>>213764441 (OP)
No media will fill this void. You need to get out among people and make some kind of connection. I recommend church, but something else "bigger than yourself" can work too. Volunteering at a soup kitchen or animal shelter would work. You need IRL connections. People in This Age of Our Lord 2012 + 13 are chronically disconnected and afloat, and it's causing a mental health crisis on an epidemic level. Especially for young men.
If you really want to try fake it, I recommend Band of Brothers. Just watch the miniseries on a loop and pretend you're serving with Easy Company and have a purpose in life. If this doesn't work, and it won't, join the Army. You'll make the greatest friends of your life, find purpose, and never be lonely.