So here I am.. staring at my computer. I applied early. I applied on three gmail accounts. I did not get into the beta. So, here I am... staring at my computer. Despair. Rage. Hatred. Revenge. Suffering. Disgrace. I even used my connections through the MakeAWish foundation, and yet... here I am... staring at my computer. The empty void in my soul burns. It's these kind of experiences that turn me into a villain. I hate you all. Everyone able to play this game with me I hate you. And so, here I am...

Some of the better bullet hells out there with the design being just right to make you want more, but an absolutely mentally ill community where the trannies somehow are the ones who are actually playing the games.

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I have no friends. The one I loved has abandoned me for good. And so, I have kinda accepted the fact we'll never be friends again although I really miss him.

I manage to make a new friend going on 2 years now. But this new friend is the equivalent of "old game good (old friend), new game mid/bad (new friend). It's not that they're not a good friend, it's just that the type of friendship I had with the old friend was a... complicated one that only with him can it be recreated. I hate how it ended. I'm super yandere about it. I hate thinking about the friends he has now. I hate it so much.

No you can't fix me. For I would never go down the same path with someone like you.

>a shmup thread.
>always starts the same
Anyway I'm still pissed SDOJ doesn't have a physical release. Playing a lot of Sister's Royale lately but I'm probably going to start practicing SDOJ in an attempt to reach the top 3 on the WR as my goal. Devil Blade Reboot I don't know why I don't own yet but I will as soon as Summer Sale starts next week. Played it so much at a friends I forgot I don't actually own the game, lol. Wish this had a Physical too.

If you hadn't already Castle of Shikigami 3 dropped on Steam. Also Karous is coming soon so get ready!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNiuYHS-67I