I avoided life by playing video games for 15 years and now I am pushing 30 and I only know how to bag groceries and wash dishes and I don't know how to drive a car and I'm starting to bald and develop myopia and tinnitus and I don't know how to carry a basic conversation and I want to die and start over
Many such cases with early zoomers now reaching 30
>>717370816 (OP)You unironically won at life.
I wish I could stay at home playing videogames all day and if I could I would exchange places with you.
>>717370816 (OP)That's pretty relatable desu hope you can find a way to turn it around but you probably won't or something idk only time will tell where we're headed
>>717370816 (OP)>NOOOOOOOOO I CAN THINK FOR MYSELF MY MOM SAID I NEED TO GET A JOB SO EVERYTHING I DID FOR 15 YEARS WAS POINTLESSYou enjoyed a comfy life. Now become an artist who draws furry scat porn or loli getting fucked by horses. It's free money
>>717371029What's stopping you from rotting at home like OP? You can quit school/your job at any time.
>>717371861What are you trying to kill him or something? I love giving bad advice to make people's lives worse.
>>717370816 (OP)This is me but I can drive and I have been forced against my will to work at a theme park and be surrounded by 5k+ people at all times
>>717370816 (OP)how did you survive by not doing anything or not developing any skills? mummy and daddy letting you stay at home for free? good luck when they become old or die
>>717370816 (OP)Too bad.
We warned you, zoomie, and you said "yeah sure gramps by 21 I'm outta here".
Who's laughing now, fag?
>>717371024Early zoomers really did have everything against them to turn them into social hermits with no future
I'm 24 and make $70,000 a year at a remote job as a transportation analyst. I need to improve my body though. I feel like that meme of the ripped old wojak whose like "ok now all I have to do is wait for all the social development goals to happen to me that naturally happen to other people in their teens".
At least i have a great gaming pc
>>717372647There are neets like me that come from enough money that mommy's inheritance will last a lifetime. Sucks to be you normal person
>>717370816 (OP)>I don't know how to carry a basic conversation and I want to die and start overDamn that's how I feel too
We're cooked
>>717370816 (OP)>Nothing but played vidya and jacked off for 30 years>NEET who can't hold a part-time job to save his life and lives at parent's house or had them help with rent when my savings from said jobs started drying up from buying figs>Still learned the basic shit about variety of topics because I browsed 4chan and was exposed to it>Helped me get jobs since I was able to say I knew at least something.My older brother doesn't even know how to change a tire, let alone his oil, didn't even know how to iron a shirt.
Thank you, 4chan.
>>717370816 (OP)>I don't know how to carry a basic conversationI am a 28 year old autistic thats been trying to claw his way back from the abyss and just reading a few books on the subject made me realize how fucking terrible normal people are at conversing. Just ask people questions about themselves and make it obvious you are listening, its that easy. For some reason normalfags cant stop droning on about themselves and making half the people they talk to hate them
Lmao hopefully you are drafted into WW3 faggot
>>717372575I've also suddenly started getting subjected to crowds of people after a very solitary life and I can't help but smile.
how the hell do people make friends? should I just move to a big city?
I got sent to the depressive ward of a mental hospital cuz I said I was gonna blow my brains out, then when I left there I had to attend daily IOP group therapy sessions for about two months. I ended up falling in love with the group therapist and while thereโs a term for that in therapy called transference, I felt a legit soulmate level connection with this person because I was cyberstalking her and making connections between her life and mine, plus she was only three years older than me (both in our 20s). Anyways even though I lovebombed her ridiculously hard and proved Iโm not a complete NEET shitter with nothing to offer as a man, ethically sheโs not allowed to be with me AND she already has a boyfriend, so I got a restraining order and lost $20k when I violated it three times by saying โI love youโ all those times. :skull emoji:
>I don't know how to carry a basic conversation
This isn't a thing, it mystifies some people, but it's not that complicated. You're a talker or a non-talker, people don't "know how to carry a conversation" because of adulting or some stupid shit like that, they just happen to be comfortable and enjoy talking to other people.
There's nothing to know, some people just go up and talk to random strangers they have nothing in common with about the color of the floor tiles and other stupid shit.
>>717374316An alphabet agency clearly placed that person there to fuck up your life. Donโt believe anything else.
