>>212089719 (OP)I have tried weed twice in my life and hated it. I know my reaction is atypical but I didn’t want to talk to anyone around me and it was difficult to think coherently. I wanted to eat the usual junk food and stuff but it was to help settle my stomach and not feel like shit. When my friends get high they’re really not that different, except they will constantly forget what they were going to say, and can basically only sit and stare at something, so I think I’m getting maybe half of the experience. It must make them feel good.
I was prescribed adderall in my mid 20s and the first couple years were amazing. I would only take 10mg a day, but it gave me a full body high. I remember just walking over to my girlfriend that was living with me and hugging her for awhile, I guess someone might wanna do that after getting a really good massage, right? My brain would sort of hum/buzz, I felt incredibly at peace and would listen to a lot of atmospheric music that I wouldn’t normally. It helps you focus, but at least during that era I concluded that anybody would be willing to do some boring thing when they’re feeling that incredible. If I wasn’t careful, I could waste a lot of time. It’s easily the best I ever felt in my life, and continued to for at least 2 years. Eventually it stopped hitting so hard, particularly when I would take it shortly after waking up way too early for a new job I had. I won’t go on about my eventual tolerance, or how after the shortage something changed in the formula and now I firmly believe it’s dangerous. It’s far closer to drinking WAY too much coffee now than anything like what I described earlier. For anyone wondering, I never went on to abuse it, I just started taking a 2nd 10mg later in the day. It completely sucks balls now compared to the good old days but I still look forward to it every single day. With any luck there really was a change in the formula and the good stuff will return one day.