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Anonymous No.212695669 >>212695682 >>212695708 >>212695717 >>212695755 >>212695830 >>212697393 >>212697452 >>212697712 >>212697766 >>212697894 >>212697950 >>212697966 >>212698081 >>212698126 >>212698180 >>212698267 >>212698387 >>212698411 >>212698417 >>212698637 >>212699096 >>212699137 >>212700097 >>212700702 >>212701277 >>212701303 >>212701346 >>212701418 >>212701433 >>212701464 >>212701534 >>212701931 >>212703633 >>212703879 >>212704038 >>212704258 >>212704278 >>212704796 >>212705110 >>212705321 >>212706536
Literally me
Anonymous No.212695682
>>212695669 (OP)
Not my tempo
Anonymous No.212695701 >>212697999
niggas who want to die at 34 when they hit 34
>NOO DOCTORMAN SAVE ME AND SAVE MY LIVER, 2! I PROMISE TO BE A GOOD BOY NOW!
Anonymous No.212695708 >>212697981
>>212695669 (OP)
Ok so get drunk and go shoot up a school. People will talk about you for a bit and you get a permanent wiki article
Anonymous No.212695717 >>212695792
>>212695669 (OP)
Then why the fuck would you become a drummer in a jazz band?
Anonymous No.212695743 >>212695766 >>212695772 >>212695797 >>212695803 >>212697871 >>212698100 >>212698590 >>212698912 >>212699024 >>212699152 >>212700522 >>212700863 >>212702366 >>212702816 >>212702892 >>212703440 >>212704572 >>212706588 >>212707924 >>212708210
Honestly, what is the perfect age to die? I know for musicians it’s 27 and not 34 like OP’s pic; what about for everyone else?

40?
Anonymous No.212695755
>>212695669 (OP)
Since when is being an egomaniac cool?
Anonymous No.212695766
>>212695743
42, like Elvis
Anonymous No.212695772 >>212695820 >>212698371
>>212695743
90, surrounded by all your loved ones.
Anonymous No.212695792
>>212695717
This, everybody knows you have to be a trumpeter, saxophonist or pianist to become famous for dying young in jazz.
Anonymous No.212695797
>>212695743
60 probably, you can have a chance at being a parent and maybe even a grandparent, honestly if I don’t die by gunfire or some crazy unnatural way I wouldn’t mind going at that age, even if I was alone at least it could probably be somber, just slightly depressing though
Anonymous No.212695803
>>212695743
Whenever your legs, arms or hands start to fail on you. It's all downhill from there.
Anonymous No.212695820 >>212698033 >>212702258
>>212695772
This. My grandpa died last year at 90, old enough to have seen his great-grandchildren be born, walk around and remember him (not mixed by the way, not even with people from other provinces).
Anonymous No.212695830
>>212695669 (OP)
You're just retarded
Anonymous No.212697393 >>212700616
>>212695669 (OP)
Of all the I’M FAMOUS BITCH people in the 70s how many are talked about today? The delta he’s talking about is 54 years so imagine he died famous in ‘71.

Remember all the trucker movies? Remember all the shitty folk bands? Probably not. Whatever remains are just a few dozen hits that had staying power. They’ll be whittled down as well.

Oh and that’s assuming the rock n roll die young lifestyle actually RESULTS in becoming famous at all. The numbers who try vs achieve it are astronomically against you. You can be a hyper talented wonderchild and never have a single hit. You might be known to some group of insiders as a guy who can really style on their instrument. Nobody else cares.