>>717374358For people like me its not a choice to be a "non-talker" because then nobody talks to you and then everyone starts hating your guts because you're the weird pariah that nobody knows despite always being around.
>>717374636For me it's not a choice to be a talker because I really just cannot be bothered. If they say something interesting and it's not 20 people all talking at the same time I'll respond.
>>717372575Sounds fun tbqh
ive been playing games my whole life and ive never been better.
>>717371380not him but getting good enough at art to make a living takes the kind of effort and discipline that people like us don't have.
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>>717370816 (OP)It's so weird that people are obsessed with bringing the carts back themselves, when it was the best part of the job. I was a cartpusher and it was far superior to any other task at the job. The choice is stay inside the store and deal with customers or going out to the parking lot and getting carts all by yourself was an easy one for me.
I suppose I am aberrant though. Even the other workers avoided it. I never had to fight for the job because no one wanted to go get carts? Cart retrieval was the best. It would have disappointed me greatly if there were no carts to get because all the customers brought them back. I don't do that job anymore, I went and became a paramedic for some stupid reason and it's quite stressful.
Oh well. If you have no skills I reccomend cart chasing. that's where i was going with this. Maybe I always did things that others people would refuse to do. No one wants to get carts, or clean up messes, or deal with medical emergencies.
>>717370816 (OP)I've been playing video games since I was 4, and in my 30s I have a STEM PhD and a good job and I've started to do game dev as a hobby. Sounds like a you issue.
>>717370816 (OP)>Pushing 30Zoom zoom
>>717374636>its not a choice to be a "non-talker" because then nobody talksyeah, man that's the idea. you're a talker in denial lmao
Should I order 0.5" diameter jute hemp rope from amazon or should I try to buy a handgun by signing ATF 4473? I'm in this situation but I don't wanna live life. I don't wanna do anything, I can only think about avoiding life or ending it. I don't want to live and I don't believe in antidepressants or therapy anymore and I don't want to keep going to doctors about my major depression because eventually I'll get involuntarily committed and lose the ability to buy a gun. I do not care about the impact on my family either, I don't care about them
>>717378025The only structure I have access to right now that's high enough to be lethal is the Aurora Bridge and it has anti-suicide fence all across it and I would surely be spotted and then involuntarily committed to a mental hospital and I would be thenceforth adjudicated as mentally defective and I would have to deal with police visiting me
>>717378339Pic related. I've only ever been voluntarily committed to a mental hospital in Seattle so I think I can still legally pass a background check and get a gun
>>717378339>>717378406Why don't you try to be the next Luigi Mangione first?
>>717378339>>717378406>>717378448They could also make a custom map for you in Suicide Squad if you do well enough at taking out a CEO
>>717378339>>717378406When did it all go wrong?
Genuine question.
>>717378604*Cruelty Squad
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>>717378406Perfect timing. Accept this guy's offer
>>717378448>>717378604Then just kill yourself after he gives you a gun
>>717370816 (OP)this except I've never had any kind of job or income ever and my parents are dying of cancer and are 5 figures in debt and owe 100000 dollars on our house which is literally falling apart
>>717378794I'm not offering him anything. I just want more levels in Cruelty Squad
I was a NEET but I'm in my late 30s and my parents died. First my dad, then my mom a few years later. I didn't get any inheritance either so I'm forced to work.
I'm jealous of people that get carried through their life by their parents. I work with a bunch of people whose parents bought their houses for them. It would be nice if I didn't have to pay rent.
>>717378448Because that nigger didnโt fucking do it, you cunt. Shut the fuck up about that.
>>717378818Start building credit.
>>717370816 (OP)I love Mountain Dew. Iโm drinking it right now.
>>717378926i will kill myself when my mom dies. not slaving away for mr shekelstein.
>>717375503Did you work in the winter anon? Try subzero January temps with freezing wind and being a cart pusher fucking sucks. In the summer it was good though.
I agree with that reddit post though but I'd go a step farther, the people that would not return the carts to the corrals should be euthanized or shot by firing squad. Literally takes 30 seconds and it's always fat brown people that would do it too
>>717370816 (OP)>winampS O U L F U L
>>717379017i got denied for a credit card when i applied
>>717379140>working a job you hatelmao. who's fault was that?
