i hope that was water. it's not though, is it? he should drink water

>>211402520
When I first saw the film in 2007 I really did think it was pure grain alcohol. It might or probably be water though.

it's funny but if I became as rich as Daniel Plainview, I'd probably end-up doing the same thing with my days

>>211402609
I definitely would 100 percent. Like the exact same shit down to a T. Just drinking and wrecking shit up in my mansion. It's not cool and it's not good but that would probably be the way it would go.

>>211402609
I would build so many pipelines

>>211402520
That's water. Alcoholics are extremely thirsty when they wake up after drinking all night. He takes a shit from his flask to stop the shaking within a minute of waking up.

Is this the thread? What have we got lined up for tonight boys?

>>211402874
lol sip, not shit

>times you acted like Daniel Plainview

>>211402894
>What have we got lined up for tonight boys?
Birthday party of a close friend, he's a little hipster so we are getting some craft beers and burguers after work at a local bar/restaurant.
I don't think I will be drinking much because there's been an unusual increase on traffic accidents in my city, I blame woman in SUVs, but you can't never be sure.

>>211402984
>I blame woman in SUVs
do you live around a lot of asians? they're notoriously awful drivers, now imagine asian women drivers

>>211402520
it should be water but this is Daniel Day-Lewis so who knows

>>211402971
i don't get it. was it some sort of custom back then that if he hid his face while talking shit, no one would confront him about it?

>>211402253 (OP)
is this the thread then aye?

>>211402894
nope, already did wednesday night. plus i'm going to see metallica tomorrow and i don't want to be hung over for the 3 hour drive. also got laid off last week so i need to quit for a period and focus on finding a new position

>>211403478
His son was deaf but could read lips, he did that so his son wouldn't know what he was saying

>>211402899
Thanks. I couldn't figure that one out.

>>211402253 (OP)
Daniel Day-Lewis can play any character except a normal person.

>>211402894
white wine, ketamine and kinos.

>>211403557
oh right, completely forgot about him being deaf. makes sense. interesting choice of him to worry about his son's wellbeing there given how he neglected him in pretty much every other scene.

>>211402899
>lol
Faggot

>>211402894
hoping for some big sleep since I haven't slept much in like 4 days

>>211403478
Dumb fuck

>>211403815
NTA but it's superior to kek

>>211403848
Have you tried laying down and closing your eyes?

>>211403855
Piss off captain fuckface open up bitch it’s chode o clock

>>211404001
>its a zoomer acts like a gay nigger episode

>>211402894
I'm on antibiotics so I cant drink tonight

>>211402894
Tomorrow my sisters son christening 10am at church...

>>211402894
2 bottles of wine and 90's Hong Kong action film I haven't seen

what's the appeal in drinking alone at home?

>>211405668
I mean you CAN drink, if you wanted to

i'm about to sink 6 of these tonight bros, cheers

>>211405668
like other anon said you can drink on them, it just means whatever infection you have won't go anywhere soon.

>>211402894
beta blockers and stones bitter. I party rocked too hard in my past life.

SNEEDPOSTER FROM A FORUM

>>211403038
>do you live around a lot of asians? they're notoriously awful drivers.
There are some mid-level chink factories here (they make some motor parts for Boeing)
>now imagine asian women drivers
LMAO, enterily possible.

>>211409340
Stones bitter tastes how pubs used to smell.

>>211407566
1.Drunk
2. Don't have to deal with other peoples bullshit
3. Can enjoy shit to the max like putting on headphones but singing at the top of your lungs or laughing your head off at a comedy your bored of

>>211402253 (OP)
I wonder if every user of 4Chan has a tailored experience completely run by bots that is attempting to categorize and classify who they are on such a level that they won't be able to resist the power of their propaganda or marketing. Is the US government making a detailed file about every citizen?