We live in a culture that glorifies this shit so much and lets everyone believe they could make it through social media. The “effort” culture was always lie though more boomers believed that. But while you might get people arguing against your chances few question the underlying assumption. Soulless people like Mr Beast just wanted the money and do anything to get there. It’s just algo chasing. But at least his dream is based on a material reality he made happen, not a fake dream of enduring significance.
Anonymous No.212697452
>>212695669 (OP)
Ok so why'd he choose to be a jazz drummer?
Anonymous No.212697712
>>212695669 (OP)
and you'll end up dying drunk, broke at 34, and noone remembering who you were
Anonymous No.212697744 >>212700692 >>212704096
>That dead alcoholic 34 year old guy?
>Yeah haha what a loser!
>Pass the salt
Anonymous No.212697766
>>212695669 (OP)
I want to be 90, with everyone knowing how I shit on all the dead 30 year olds for being overrated.
Anonymous No.212697871
>>212695743
Who knows, each to their own. Like if you age like Brad Pitt there is no reason to not continue loving life at that age and beyond.
Anonymous No.212697886 >>212707469
I legit actually inspired an album of a band with millions of listeners (it’s believable because they’re known for engagement with their fans) which is the dream of anyone who listens to music and has a favorite band, and literally everyone will believe me if I told the story, but there’s no realistic way to have my name get attached to the album.
Anonymous No.212697894 >>212701253 >>212703402
>>212695669 (OP)
What if you're drunk, broke at 34 and nobody talks about you.
Anonymous No.212697950
>>212695669 (OP)
Imagine caring what other people think of you
Anonymous No.212697966 >>212698100
>>212695669 (OP)
>34
7 years too late. Nice timing, drummer!
Anonymous No.212697981 >>212705574
>>212695708
no one even remembers Cho, who still holds the school-shooting record. You have to kill a region or nation to make it these days.
Anonymous No.212697999
>>212695701
Yes because "I want to die young anyway" is just code for "I want to have fun all day and don't want to bother building anything for the future because I want to be a child forever."
Anonymous No.212698013 >>212698047 >>212698056 >>212698060 >>212698144 >>212698949 >>212699483 >>212700239 >>212700721 >>212702203 >>212702842
Life doesn't amount to anything. Dying at 30 or 90 is the same thing. It doesn't matter if you are loved or not, if you are genius or mediocre, drunk or sober, everyone will eventually be forgotten, all dictatorships and utopias will fall. Some people hang on to afterlife fantasies, whether through religion or for this idea of historic legacy. It's all fake either way, just choose your fantasy and go with it.
Anonymous No.212698033 >>212698105
>>212695820
Keeping it in the family huh
Anonymous No.212698045
Imagine being such an attention queen, yeah some fags going "remember that drummer we saw at a jazz concert a few years ago? He was pretty good" sure is a worthy reason to die young
Anonymous No.212698047
>>212698013
Turns out literally all that matters is whether you’re able to save hex or not.
Anonymous No.212698056
>>212698013
Yawn
Anonymous No.212698060
>>212698013
Gayest shit I read all day so far
Congratz
Anonymous No.212698081
>>212695669 (OP)
>please clap for me im so desperate!
some people actually live like this
Anonymous No.212698100
>>212697966
>>212695743
He says 34 because that was how old Charlie Parker was when he died. Never mind that Parker was very famous and fairly wealthy before he died and would have been just as influential had he not died young.
Anonymous No.212698105 >>212698135
>>212698033
Kill yourself amerimutt. Even your once proud states have lost all meaning. Some countries still have their hundreds of years old provinces and regions and you feel like a foreigner if you move inside the country.
>Hurr durr just marry outside the culture, think of the sportsball!
No.
Anonymous No.212698126
>>212695669 (OP)
This is supposed to be framed as a super cool guy thing but it's really just a feminine desperation for validation with no mind for those around you
Pathetic
Anonymous No.212698135 >>212698468
>>212698105
Europe is trashpile
Anonymous No.212698144
>>212698013
Ok but reincarnation is real so make sure you come back somewhere based and not here. This place sucks.
Anonymous No.212698180
>>212695669 (OP)
Imagine defining yourself based on others.
Anonymous No.212698195
The irony is the final scene in a concert hall with him drumming on a jazz kit would sound horrible. There's a good reason classical doesn't have snares and cymbals, the reverb of those rooms would ruin the music.
Anonymous No.212698250 >>212698373 >>212700786
I haven't seen it, only a couple of scenes, but the point of the movie has to be the opposite of this message right? That autistically honing your craft while ignoring everything else in life is stupid?
Anonymous No.212698267
>>212695669 (OP)
