Thread 213830324

>>213830324 (OP)
But unlike you the character gets visited by an old friend and goes on a redemption story

>>213830324 (OP)
It will keep getting worse until you stop.

>>213830454
well yeah doy, but the kicker is it will never get better. so its either be ignorant or keep coping, and with drinking at least the pain sometimes goes away, so its a pretty rational choice

>>213830375
Damn

>>213830375
HOLY FUCK this happened to me today. six months of staying indoors snorting ket and eating opioids, i just went for a walk outside with a friend. it's like the weird agoraphobia/shut-in shit has cleared.

the addiction is still there and i hope i don't fuk it up. i DID beat alcohol, maybe i can beat this.

>>213830454
don't listen to this anon. i was sober for several years and it never ever got better
getting drunk after work every day is fun at least

>>213830324 (OP)
>c charicter y yeah m-maybe h errm n-no i hate it keep going. i its err i its relateable. people will understand it should we make it cool or sad honestly you cant miss.

>>213830324 (OP)
>The character is really happy for the time being, and that is all that matters

Besides Leaving Las Vegas and Flight and Druk, any other alcky kinos

>>213832405
The World's End.

>>213830324 (OP)
I used to like drinking but all of a sudden I get a migraine headache if I have two beers

>>213831304
This. I hate that alcohol has so many negative side effects otherwise I wouldn’t stop or take breaks. And weed sucks, it just makes me feel introspective and tired

>>213831267
remember the range of emotions and strength of them you used to feel as a child. its possible to get better and return to that, anon. it may seem like sober life is boring monotonous hell but it really isnt. its so nice to just feel healthy and clean again. good luck bro

>>213830324 (OP)
my diary desu

>>213832810
for me, the negative side effects don't matter because my life is already over
i'm drinking right now, cheers

>>213830324 (OP)
I replace alcohol with gluttony, I uhh just ate some McDonald’s

>>213832405
The Lost Weekend

>>213831304
Yes retard, life won't magically transform if the only change you make is to stop drinking. The point is stopping drinking is the only chance you have at making those changes you're too scared to make.

>>213830324 (OP)
Still waiting for someone to make a movie that doesn't portray binge drinking as some terrible thing

>>213832942
how were the fries?

I just want a drink so fucking bad. One year.

>>213833213
sometimes things were over before they even started, anon. how i wish things could be different, but i will never have what i truly want
because of that, there's no version of this where i don't destroy myself

>>213832942
>I replace alcohol with gluttony,

Literally me. I replaced liquor with fatty desserts. Aldi has alot of those

>>213833476
I only eat dessert-type stuff in the morning with coffee, if at all.
I want the savory for my /druk/ munchies.
Last night I made a turkey sandwich at midnight. It was delightful.

>>213831304
What about getting drunk before work tho?

>>213833540
>I only eat dessert-type stuff in the morning with coffee, if at all.

Im the opposite. Its always for dinner, especially after a stressful day at work. Cant have liquor so I indulge in sweets

>>213833676
>Cant have liquor so I indulge in sweets
I don't envy you that but if it works for you then so be it.

>>213833547
>before
just go to the toilets with a small bottle of vodka?
(please don't tell me American offices search your bag or something. I'M THE ONE who lives in the police state that is the UK.)

the only reason i drink is because i'm lonely, but what if there is no end to the loneliness?

>>213834211
Are there any actual benefits? I did 25 days and I was just angry and wanted to get a hooker.

>>213833429
Please have the dignity and self respect to admit your own choices rather than absolving yourself of them.

>>213834576
yeah, you're right. i chose to drink every day because it's such a great fucking life. no, this is what happens when there is nothing left to do but wait around and die

>>213834576
get this free will hothead outta here. this is a doomposting thread.

>character abuses amphetamines and booze every weekend for the past 3 years
>starts shitting and puking blood every now and then and has to take H2 blockers
>bloodwork returns with high liver enzyme activity
What kind of genetic failure is this guy? He's not even fucking 30 ffs

>>213835038
It's amazing to me that guys like you get fucked with health issues, and I drank a fifth of vodka every day for 2 years and regularly did blow and my liver enzymes never once elevated before I quit for good. Maybe you'll have the last laugh when my heart explodes.