>>211827114Me discovering masturbation as a child has everything to do with it since I got burned out so early jerking off to tame stuff in movies and on TV, I didn't see my first porn until I was 18 years old, spent hours alone in my room watching porn. Eventually got burned out on normal stuff, I discovered voyeurism and exhibitionism themed porn on lesser known sites and it just kept spiraling from there.
Porn is a drug and even a weapon of psychological warfare, you are mind broken by the abuse you suffered as a child.