Who the fuck is gonna talk about a jazz drummer in the 21st century? Is he a fucking retard? Can anyone even name a famous jazz musician born after 1990s? Unless you're a rapper or a pop singer no one's gonna know you exist, AT MOST you might become a famous guitar player and even then you'd only be known by alternative/metal nerds. Fucking shit movie
Anonymous No.212698295 >>212698362
Kids say this crap because they think of 34 as being like sixty, but anyone dying at that age is going to be seriously fucked up unless it's some super-rare condition or freak disease that makes you drop dead randomly.
Anonymous No.212698362 >>212698376
>>212698295
True, the coroner that handled Charlie Parker's body initially recorded him as a 60 year old.
Anonymous No.212698371 >>212698399 >>212698402
>>212695772
I want to go out like my grandpa.
>92
>just finished repairing and painting his entire roof
>looked over the vast garden he made with clay soil he spent 60 years perfecting the chemical and microbiological balance for
>smelled his award winning giant roses and took some apples to the neighbours
>took the great-grandkids for a walk through the local wetlands he roamed when he was a kid
>won $150 on a race down at the betting shop
>enjoyed a pint and a roast at his favourite pub of the last 70 years
>made dinner for his 3 kids, 12 grandchildren and 7 great-grandchildren
>saw them off and went for a drive
>visited his girlfriend who's 20 years younger
>went down to the beach for some night fishing
>a falling branch speared into his front tyre
>suddenly turned and slammed into a boulder at 110km/h
>died instantly with no time to panic
Anonymous No.212698373
>>212698250
Main kid is not in his right mind.
Anonymous No.212698376 >>212698427
>>212698362
He was prematurely aged from being hit by flying cymbals.
Anonymous No.212698387
>>212695669 (OP)
Why is he so afraid of being sober?
Anonymous No.212698399
>>212698371
Shame about the rest of the family in the car though
Anonymous No.212698402
>>212698371
God truly has a sense of humor
Anonymous No.212698411 >>212698420
>>212695669 (OP)
>"hey remember that drunk loser who died broke at 34?"
what a legacy
Anonymous No.212698417
>>212695669 (OP)
No literally me because I am about to turn 34 and die from heart failure related to drinking. My heart is slumping at 15% and I had a stroke in the hospital while I was in there for said heart failure. I stopped taking the meds and kept drinking. Cheers.
Anonymous No.212698420
>>212698411
WHAT A LEGACY
Anonymous No.212698427
>>212698376
Truly the most heinous crime of Papa Jo.
Anonymous No.212698468 >>212698518
>>212698135
then america is a sewer
Anonymous No.212698518
>>212698468
Hurr durr I'm from a little continent that can't settle on a single language. Shit even the fucking Chinks have their shit together more than you.
Anonymous No.212698590
>>212695743
In your 20s, violently fighting for glory
There is literally no better way.
>NOOOO I WANT TO SLOWLY DECAY, BE MADE INTO A FRANKENSTEIN EXPERIMENT BY DOCTORS AND THEN DIE ON THE OPERATING TABLE AS THEY'RE INSTALLING MY 15TH LUNG AFTER DECADES OF PAINFULLY SHAMBLING AROUND AS A CORPSE
Anonymous No.212698595
Unless you're Elvis or Michael Jackson level famous, nobody will be talking about you in 30 years time. No matter how successful you were and how well liked you were, you're gonna end up forgotten like everyone else. You might pop up in a pub trivia quiz now and again but that's about it.
Anonymous No.212698637
>>212695669 (OP)
Retarded?
Anonymous No.212698912 >>212700045
>>212695743
Probably 60-70. It'd be nice to get a good amount of years of retirement to relax without any need to worry about the future. But your body starts to break down pretty badly after your 60s, and living probably just becomes a chore.
Anonymous No.212698949
>>212698013
This.
Anonymous No.212699024
>>212695743
As old as you can get without becoming immobile, incontinent, or senile. Its hard to keep your dignity when you have to hobble around smelling like piss
Anonymous No.212699096 >>212699145
>>212695669 (OP)
>my self worth is measured in how many people gossip about me
very feminine mindset
Anonymous No.212699137
>>212695669 (OP)
> jazz
> talked about by tryhard 22 year old white afrophiliacs who worship any nigger who used a vibraphone and no-one else
Anonymous No.212699145 >>212699201
>>212699096
Men have been dying for glory for centuries
Anonymous No.212699152
>>212695743
I want to be immortal. Why wouldn't you want to be immortal? It may actually be feasible now with artificial intelligence allowing us to advance technology rapidly.
Anonymous No.212699178 >>212699259 >>212699424
I have been struggling with nihilism and existential thoughts my whole life, I was a little bit more optimistic for the first couple of years after I started to believe in God roughly around 6 years ago, had some periods of optimism from time to time but not anymore. the last couple of years have been a rough downhill and full blackpill mode. I am 29 and have no idea how the fuck am I supposed to keep going. I sometimes wish that God will have mercy on me and just take me to the afterlife.
Anonymous No.212699201
>>212699145