>>211403920
and then I got you whispering in my ear about STRETCHING

>>211407566

1) Comfy in your own place with your own books, music, internet and other entertainments
2) Can drink to excess as you please, without worrying about making an ass of yourself in front of others
3) Don't have to deal with other people's bullshit
4) Drinking responsibly. Even if you're drinking to excess, you're not bothering others. Or in a compromised position where you might be bothered by others (or worse, attacked, mugged, etc). By drinking alone, you show more respect to society than normies who drink at bars/in public, etc
5) No need to worry about how to get home, hailing a cab. No possibility of driving drunk.
6) You don't hurt others. You only hurt yourself.

The functional alcoholic who keeps his habit confined to his home shows basic courtesy and respect to the rest of society. He doesn't even insist that the rest of society should be made aware of the favor that he's doing them, by keeping it to himself. "Social" drinking is a pointless activity because it implies not getting drunk, which itself defeats the purpose of drinking in the first place, which is to enjoy the sensation of inebriation for its own sake. This is most enjoyable in solitude, and it's much safer, too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lpzqQst-Sg8

>>211413128
incredibly based post, have one on me!

>>211413128
And AA call all alcoholics selfish ffs.

>>211402253 (OP)
Is this the thread?

>>211402894

Listerine.

>>211413829

Of course, keeping to oneself like a schizoid or at least an introvert implies a certain selfishness, the selfishness of only caring about oneself. But when functional alcoholism is confined to the home, and not allowed to spill over into one's work performance, maintaining basic relationships (e.g. with the parents) etc, the proper management of this vice becomes a form of (a)socially responsible behavior which takes consideration both of one's own self-respect, as well as consideration for others, even if only in the abstract. I guess most alcoholics are stupid normies.

Like the Masons, AA believe a number of stupid things that aren't true. In particular, they insist on some sort of god, any sort of god. That you should acknowledge or at least live for something greater than yourself. An idea which is, quite frankly, patent nonsense.

>>211412212
I like the orange can and the fact it's not very strong so I won't die from drinking it. reminds me of being a kid too.

>>211402253 (OP)
?

>>211414456

it is what it is

>>211413936
A little birdy told me yes

>>211415284
That bird is A LIAR

>drink high octane energy drink
>still feel like taking a nap

>>211402894
have a six pack
once that's done i'm gonna drive to the store and pick up about 100oz of 7%+ beer not because I like IPAs but because I need it to sleep

>>211414335
Ok retard

>>211416550
try drinking regular octane instead

>>211402894
Bottle of vodka, browsing tv and lit and listening to tunes

Somtimes drink makes me depressed but rn i don't really give a fuck

>>211417718
blessed happy drinker. have a good evening.

>>211403773
Was he worried about his welfare? Or was he just trying to minimise how much he’d have to explain to him?

Man its been 11 months and 11 days sober and every new day in my new worst fucking day. I have lost all my friends and havent been out in 5 months.. any recommendations for relapsing??

I cant get druk anymore. I just get very sleepy before I even get a buzz going never mind getting druk. It's fucking shit. I have only drank 3 beers and have to force my eyes to keep open.

Is this just something that happens as you get older or could it be medication? I noticed it only started really happening after being on SSRI's

>>211418104
Definitely the ssri's friend. And depending on the type could be harder on your liver combined with alcohol.

>>211418104
Probably SSRIs. I'm on antipsychotics and i get druk much more easily than the average person (i think) so meds definitely have an effect. I wasn't like this pre meds btw I used to be a bit of a heavyweight but now three drinks and I'm away with the fairies

>>211402520
He's got the bottle of water. Everybody thinks it's water but it's vodka. It's the oldest trick in the book

>>211418255
>>211418104
Why do you guys take those fag pills when you have alcohol? Drink til you feel normal

>>211418183
>>211418255

Thanks. I think you may be correct. I guess I am at a conundrum here then. I hate being depressed and anxiety ridden all the time (SSRI do help me despite being 'jew pills'), but I also miss getting shitfaced until the sun comes up :(

>>211414948
I came to this realization in my early 20's. This seems like such a pussy response for a guy that age. People who can't handle being alone for more than a weekend are very weak people and are parasites. Everyone especially women should be single and no dating or friends for a year to "find themselves" not whoring around Amsterdam or Paris the year after you graduate college. Nothing I can't stand less than a man who has to be in a relationship though, even if the girls are psycho they just have to be with someone, it's pathetic.
Rant over

>>211403661
WRONG

So bros, who's coming with me to the #PeachtreeDance

>>211418454
This is the reality of the social dynamics

Extroverts are parasites. They NEED other people around them to be healthy and fully functional.

