>>213002013 (OP)
research the categories, themes, genres and techniques that you like and find the films via wikipedia deep dives. Appreciate the art, find the films you actually want to see, be true to yourself and the girls will come. Dont try to be performative, anybody that actually knows about the topic youre masquerading as will see right through you. Take recommendations from other people. And eventually *thrusts waist into table for dramatic effect* UNGF, youll learn to be comfortable with yourself before needing validations from others, and you can be the one with the opinions and authority on a subject with confidence, rather than relying on others for validation and or following their lead.