Dying drunk and broke at 34 isn't glorious it's very obviously being the topic of negative gossip
Anonymous No.212699259 >>212699317
>>212699178
take shrooms
Anonymous No.212699317 >>212699475
>>212699259
Don't do this, usually increases ideation. Take MDMA or K with a well researched therapist.
Anonymous No.212699424
>>212699178
embrace determinism and the idea that we are all caught up in the flow of things, it's not a philosophy that you can actually make your life revolve around but this does give some peace of mind when things get tough: "things are as they were always meant to be"
Anonymous No.212699475 >>212699521
>>212699317
>muh therapist
faggot reddit post
Anonymous No.212699483
>>212698013
based realist
Anonymous No.212699521 >>212699549
>>212699475
enjoy necking yourself
Anonymous No.212699549 >>212703122
>>212699521
Good, anything is better than doing what reddit wants you to do.
Anonymous No.212699556
>destroying your entire life to emulate a niche celebrity from the 50s that no one remembers except for complete autists is..... LE BAD?????
it's insane how hard this movie got glazed when it came out next to actually good flicks like Nightcrawler, Birdman and Gone Girl
Anonymous No.212699673 >>212699699
I'm once again reminded that my grandma died alone in a hospital, because of Covid restrictions. Ring stolen
Anonymous No.212699699
>>212699673
I am sorry for your loss. The price of gold is at an all time high.
Anonymous No.212700045
>>212698912
lmao if you're under 50 you're never retiring
Anonymous No.212700097
>>212695669 (OP)
Incoherent atheist desire