>dad keeps wasting money going to the laundromat instead of getting someone to just fix the fucking washing machine
he is ruining my life
>>717379237Yeah that's why I didn't do it for long.
Pretty much every single person that works at a shartmart hates it, and that probably extends to all of retail
>>717379126If you're a man living alone you don't need to work full time. Just work half a year and slack off half a year, it's easy. Only family men have to wage properly
>>717379180Then get secured credit. That's where you give a lender money to hold onto as you borrow.
but since they're dying now you might not have much time to build up credit. You need about 2 years of credit building to get any substantial credit
>>717373096>2435 anon the pain dulls with time if you keep busy and have goals. If you become a sad fuck like half the people in this thread it will make you depressed. Good luck.
I CAN'T MAKE MYSELF DO ANYTHING
I JUST AVOID MY PARENTS ALL DAY BECAUSE THEY'RE DYING AND I HATE THEM
>>717378939https://www.youtube.com/shorts/FtsAWL_RnHA
He did it. It's documented in the "Hilton Hitjob" case of Cruelty Squad. Then he escaped on a bike.
>>717379140Returning the carts is satanic. Follow no system of morality except God's, and following modern capitalist morality is going to get you in hell
>>717370816 (OP)Same but I'm pushing 40 and can drive and despite my total lack of skill or knowledge I've continually fallen upward in a career I hate, landing in management.
>>717379669>social conventions are satanicSo I take it you walk around naked and shit in the street then?
>>717379395La la la la la la la
>>717379748If returning shopping carts is a moral priority for you then you need help.
>>717380047Being considerate of others should be a moral priority for society
>>717370816 (OP)Anon I'm sorry with what you're going through right now.
I went back to college at 26 because I took the oppurtunity after getting laid off during the start of the pandemic. So maybe you have time to think about doing the same.
>>717380189You're not being considerate of others. You're bending to the will of Satan.
>>717380343I suppose not using train derailment devices is satanic as well?
27 here. I've been a NEET for the last 3 years, actually taught myself moonrunes during the NEETdom.
Money's starting to run out, I did night shift stocking shelves before, but quit because getting home at 7AM and waking up at 2PM felt like complete shit and the managers would often make fun of me because I'm a sperg.
Tomorrow I have an interview with a pretty shit-pay JP to EN localization gig, I kinda realize now my moonrunes are my only real asset. (Also I live with my dad, who wants me to stay around because he has a permanently damaged shoulder and had to retire early because of it. I just need money to buy games and figs).
I already did pretty well on their TL test, it might be more of an introductory bullshit thing than an actual interview, still scared as fucking shit.
That's my NEETblog rant. Have a sexy imouto.
>>717380476That's not the same thing. Derailing trains is morally wrong. Returning shopping carts isn't.
>>717372647>mummy and daddy letting you stay at home for free? good luck when they become old or dieAs long as he gets a full time job and the house is paid off he'll be fine when he inherits the house. It's the only way anyone from our generation is going to own property if you didn't hit it rich with bitcoin.
>t. early 30s
>>717380617If you say this you must concede that it is no different from littering (expectation to return something to the proper location that you are not doing), and must therefore also be ok. You must be Indian because they don't believe in putting trash where it goes either, only lesser people do that. That's why their country is a shithole
>>717379140>Literally takes 30 seconds and it's always fat brown people that would do it tooNo I absolutely hate walmart, I'm basically forced to go there or starve and I dread every second i'm there, especially in the overcrowded parking lots of my culturally enriched community.
Once I'm done being thoroughly humiliated and paying for the bottom of the barrel garbage slop they sell me i'm jumping in my car and fucking off ASAP, staying an extra 30 seconds lingering around is begging to get mugged by lunchtime rowdies and employees are just going to stand around watching when that happens.
Do your job or have them get robots to do it, or get rid of carts all together, don't care not my problem welcome to America.
>>717380531Same but I got kind of lazy with it, my moon is merely just "good enough" to play whatever vidya or untranslated VN I want from time to time, and I never bothered to improve it beyond that level, so I don't think I could even leverage it to get a shitty loc job. But then again it's not like the average localizer has particularly good Japanese either kek
>>717380835You can always not shop at Walmart if you object to it. Be the change you want to see. I haven't been to a Walmart in over a year and don't plan on returning
>>717371861There is no such thing as welfare or autismbux in my country: if you don't work you will starve. So I have no choice but to work.