>>211418275
It's the oldest trick for a reason, it doesn't work because of the smell.
Now get yourself a Gatorade zero and mix that half and half vodka and the artificial sweetener masks the scent, that's the new way friends. Do it every Saturday night Ruth friends and they all think I'm sober.

>>211418403
When I'm off antipsychotics I go crazy. Last time I went off them I felt myself becoming gradually unhinged and started planning murders, so I got back on them in a big hurry. Drink makes it worse. When I was off meds and drunk I was a few years back I was eating snow off of cars and thought that Hunter Schafer was the angel Raphael and was gonna come and shoot me

>>211418643
When where? Ill be there

>>211418737
I see. How long have you been this way? Do you have anyone youre close to?

>>211418737
Hope you are better now fren :)

For me, when I forget to take my SSRI (Fluoxetine) I just get suicidal, angry, and have constant panic attacks (unless I drink).

cheers

>>211418900
I've been mentally ill for long time. Since I was 8 years old. I became psychotic when I was 16. Now I'm 22 unemployed diagnosed schizophrenic
>>211418956
I need to go back on antidepressants but I would rather try atypicals. Been there, done that with the SSRIs

>>211418956
>>211418737
You guys really shouldn't drink on those things. Booze already affects your catalcholmines like crazy, depending on what chemicals you have or don't have unbalanced, and what type of ssri you're on it can cause all kinds of crazy things.

>>211402894
Going clean tonight. Had a glass of wine and two beers yesterday. Not really going crazy but I've been drinking too often and need to drop some weight.

>>211419129
Did something trauma related cause it or is it genetic

>>211418737
Post more, and in as many threads as possible. Off meds, preferably.

>>211402894
Coming off of 2 bottle of vodka. Need to sober up. 7 months unemployment minus a few things here and there. About ready to become an absolute Christfag or blow all my money away for the next few years until I OD and/or KMS

>>211419253
Mixture of both. I was really sick as a child. Nearly died a couple of times. Lonely kid growing up. Got molested by a friend when I was 12. Suicidal depression for a few years. Tried to jump in front of a train when I was 16. Eventually became psychotic and diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 18. And now here I am, four years on and not handling life very well. But I'll make it in my colour, I'll make it in my style, to quote welsey willis

>>211412752
>3. Can enjoy shit to the max like putting on headphones but singing at the top of your lungs
I do this so often

>>211419383
I wish I had the courage to live

>>211419383
Thats all fucked man. My problems are miniscule relative to yours, yet your disposition seems better. Anyways, God bless amigo

Have fun without me boys. Pushed it too far, got physically addicted. Almost died, siezures, ER, etc etc. Got a bunch of gabapentin last August and detoxed over a holiday weekend. Thats what vodka with White Claw Surge as a mixer all day gets you btw. Stay safe frens.

>>211418737
>and thought that Hunter Schafer was the angel Raphael and was gonna come and shoot me
That's crazy. I would never do that and you're right to relax.

>>211419677
How are you feeling now sober? Bored, neutral, better, etc?

>>211419677
Same happened w me except jager w coors banquet chaser.. been 11 months sober now. Every day that passes is my new worst day.

>>211418104
Beers makes you feel sleepy regardless, it's like having a slice of toast every glass.

>>211419383
You are strong brother. Hope you love a happy and fulfilling life

>>211419383
Hang in there. Got diddled when I was 14. Got PTSD from the military which compounded things. It can get better, try not to make your life worse.