>Everything is ultimately pointless and death is the only absolute but I want to be remembered for an infinitesimal amount of time in the world's 20 billion years existence for some reason.
Anonymous No.212700239 >>212700446 >>212700749 >>212701823
>>212698013
Everything that exists has a reason for its existence, humans are hardwired to discover the reason behind everything. If life had no meaning and the universe came into being for no reason then we would not have the innate desire to search for meaning in everything.

God is the reason we search, God is the reason we hunger for lasting satisfaction.

>"But if from thence thou shalt seek the LORD thy God, thou shalt find him, if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul."- Deuteronomy 4:29
Anonymous No.212700446
>>212700239
If God loved you why didn't he make you believe in the true faith (Islam).
By having read the preceding sentence you reverted to Islam. Congratulations brother!
Anonymous No.212700505
you stop thinking about this when you become 30, then that age bumps up to 44 instead
then 54
Anonymous No.212700522
>>212695743
Late 50s is when the body collapse starts and then it just rockets off at 70.
Anonymous No.212700616
>>212697393
The other day I remembered Fred, who was the #1 youtuber for like 3 years and has 3 movies. Despite that, NO ONE talks about him anymore. He was the catalyst for all the shit on youtube right now, but he's still totally irrelevant.
That was like 15 years ago, he isn't even dead or close to it and his legacy is gone nonetheless. Culture doesn't even last 15 years anymore.
Anonymous No.212700692
>>212697744
It's more likely they'd receive false pity and then be forgotten.
Anonymous No.212700702
>>212695669 (OP)
I think it was a good scene because, while we do sympathize the most with the main character since he is, well, the MC, if we listened in to the conversation as a third party, it would be hard to point the finger at just one person as being "a dick" or "in the wrong."

Neither sports nor music is more valid than the other as being a profession. Some people prefer sports, some prefer music. While the rest of the dudes at the table could try to learn a bit more or give more of a shit about the drum dude, at the same time he was being a fedora about his position. The only people that give a shit about the drums as a musical instrument, when not just as a part of a rock band, are drum nerds. He knows his family. Why get mad when you know they don't care about it?