>>717381298You don't have family to leech off of?
>>717380772I've never had a job and the house still has 6 figures owed on it and needs 5 figures worth of repairs at least
am I fucked
>>717381383No time like the present to start. Low 6 figs or "i'm fucked" tier? If you're desperate and it comes to it have a friend move in with you and split the cost, probably still cheaper than them renting a shit apartment
>>717381525over a hundred thousand dollars
and it's literally falling apart
the walls are cracking from the foundation sinking
it doesn't have a working washing machine or oven
I don't have any friends
im not even 30 yet and my liver is fucked fuck my organs aer fucked why is this meat vessel so shit i must suffer more than this for decades why must i do this i dont want to i want to float in a void i want somethg else stop this please I WANT OUT I WANT OUT I WANT OUT
It's time to apply yourself, get a shitty job just to drop out of the normie world soon after by crackshackmaxxing. My house is sorta falling apart but it cost less than $20k.
I work maybe a few months per year and the rest of my life is vidya, gooning, eating microwave meals and doing a bit of repair sometimes.
You don't need to participate in the society, but I recommend you get something pleasant to do while signing out of the pointless hubbub.
>>717381014I feel that way about myself. This might be the push I need to get past feeling like I'm only "good enough."
I did do some TLs on DLsite before this (not as a hire, just for their TL Unite thing, this is where you translate doujins you just bought yourself btw), my first TLs there would get 30+ errors from their reviewers but eventually I got to a point where I'd have no errors at all (and it was a nice feeling when the artists would send you a thank you email). My TL test for this company only had 4 errors and the test was a bit more complicated than the x999 "ikuuu kimochiii" stuff I did on DLsite.
I do think I already got the position but I have like 10 sticky notes with bullet points written up. It's an online interview, never did one of these before. I just have to not projectile vomit spaghetti.
>>717370816 (OP)Your parents failed you, I also only wanted to game but I learned to drive and got a degree and a job because my mom threatened to throw me outside and murder me if I didn't and also my father too
It was a few years ago that I felt in the same situation as a lot of posters in this thread, and it was actually a /b/tard posting a bill burr quote that pushed me over the edge to apply for med school at age 25. I just graduated last month, and a part of me wonders if that person will ever know the impact of posting that bill burr quote.
I'm a NEET with a car (it chips away at my savings). What are the best autist friendly ways to make money with that?
>>717383364you could deliver pizzas or something, the job is chill just doesn't pay a whole lot obviously
>conceived right before 9/11
>had to grow up watching the world slowly go to shit, and every single promise of the world be shattered one by one.
>now im just stuck here trying to grasp at anything that'll let me be self sufficient (at the very least, a remote or graveyard shift job so that i can just be alone.)
>born a decade earlier, and i almost certainly would've dumped a couple bucks into bitcoin as a joke before it blew up and been fine that way
>born a decade later, would've at least been too brainfucked to understand the shitty timeline we got.
>a hundred years later, all this crap would probably be solved
my literal only hope right now is that an old second aunt decides to pass her property in the woods on to family instead of selling it to some chink gigacorp. tl;dr: most likely case if she passes it on is that my mom gets it, but its a tiny house thats not fit for a whole family so it'd probably further go to me
>>717380315same...il be finishing my associates next year, at the age of 28. i am extremely depressed and rather hopeless at the moment although that could be the tail end of withdrawal from a few substances, decided to clean up a bit for this next semester. but i really dont know what i am doing, very aimless, directionless, and cant even get hired doing doordash because of some stupid ass misdemeanors from like a decade ago. so i am broke, living at home, and working on my associates degree. trying to keep my chin up but this really sucks.
/blog
>>717370816 (OP)If you can wash dishes you are unironically above 70% of the population, anon. If you can cook as well, 90%.
>>717383364I bought a Switch 2 even though it wiped out 1/4th of my neet savings.
>>717370816 (OP)Cool winamp skin.
I think step 1 is to not talk about yourself so much. In fact, in your position, forget you even exist. Don't fucking worry about you.