>>211419549
>>211419615
>>211419783
>>211419787
Thanks kings. We'll fly again

>>211402520
is there any brand sticker in that suspicuous glass made bottle?
>Yes
Then its a vodka
>No
Then its just an ordinary water

>>211418745

>>211419094
Mads is literally us

>>211419836
>Thanks kings. We'll fly again
My wings are burnt and so am I

>>211419738
I hear other people say this and I dont believe them for some reason...but Im genuinely happier. My biggest reason for not quitting before was 1. I had not had anything as catastrophic as hospitilization happen yet (tipping point) and 2. fear of boredom without alcohol. I, personally, only rarely miss booze (its situational, cutting grass goes well with beer and such) but I got lucky in a way. By chance, a couple of close friends were quitting drinking for either health reasons or being kind of over it. That made it a lot easier. I was really nervous about "what do you even DO sober?". Wound up not being an issue. After about six months, I started sleeping so much better, had more energy, lost a ton of weight, skin looks better, blood pressure went from ~ 150/90 to ~115/78. As a result, I actually feel good day to day and have gotten hyper productive (by my standards). Im teaching myself woodworking and upholstery. Going to the gym. Eating better. Drinking tons of water. But doing none of it intentionally.

A note: I am not a sobriety advocate. I could not handle my booze. That's on me.

>>211418440
I'm on em as well mate. Takes away all the buzz pretty much. I just get sleepy and start slurring my words.

>>211420117
Don't let the bastards grind you down

>>211402894
larceny a125 and outlaw beer

>>211420288
Similar experience after 6 months.
Every day is baseline like a 6 or 7 as far as mood goes for me now. Yeah I'm bored and don't have a crazy time anymore but just overall health and mood in particular is so much better that it's worth it. There was a point I admitted to a family member my biggest fear was not being able to drink anymore, that was kind of a wake up call. My mood level was at 0 or 1 all the time and now like I said my baseline is just good, not great but good. This is what you're supposed to feel like.
Goodluck friend

>>211418653
>"heh those people that are always out socializing, they're such fucking faggot parasites"
>t. retard shut-in that hasn't had friends since grade school

>>211420746
Its so difficult to find a reason when you've gotten here. Mine is only because my dad is still alive.

>>211418737
fuckin WEW LAD

>>211420788
I had the complete opposite. Sober im a 0 to 1. Its been a year of this.

>>211421071
That's fair enough man. Last week I was thinking, if my mum wasn't here I'd slash my wrists but you've got to just find a way

>>211419753
Sorry to hear that. If things are that bad, I always lean toward do something radical. Move to a new area, join the Coast Guard, something.

>>211421120
To what end? Being old and miserable and alone? When you find out your rock bottom was only the tip of the iceberg, your hope vanishes.

>>211421188
Yeah I tried that and am a socially inept freak so it made things worse lol. :)

>>211420788
I dont get how youre bored. I dont mean that in an insulting way, I just find so much enjoyment in things like reading, painting, or exercising that I had lost that my days are packed.

>>211407566
nothing, its alcoholic behavior and you shouldn't do it, drinking is a social activity

>>211421244
Then kill yourself then. But you've got plenty of time until then where you can turn things around

Off to a good start

>>211407566
>better music selection
>no one to get offended at you except 4chan
>turn on a movie or something when you're bored
>cheaper

>>211421298
Nta but I've lost all motivation to do anything while sober. I think im just a pathetic quitter / loser. I just get so distracted by my negative thoughts whenever I try to do something productive. Like ill be reading and some fuck up or bad experience just pops into my head and I fucking dwell on it and that just happens constantly and consistently through out the day. Cone to think of it, that's why I became an alcoholic in the first place.

>>211421373
Well, my dad is still alive, so im not going to. And there's also plenty of time for it to get way fucking worse too. Always remember, things can always get worse.