If you get mad at people who don't care about or laugh at your passions, it's a personal insecurity and not a valid reason to shit on others. If he was so confident and committed to being the best drummer ever or whatever, why seethe about your retard jock cousins not understanding the hobby? You know, bub, there is a certain genius and art to sports as well, and maybe if you weren't so pompous your cousins could tell you a bit about it. And maybe then they would want to hear more about your little drum kit.

The scene just makes the MC look like one of those Reddit atheists who calls Christians stupid and refers to God as "le sky daddy." You can belittle and misrepresent anything in such a way as to make it seem retarded. Actually now that I recall, the other dudes weren't even being mean first, they clearly weren't that interested in the drum shit but were cordial about everyone sharing what's going on. The MC got pissy because everyone else didn't realize what a heckin good boy he was for being on the band or whatever. I take it back - MC definitely in the wrong.
Anonymous No.212700721 >>212701319
>>212698013
You'll see things more clearly if you back away from your ego.
Anonymous No.212700749 >>212701114
>>212700239
>If life had no meaning and the universe came into being for no reason then we would not have the innate desire to search for meaning in everything.

We all feel hunger and thirst, but we are never satisfied. We kill, consume, we may plant and breed new food, but regardless of how well you eat, you'll never satisfy yourself eternally, you'll not escape death, not even with the perfect nutrition. Meaning is something like that, we go after it, sometimes we crave it, sometimes we find it, sometimes we find enough to go by, enough to get out of bed and live our ordinary life. You can call it God or being the best jazz drummer in the world, it doesn't matter, it's just a crutch. I'm not even against these crutches, reality is brutal and we need some sort of fantasy to support ourselves. A tornado has a lot of movement, but there is an empty spot in the middle. I think meaning works in the same way, reality, life and ourselves is ultimately an empty void that is sets everything around itself in motion. The jazz drummer eats his sandwich thinking of jazz, the religious person eats his sandwich thinking of God, either way both have to eat to get by, they both get stuck in traffic, they both didn't have the chance to choose the country they were born in or the circumstances around them. Some are lazy, some are diligent, but all of us will eventually dissolve and dissapear, no answers, no satisfaction, no conclusion, no narrative that could explain the absurdity of life in its entirety.
Anonymous No.212700786 >>212703109
>>212698250
I believe the point of the movie is that to achieve greatness in anything, you need to pretty much isolate yourself from everyone and / or be a psycho. Both MC and the teacher guy are both psychos, though teach isn't isolated or anything.
Anonymous No.212700863
>>212695743
i'm 40 and my body feels like it's starting to break down because i've never really taken care of it and honestly i don't have anything i'm looking forward to or any hopes for the future, i failed at the finding love and starting a family thing, so it wouldn't be the worst thing, i just hope it's not too drawn out or painful
Anonymous No.212701114
>>212700749
Add reddit spacing please, no one cares
Anonymous No.212701181 >>212703309
Turning 40 unironically feels like waking up the day after being 30. It happens that fast. Time just collapses into nothing when you're in your 30s. I can only imagine time speeds up even more as you get older...and then, lights out.
Anonymous No.212701253
>>212697894
then this is the greatest /tv/ thread of all time
Anonymous No.212701277 >>212701300
>>212695669 (OP)
Nobody in the history of the world has ever sat around a dinner table and talked about a random jazz drummer.
Anonymous No.212701300
>>212701277
Meanwhile, I walked Bob Dylan on stage at Madis- Madison square garden. I'll be remembered, you're nothing.
Anonymous No.212701303
>>212695669 (OP)
I prefer being old rich and forgotten. I want to be forgotten, that sounds so comforting
Anonymous No.212701319 >>212701338
>>212700721
How is that post egotistical in any way
Anonymous No.212701338 >>212701366
>>212701319
Doesn't pass the Bechdel test.
Anonymous No.212701346
>>212695669 (OP)
But ur gonna die drunk broke at 34 with no 1 to remember u?
Anonymous No.212701366 >>212701396
>>212701338
What is that
Anonymous No.212701396
>>212701366
https://wgs.fas.harvard.edu/wgs-courses
Education is good, sweete.
Anonymous No.212701418
>>212695669 (OP)
Doesnt really make sense because when the yesrs match up he will still be forgotten
Anonymous No.212701433
>>212695669 (OP)
>I HAVE TO BECOME THE WORLD'S GREATEST JAZZ DRUMMER
I could understand a pianist or a sax player, but a drummer? Really?
Anonymous No.212701464 >>212702299
>>212695669 (OP)
I hereby proclaim loudly and proudly, i would rather be the person on the bottom tile. Alcoholism is terrible, being broke is terrible, random strangers i never met talking about me doesnt mean anything to me since i never knew them. I would rather have people i was close with who knew me and loved me. Doing stuff for other people, for clout like being famous is overrated
Anonymous No.212701534
>>212695669 (OP)
I’d rather be 34, have some money, get drunk and have friends know me, and then later have some more money and also drink responsibility or just cut back until I die at 90, probably around a family.
Anonymous No.212701588 >>212701765
So he just flat out ignores all the jazz musicians who lived long or became noteworthy later in life and minimizes them in favor of caring about the smackheads who died chasing the dragon
Anonymous No.212701765 >>212701787
>>212701588
He insists alcohol poisoning to the point of death is the only way to have joy in life, a very alcoholic ideation
Anonymous No.212701787
>>212701765
Alcohol should be banned and several better alternatives should be legalized.
Anonymous No.212701823 >>212701902 >>212702256
>>212700239
> Great is the mystery,
> God was manifest in the flesh
> 1 Timothy 3:16
>
> The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty
> Zephaniah 3:17