Step 2 might be finding a physical hobby. Gym maybe, but I always found that boring. Bike riding or something. Archery is fun and easily gamified.
Step 3 could be something like vocational school. Machining, plumbing, welding. Some shit. Do something.
Don't worry about progress just keep doing.
>>717383364food delivery app driver seems like your best bet if you can control yourself just enough to handle the bullshit of the occasional bitch you have to deliver to.
>>717370816 (OP)Me too bro was in the same situation ....
Luckily my parents are jewish so they have a brain so they bought me a cheap small 1 bdrm apartment i began to rent along side my recently dead deceased grandparents at 27 after being in your situation, and with all that money i moved to Thailand to play video all day long i dont have a job lol no need lol sucks to be you OP should have been born luckier
most people above the age of 35 are miserable, regardless of their occupation or how successful they are.
>>717385916do you have space for 1 goy plsss? I can cook and clean ur house
>>717383012Congratulations, Anon.
>>717386007And this is why I'll only do wagie work. Sure I won't own a Lambo and other faggy shit but my time is my time. ~25 hours a week so I can be a semi shut in is much better to me than grinding to be a salary dog with little time to use your toys.
dont care about your life self pity blogging but
GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BREAK
>>717386007Exactly this is why im living the good life in Thailand, away from yhe rat race, my rent money is enough for everything i could possible want, i order food x4 times per day, i still manage to save money, i dont have to work and have a beachfrilont apartment. You can escape the matrix. I laugh at people and friends that flex high pay salaries at me lol, like cool bro, you work, you waste half of your fucking life doing shit you wouldnt, you soend hald of your cash on socially engineered "made it" crap like a better car and a bigger house so you can slave some more 12 hours extra time coding some shit for some company and be proud of it while you glee "oh i make CASH im successful engineer" and then gov takes 50% and your house and car payments are sky high because you had to "make it" and every he can barely save anything and he fucking hates his work , lol suckers .... fuck democracies, live in an asian monarchy that has the same western lifestyle at 1/4th the price and just play video games from your high rise apartment ordering food to the room x4 a day, fuck the rat race, making it is freedom and having 24 hours in every day to do fuck all you want because you have passive income, you usex your brain for several years instead of keeping slaving away for your fucking modern ""american dream" western societies lol. The dream is retiring at 27 at a beachfront apartment in Patayya with zero worries in life. But no ... people want to be brainwashed into being a "successful" western businessman working 14h a day wasring everything he makes on enough boose and entertainment to fix his boring fucking life where every new hobby is a chore and youre dopamine drained.
>>717386297I dont need to cook, i order everything with an app, my budget includes basically all i can eat realistically 4 meals per day, hell if i wanted too i could take a thai girl to fuck on a weekly basis within the budget ... i dont get why people stay in conqured islamic hellscape europe working hard living like shit kek ... or americans too .. i dont give a fuck i wake up to the ocean with no alarm clcok bro
>>717387041You dont sound happy
>>717375471discipline is acquired, it's not binary. read atomic habits.
>>717387041I don't think you're that satisfied if you're coming to an autistic shutin thread to write essays. I don't think a man can be happy if he has nothing industrious to strive for, even if its something nobody cares about like writing fanficss or trying to become a streamer
>>717378339>>717378406So fucking retarded, being exposed to Godโs beautiful magnificent earth and wanting to kill yourself.
Do you not have sex with attractive women? Have you not seen the world outside of your small little room? Interacted with other interesting people?
Spent a night getting drunk playing vidya with a girl you truly like?
Sounds like you never experienced life and you want to end it. Such stupidity.
Forever spend eternity in Hellfire, or you could just get /fit/ get a decent job stop acting like a victim and change your life. Yeah, it really is that easy. Not that youโd know, you never tried.
But killing yourself is the worst stupidest thing you could ever do
>>717388013you sound like a normalfag.
this aint like facebook, best leave before you find yourself stuck here.
>>717370816 (OP)I didn't get my driver's license till I was 37. just start doing whatever you need to do to get it, is so nice being able to go places
>>717387530that stuff is just big cope, I've read all the self help and watched all the videos and listened to all the advice. Nothing can change my nature.
