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Bonus story: How I did not really consummate with my then GF.
GF is maybe the wrong word to describe it. This girl liked me all throughout HS but I wasn't super into her. It was not until I failed every other endeavor that I started dating her. We were like a dozen dates in when the school trip happened. We'd already done some things but no sex.
FF to that fateful night, I go back to dancing with her, she also brushed away the teacher incident (thinking the teacher is just trying to be friendly with students) and the night progresses without hiccups. We're both tipsy, the club visit is over, we're all back at the hotel. I sneak to her room. We start making out, it progresses, she's sort of straddling me, I whip my dick out like its a power move, get a condom on, she sighs, gets it in and then the worst thing in the history of bad things happens.
As she's on top of me, she puts all her weight on me, sort of pinning me down, she says, in the coldest manner possible: "In the end, all you wanted was to fuck me". Being drunk, I'm like "duh", which of course doesn't go down very well, so she's just sitting there, like a stone on top of me, my dick still inside of her.
"Well then fuck me, anon" while she's still pinning me down. Now I know what you're thinking, I could just roll over, force myself, actually fuck her, if I wanted. But that's way besides the point, she clearly didn't want to fuck and that was her way of getting some kind of revenge on me. I mean I was shocked, I couldn't even stay hard.
So yeah, I pretended to be angry, stormed out and went back to my room.
The end.
It's been 10+ years now and there's not a single day that I don't regret pretty much every decision in that trip.