My brother in Christ speaks the truth.

Absolute truth is Jesus Christ. It is not a hidden truth, but out in the open. Everything we need to know is in the Bible and most importantly, in a personal relationship in Jesus, everyone can build by asking for the Holy Spirit from God to be given to them. Our hearts and minds are renewed from sin by this. You only need to ask sincerely.

We are not gods, but children of God, made in His image, though marred by sin due to Satan.

But in Jesus, there is our salvation.

Accept Jesus and be saved.

Craziness of our governments is a combination of the madness of man, aka created beings that have deluded themselves into thinking they don't need a relationship with their creator and thus are doomed to die. And Satanic deception that yet permeates the Earth that desires our souls.

You are cosmically important for the same reason that every human being is important.

You are made in the Image of God, and He was willing to let His only son die for you.

This is the Truth, what makes us special. Nothing that we do on our own makes us special, but love of God and a relationship that we have with Him.

Jesus sets us free.

Be Free In Him.

Amen.
Anonymous No.212701902
>>212701823
>Jesus sets us free.
No, being irreligious does.
Anonymous No.212701931
>>212695669 (OP)

Taking care of yourself isn't that hard this is dramatic chidlish bullshit.
Anonymous No.212702203
>>212698013
Truth
Anonymous No.212702256
>>212701823
Will Jesus save his faith from going extinct? And which sect.
Anonymous No.212702258
>>212695820
No one gives a shit about your weak ass lineage white boy.
Anonymous No.212702299
>>212701464
>Doing stuff for other people, for clout like being famous is overrated
yea the high of being at the top when everybody adores and talks about you for some time and then one day it all fades away and everybody just moves on is rough, at the end of the day they just get back to an empty house and use drugs and alcohol to cope
Anonymous No.212702366
>>212695743
For boomers - 97
For millenials - 36
Anonymous No.212702580
>shatter your body, eliminate your family, ruin your friendships, learn no other skills, get bloated in drugs, get prolapsed by producer jews, destroy your psyche, corrupt your holy soul
>so you can make a top 40s one hit wonder on an instrument people dont pay attention to that everyone will associate with ass warts when a pharma ad buys the rights to it
>now THAT'S living!
Anonymous No.212702653
Sire a grandchild or two and have a good relationship with them and you will be fondly remembered regularly for at least 40 to 50 years after you die
Anonymous No.212702816
>>212695743
I plan to live forever, of course, but barring that I'd settle for a couple thousand years. Even five hundred would be pretty nice.
Anonymous No.212702842 >>212702976
>>212698013
midwit tier opinion.
low IQ and high IQ are in agreement that there is afterlife, it may not be the Christian afterlife but we will still exist in some form after we die.
Anonymous No.212702892
>>212695743
Better Never to Have Been
Anonymous No.212702976
>>212702842
no evidence
Anonymous No.212703109
>>212700786
And that's why it's a shit movie. You can absolutely achieve greatness and success while maintaining a balanced life . True fulfillment comes from within. Whiplash falsely equivocates praises with success. Absolutely brainlet film.
Anonymous No.212703122 >>212703262
>>212699549
nta, but I did try therapy.
>old man
>went about six months
>so what do I do
>he says furhter therapy isn't going to help and things really aren't going to get better, the goal has always been just to learn how to live with it
It was nice being told that I would never be happy, or even really content, and that it's ok because it is what it is. I stopped trying to please other people and started looking out for myself. I'm a miserable, angry, and bitter shell of a human being but I don't particularly wish to kill myself anymore. Any misplaced optimism I once had has been replaced by hatred and pessimism. It has been an exponential improvement.
Anonymous No.212703262
>>212703122
I love you...for sentimental reasons.
Anonymous No.212703309 >>212703692 >>212705779
>>212701181
So not sure if it’s just a matter of perspective or potentially different lifestyles that contribute to this but I’ve never really felt this way personally. I’m 34 now and turning 30 felt like a lifetime ago

One thing I really try to do is not get into a “habit” of life. I always want to challenge myself, try new things, etc. I have a gf of almost two years now and she and I are gonna live in Bogota, her home city, for a little bit. I know that that change in my own life will really break up my routine in a good way. I speak pretty good Spanish now, something I never thought would’ve been possible a couple of years ago

I am a little bit fearful of having kids though, around those same reasons. I know kids can drain your life from you as you get into the routine of caring for them. I’m hoping that even with kids I can continue to involve adventure and exploration in my life, but no idea what that will look like
Anonymous No.212703402
>>212697894
That's nothing. I was drunk and broke at 16 and everyone fucking hated me.
Anonymous No.212703440
>>212695743
65, its pretty much the age for retirement and you start to become a burden to society
Anonymous No.212703491
>I want to be remembered!
>So why did you become a Jazz drummer?
Anonymous No.212703633
>>212695669 (OP)

The body 100% does not decay at a linear rate. My dad had me when he was 54, and when my mother married him he was in good shape and surprisingly healthy. He smoked too. But after he retired at 65, he lived fine for a few years but then started gaining weight, losing muscle and becoming weaker. Before he could do workouts in the basement and boxing with me and my brothers, but now the guy was curling 5lb dumbbells and gently jogging on the mat and that was it. Then he got cancer and all that and within maybe 6 months he went from just an old dude to an absolute abomination of a freak corpse, disfigured, in horrible pain, unable to walk, smelling like dogshit and dying.

I think that after 65 the body more or less turns to shit. (Notice how that's the age the goyim are allowed to stop working?)
Anonymous No.212703692 >>212703971
>>212703309
>dating third world trash
>moving to the third world

Stay there
Anonymous No.212703879
>>212695669 (OP)
>everybody remember me for my jazz drumming!
Nigga nobody listen to that shit nomore lmao nigga you background noise for white ppl in elevators lmao nigga be like "I'm finna tryna be famous for finna playin ragtime in 2025" lmao
Anonymous No.212703971
I am also glad I am not a hate filled person like this retard
>>212703692
Anonymous No.212704038 >>212704089 >>212704503
>>212695669 (OP)
Nice cope. Nobody remembers a childless drunk "party animal" or whatever. At best they'd sometimes use his story as an example of what happens when you're dead end loser.
big mike No.212704089
>>212704038
CANNONBALL!!!!!!!!!!! *BIG SPLASH*
Anonymous No.212704096
>>212697744
kek
Anonymous No.212704155 >>212704224 >>212704503
>mom, how come uncle anon doesn't have kids to play with us when he comes over for Christmas?
>it's complicated, sweetie. Just make sure you and your brother are never alone with him okay?
Anonymous No.212704224
>>212704155
>has this bad relation with sister
luck to you friend
Anonymous No.212704258
>>212695669 (OP)
>OP's age: 33.5
clock is ticking homeboy
Anonymous No.212704278
>>212695669 (OP)
I'd rather die .................................................................................................................
Anonymous No.212704503 >>212704989
>>212704038
>>212704155
Are breeders retarded?

