Why do I suddenly have extreme carb cravings and I'm gaining weight?

Should I become a gay?

Like a bitch and now I'm the one ruminating while they have moved on

It was the reverse, prior

I'm now planning for the next call they'll make, or next time I'll see them, and it'll probably never come, or at least not in the way I imagine

I'm struggling to stop ruminating, but it is so infuriating

>Narrative in my head about how they betrayed me
>Fall for a hoover
>They attempt to gaslight
>They settle for "maybe both are wrong"
>I'm just zoned out because their behavior catches me by surprise
>Go home, feeling absolutely drained, like a bitch
>Fell for it again

What comes next? How do I stop ruminating and seething? Why am I even seething? Can you give me /adv/ on how to let go? I'm going to run for 3 hours tomorrow and maybe visit my parents to relieve some steam, but my dad's personality is even worse than theirs so he'll probably try gaslight me more and make me feel worse. Idk where to turn for male guidance.

I made my 2 favorite camhoes cry and contemplate their life decisions

They are currently having a breakdown....

Does /adv/ have any advice for me?

How long until I get gynecomastia from Finasteride?

How long until I start seeing effects from finasteride?