I think I found my water filter solution finally. I am kind of adverse to new technologies but I guess thats the state of things I must endure. Our glorious civilization has now reached a point where I have to fucking pay extra just for water that isnt going to soft kill me.

Even that I could live with if it didnt shit up my coffee so badly. Sonofabitch.

I knew I was mad about something.

Quitting is the hardest thing you'll ever do. But you have to do it. I have to do it.

To quit, define a goal and focus on it, eliminate and reduce triggers, interrupt your habits if they sneak back in, and reward yourself for these successes no matter how small they might seem. Do not forget to reward yourself, or else you will fail.

Discipline is a fight in every moment. So, fight. Do not lower your fists, keep them up. Keep swinging. You will get knocked down sometimes. You can get back up. You know you can get back up. So get back up, and stay in the fight.

My addiction has ruled me for almost two decades. My reward is fresh air, better sleep, better diet, stronger body, family, friends, and great experiences. My reward is escaping the chaos, uncertainty, debt, and illness caused by my addiction.

I'm making this thread to kick it off. I've lined everything up and made preparations. I am ready to get started immediately. I am ready to join the club of survivors, wear my badge proudly, and live a healthy life going forward.

This is my last post. I am ripping the cables out of my computer and throwing it away the moment I create this thread. Life is worth it.

I hope you take your situation seriously and address addiction. I will hold your hand in spirit, some anon you'll never meet or know, I will be there for you, I will never leave your side. We will be strong together. We will make it. When we stumble, we get back up.

ah-HA!

I knew I'd find you here.

I shall rule with an iron fist. Death to all who oppose me. For my friends, anything, and for my enemies, Judgment. I am that I am. All glory to meeeeeee ha cha cha

I have returned from my great midnight adventure: getting onion rings at the local mega-gas station.

The cook talked me into getting a double cheeseburger also. Or maybe he just talked me into paying more. Either way, the point it that it is his fault, not my gluttony.

I am late getting back because the place was over run by zergs and I had to pay the civilizational zerg time-tax. Apparently in sub-Saharan Africa, it is considered normal to bring a family of five, including two toddlers, one riding a bicycle around the store, and an infant in a bassinet into the check out while negotiating with the cashier.

Every fourth zerg transaction goes something like this:

"Let me get this."
"No wait, what is that?"
"How much is it?"
"Ok never mind just give me the first one."
"Wait, I forgot something, I'll be right back"
*line waits for him to find what he forgot and come back
"Imma use this card."
*doesnt work
"Ok Imma use this other card"
*doesnt work
"Ok I have to make a phone call to get the right pin"
*wait for phone call on speakerphone at full blast to finish
*realizes that there is no money on whatever card it is
"Ok Imma just pay cash- how much is it?"
* dumps pile of loose change on counter
* doesnt have enough
"Yo bro you have fitty cent? Ma'am?"
*someone eventually just gives it to him to move this spectacle along

And finally after 10 minutes, a simple transaction for a dollar fitty cigar is finished and civilization somewhat resumes.

So if there are 16 zergs in the store, expect a ~ forty minute wait.

For extra fun, add a cashier who learned English on Thursday.

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Its ok. He just gets mad when he knows I am over the target.

ooooh later I am working on one of my widely enjoyed grandiloquent sesquipedalian dissertations on one of my recent revelations about the gay homosexuals.

You guys are gonna get it but good this time.

And dont think for a second I am not watching. I see every little thing that goes on in these threads so no one is gettin away with nothin.

And thats that.