Why the fuck would anyone have children in a world with murder, rape, pornography, suffering, disease ,and death.

>Gee, what a WONDERFUL world to bring our innocent white children into, let's start a family, honey!

Are you delusional? You know that you WON'T be able to actually protect your children, right? You're not superman, there are so many things outside of your control so why risk another persons guaranteed suffering just for your own gratification?

>B-b-b-ut it'll never happen to me or my family!!

Riiiiiiight, the millions of invaders crossing the border and the booming black and spic population will TOTALLY NEVER reach your family...

Why would anyone who loves and cherishes children bring them into such a cruel and horrible world?
Anonymous No.212704572
>>212695743
75 if you have grandkids, provided you take care of yourself you can get ten years of retirement where you take care of the kids and indulge in some of your hobbies you can still do. That gives you like 10 good years with retired with grandkids, after that it's downhill.

Talking to my dad about how he's gotten old and he fucking hates it and it's too late for him to remarry now, he just spent 20 years after my mom divorced him alone, and now he knows he will never have a a partner at home anymore. My dad basically made sure that I would think that getting old would fucking suck, so maybe i'm biased.
Anonymous No.212704796 >>212706375
>>212695669 (OP)
Working in elderly care made me think we should all just off ourselves before you need any sort of assistance.
Anonymous No.212704989
>>212704503
The people who say this are always hypocrites, since if life was that bad they should have all just offed themselves already, but they haven't, because for many, the life they've lived was definitely worth it. This nihilism no kids- shit is the most hollow and shallow trend.
Anonymous No.212705110
>>212695669 (OP)
the reality is the former is far more likely to happen and no one will remember you either way
Anonymous No.212705321 >>212705508
>>212695669 (OP)

Why are normies so obsessed with being remembered by other normies? The fact is no one will remember you a hundred years from now unless you become a dictator or a serial killer.
Anonymous No.212705508
>>212705321
It's why I can't get fully behind this guy who's hailed as jesus. On the one hand it's honest and therefore admirable to admit you are a bit selfish when you want to help others since you want to be remembered, on the other hand, not striving to rise above those urges and just accept not being remembered and do good things anyway seems like something you should at least strive for. Is this some godless jap morality that i've stumbled onto or what
Anonymous No.212705574
>>212697981
i haven't forgotten about the blazn azn
Anonymous No.212705779
>>212703309
>dating a fucking rola
rip man you are in for a world of hurt
Anonymous No.212705830 >>212706558 >>212707399
99% of people who attempt to become famous and die young only succeed at the dying young part and never make some great thing that outlives them
Anonymous No.212706375
>>212704796
Yeah my first job was an orderly at a nursing home
I am definitely going to shoot myself the day I can't reliably stand up from a chair or bed; to this effect I will start keeping a revolver on my nightstand as soon as I turn 75
Anonymous No.212706536
>>212695669 (OP)
>muh peepul wemember me!
the absolute hubris
Anonymous No.212706558 >>212707349
>>212705830
I made a drunk driving incident which outlived my passenger, does that count?
Anonymous No.212706588
>>212695743
Whatever age you're spiritually ready for heaven.
Anonymous No.212707349
>>212706558
it counts as the opposite, which is to say no
Anonymous No.212707399
>>212705830
High risk high reward situation. Only the risk is largely not worth it.
Anonymous No.212707469 >>212707507
>>212697886
Song name and story anon?
(The Feds backdoored into the server know your IP anyway and I doubt the niggers here even care to doxx anymore)
Anonymous No.212707507
>>212707469
Any information you give to this frog I will use against you, so don't give him anything. I am a dangerous hackerman from nerd squad.
Anonymous No.212707924
>>212695743
It feels like if you aren't fulfilled by 90 then you are never gonna be fulfilled.
Anonymous No.212708210
>>212695743
50