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Maybe I undersold it or didn’t explain it properly. Imagine waking up and having no clue who you are, but instead of not remembering your name and who your family is, you can’t remember your own personality, and mean that in the most literal and deep sense. I didn’t remember how to have a conversation, or what I would or should do in any particular situation. What things I liked or didn’t like, how to talk to women, it’s hard to even explain honestly because all this shit you just take for granted and do automatically. Like someone says “hi bob”, what do you do? Smile? Look at the ground autisticaly? I had to idea what I did, or was supposed to do, for that and everything else. I totally lost who I was, and just kind of reconstructed it over the next several weeks. But I reconstructed I totally different person, according to literary every person who knew me before the incident, and the few videos/writings etc I did before that I’ve seen. I don’t even recognize that person. My brain was totally re wired.
