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with age I've come to realize that the only true way an individual loses everything and can consider their life wasted is when their social circle becomes so inexistent that they aren't even able to chat up the neighborhood's cat lady or the cashier from the bakery
that's when it's truly over, when that guy can just fall dead in the middle of the street and his only legacy is a body entitled "John Doe"
I hate hopecore and motovational speeches, but do consider the fact that there are literal retards and absolute metal cases out there that are still able to live day to day and find some sort of satisfaction in whatever activity they find themselves to be good at, maybe even find it fulfilling.
life is mostly about trying to run away from the hurt, and happiness is mostly the absence of misery, but you don't really have a choice. You either find something to fill that hole or you rot away in silence, completely forgotten to the rest of the world