand it's a waste of precious freetime, but then what do I do with my freetime other than waste it? Not like I'm composing a sonnet or anything. Could this be good for my mind, because Christ alive I need to fix that shit.

Soft blocked every single one of my followers again