>>211421455
Hey man I can tell you for sure that the depths are limitless but you don't have to give in and embrace it

So what did everyone do when 4chan was hacked?

>>211421808
Spent some time on the immigrant shelter known as miladychan. Haven't been back since

>>211421596
I dont see a way out but thanks

>>211421928
Don't know who you are or where you are but good luck to you, anon. I hope you find what you're looking for

any other celiac bros here? what are your go tos?

>>211421411
yea that can be pretty fucked, at some point used to have suicidal thoughts every day - too much hassle to ever go through it though.
but you can learn to accept and let those thinkings go, and replace them with something else. just takes time. and if you're depressed you gotta change your circumstances in some way, any way, it tends to be a spiral that feeds itself trying to cope with a shitty environment.

>>211421411
>>211422624
Realistically lads what we're doing with the drinking is we're wrapping up all our problems into one big problem like it says in trainspotting. I know myself that I need to stop but I just can't bring myself to do it (yet). We'll either stop and miss it forever or keep going and die.

>>211422624
Yeah I mean I literally never leave my house because I hate the area im in. Need to put the house on the market but who knows how long it will take to fucking sell. I just full of fucking complaints man

>>211422790
I stopped and miss it forever and wish I kept going and died but my dad found my almost lifeless body and I woke up in the hospital and its the first time I've seen him cry and im 36 so im just staying sober for him

How do I know when I'm drunk, I don't think I ever been drunk. I don't particularly enjoy the taste of alcohols so I usually just drink cocktails or seltzers if I feel like drinking but the most I ever felt was a little dizzy or swimmy feeling but I've always been in control and don't think I ever been "drunk"

>>211402253 (OP)
why was he chewing food and spitting it back out in this scene

>>211402253 (OP)
is this the alcoholic general? based. i havent drank in like a week. im gonna make it bros! my recovery coach is proud of me

>>211423073
The only time you lose control being drunk is if you're blacked out and completely fucked up. Almost nobody drinks like that except college kids experimenting. Normal drunkenness just feels good and loose. You stop worrying about everything and simply enjoy the feeling. What you described sounds like the annoying 1-3 drinks phase

>>211423073
I'd say you're drunk when you can't walk in straight line, can't stand up easily or sway when standing still. And obviously the strong warm fuzzy feeling in your head

5 days into a break and I still have weird fatigue feeling in my legs when I lie down and am waking up mildly sweaty each night. The leg thing is insanely annoying. Usually just a day of it since I don't go hard anymore

Schizophrenia mixed with drink is a hell of a drug. I've had quite a bit of vodka tonight and I'm now hallucinating the smell of my ex girlfriends pussy. It can be fun to be crazy sometimes

>>211421808
same things i always do except without 4chan. only thing that was actually difficult was watching sports without /sp/. while watching the games i like to be in the gamethreads. it's like the equivalent of going to a sports bar

blastan?
https://youtu.be/HGBsxpnRhMk

>>211402253 (OP)
>*sip*
>Mmm! Eli, this water, I...
>*shlurp*
>my God

>>211418737
I wish I was the fun kind of crazy like you. Instead I'm the kind of crazy that's just anxious about everything and never goes outside or talks to people.

>>211407566
The only thing more miserable than drinking alone is drinking alone in a public place like a bar. The only people who drink at bars alone are miserable divorced men who go there to hit on the waitresses and pretend the bartender is their friend. Ideally you'd want to drink with real friends but alcoholics on 4chan typically dont have many of those, so drinking at home is the best option. Still better than being sober.

Me every Sundays

>>211419383
well at least it's an interesting life unlike mine

>>211402894
A few 10% tallboys and a weed vape.

>>211421298
I am the anon you replied to. I'm not so much bored but just a little antsy sometimes. I play a bunch of instruments and hands plenty to keep me busy, it's just sometimes a feel like I'm not enjoying it as much as I would buzzed. But 1 is to many and 100 is not enough as they say so can't really do much about it.

>>211423563
keep up the good work and get out of here