>>215169684
that's insane to me. Post-cocaine comedowns/hangovers make me feel aggressively miserable, like this feeling of horrific dread and just unhappiness pervading everything, to the point where literally nothing is enjoyable for about a day. Maybe it's a personal thing like
>>215169715 says as I'm quite sensitive to drugs in general, and I tend to be much more in touch with my emotions and hyper-aware of the fact that 'feeling like this isn't normal' compared to most people I meet. Admittedly, the last time I did coke I also accidentally did some kind of other drug we got laced with (I believe it may have been ketamine) which caused a minor five to 20 minute extremely disorienting psychedelic experience, so that may be why the comedown was so rough that time. It was awful prior to that but nowhere near as bad. Would you say generally the higher quality cocaine is, the smoother the comedown is? Is there even a way to cheat the comedown (like how smoking a joint on an mdma comedown can sometimes help)?
in either case fuck that shit honestly, the only things worth doing in life are booze, an occasional shroom trip, and a joint every now and then, everything else feels gross and downright sinister to me now.