>>212671752i recall a very funny greentext thread where a dumb gooner fuck just like you, tricked himself into actually wanting to fuck a tranny hooker. He does it, finds that being sodomised is actually very painful and unsexy, and the troons deep male voice completely ruined the 'illusion' he cooked up for himself. The troon also 'smelled' like a dude and he had 0 attraction to it.
He was left with an incredibly sore asshole, humiliation, and a fear of aids.
I suggest you stop jerking off to porn entirely, and go join a reformist christian movement or something, because you're far too stupid to be left alone on the internet long-term.