>>213745285 (OP)
Alcoholic here, but not a "alcoholic" like people think. Its really a cycle of feeling like shit. When the social lubricant is gone, and the drunk takes over it sucks. You feel like shit, wake up feeling like shit, drink more, wake up, feeling like shit. Theres no fun in alcoholism, theres no fun in the money and time spent, the low motivation, the addiction, the lethargy. I wake up everyday with a brain that feels like its going 2 miles an hour. And when I got sober, it was a new me. I looked better, I felt better, I lost weight, I could sleep at night, so many things changed getting that shit of my system.Its after more than couple of beers the social lubricant and feeling of ease becomes something else. You feel like shit, tou wake up feeling like shit, and its a constant cycle of feeling like shit. I even went to rehab and still got shoved off the wagon.
Tyler, alcohol is the devil