I'm trying to get over my incest fetish because I realize it's a product my longing to be deeply close with someone. I've accepted that will never happen and am packing my bags on porn. How that relates to your question is that I don't think Dexter really feels anything like that.
>>214368055 (OP)
there wasn't a single attractaive thing about deb >horse face >no tits >gumby body >shitty personality >endlessly needy >constantly talks about her exes and calls the guy who was engaged to her for literally the time it took to knock her out her ex-"fiance"
>>214368347
I'd agree if I had smokin' hot family like Dexter. As it stands I search for attractive digital women and use it as a shortcut to familiarity in my brain I think to deal with my developmental retardation. What I've learned through from the sex I tripped into is that people are not worth the trouble. It's all a waste of time. I'd rather read books and work on my potential.
>>214368473
It really is just a hobby when you break it down. ‘The hunt makes it fun’ kinda thing. What’s truly fulfilling is the thought of a loyal woman who will actually stay with me and love me (impossible)
>>214368906 >find a good gf/wife >just keep looking
You were one of the chosen, lucky ones. Finding a woman who likes you back, let alone a GOOD one, is a one in a million chance. Good on you though man