>>213528430
>I'm just going to be honest: you bagged a unicorn and then you fucked it up.
Nah, I thought that for the longest time too, but it's not true. The therapist (woman in her 40s) did a pretty good job curing me of that. During therapy I was still seeing and describing her through rose tinted glasses and the therapist straight up told me she sounds like a massive bitch going by how she handled it all and i should get over her, lmao. I didn't start a new relationship yet but am spending time with women casually now and see things much more clearly now.
I'm not saying i didn't fuck up a lot, in hindsight I'd obviously keep my shit together if I knew I'm gonna get my career back, but at that point it was very bleak, the retarted pencil pushers responsible straight up told me that I'm not getting it back in the next 12 years at least when i begged them to reconsider their admin decision. Considering I was in a pretty justified, chronic state of severe stress for years just because a retarded pencil pusher mada an arbitrary, illegal decision, and that my ex was very unhelpful through it all, I'd say I could have handled it way worse. People actually do kill themselves over less.
>>213528539
Yeah, to be fair I can't even recall a single instance in these 11 years when she actually did anything to help me that would inconvenience her even slightly. I mean, she literally had classes in a psychiatric hospital. She was watching and taking history from mentally ill people and had access to several psychiatrists and psychologists she could have bothered to discuss me with.
>>213528712
We've had sex hundreds of times. Believe it or not it gets pretty old after a while, i mean it's cool but it doesn't make up for your life being otherwise ruined. I fucked two girls since her and dont' really miss regular fucking all that much. Might as well be asking why would you want to an hero when you can eat a tasty meal. I don't want a tasty meal, i want my life unfucked.