>>717388013>So fucking retarded, being exposed to Godโs beautiful magnificent earth and wanting to kill yourself.>proceeds to list out the most pathetic normalnigger ways to waste life away
>>717388204No kidding, looks like that faggot is trying to embarrass and humiliate himself in front of everybody.
>>717370816 (OP)What was the fork of this called again? I don't give a fuck about faggot op's life but this media player became hot web based dogshit nft trash at the latest update but the for was made by og devs
>>717370816 (OP)>develop myopia Just get a pair of nearsighted (myopia) glasses from aliexpress or Amazon. For the vision test, just confirm the eye chart your DPS uses and memorize it.
>>717378926>I didn't get any inheritance either so I'm forced to work.so what happened with your parent's house nigga
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>>717370816 (OP)I wish some talented autist with enough free time would update the browser on this old thing. It would be so sick to have a multimedia player, video music, and a browser in one program.
>>717379271fix it yourself, dumbo
The only think keeping me from killing myself is how sad my dad and mom would be.
>>717380531>(Also I live with my dad, who wants me to stay aroudon't invest in translation careers, that shit is gonna die with AI
>>717388987I'm sick and dying and the only thing that keeps me going is not wanting to make my mom cry
>>717370816 (OP)Driving a car is piss easy. You just need to study the handbook of your state to learn the laws. Just try not to have a panic attack going down the freeway or some shit.
>>717388987That's why you kill them first while they're sleeping, anon.
How long did it take you to learn to drive vros? I'm not super old (23) but I've been thinking of fast tracking this shit in the holidays cuz my learners license is about to expire without me doing jack shit
>>717388968Is it broken in wacup too?
>>717389158A few days. Started with a stick shift. My parents, bus drivers(Likely the reason I picked up on it fast being around driving so much), insisted I start with a stick so I'd be ready for any vehicle.That or they wanted to make sure i'm fully occupied with driving, using all 4 of my limbs.
>>717373641>Graduated with a BS in CS at 26, didnโt land a single interview afterwards now Iโm 28.Spent the last half a year studying for the CompTIA A+ and just passed both new tests, hopefully things are looking up and I can finally have a job now even if itโs just bullshit IT I just want to feel like Iโm making progress in life again. Just getting one damn computer related job should help me get something else in the future but I just need one goddamn in finally.
>>717389118My dad has sacrificed too much, worked since he was 18 non stop, and has taken no vacations or bought anything for himself all so his wife and kids never had to worry about money or food.
Im not killing my dad
>>717388907They gave it to their progeny that wasn't a faggot.
>>717389345nta but
>graduated with BS in accounting in 2020>still haven't gotten a job with the degreei don't feel like getting a cpa and i have to only a handful of shitty entry level jobs
looks im stuck as a warehouse wagie
>>717389174Yeah. They even ask when you start it up "Hey, do you even like the browser?"
I tried leaving a message in their discord but they ignore everything.
>>717389345I got my A+ cert last year but its been pretty useless for getting jobs. Took me 6 months just to get a scam call center position that was 1099 and they didn't even mention my A+ cert in the interviews, just the lies I put in my resume to cover my 10 year employment gap from being a neet super failure. Maybe its different for you as someone with actual CS schooling but the A+ doesn't seem to be worth what it was during Covid
>>717389508Become a night shift security guard and play video games and watch youtube videos while getting paid for it
>>717379359Could a dude living alone in an inherited house hack it with part-time jobs only?? I hope that doesn't mean retiring at 80
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We'll all be NEETs soon (on the street, no bux for us lmao)
>>717390031I bring home about 1700-3000usd a month from my part time wagie job and its enough to cover fees by the fascist government, not starve and have enough on hand to fix shit when it breaks. I don't have vices or anything like that so 70% of that goes into savings and that stockpile is just enough to cover when the air conditioner dies or similar expense that happen to home owners.
>>717381383then you sell. collect the equity and purchase something humble to live in as well as a cheap car. make sure you understand taxes. if you're completely alone call a church and tell the pastor you're going through a rough patch and need help learning to drive with the end goal of getting a job. you can turn this around. not easily but you can. you're very lucky to have some assets to stand on.
>>717390521>3000 USD a month working part timeWhat fucking job is this?
>>717390521>1700-3000usd a month from my part time wagie job>tfw can't go back in time and be born to rich parents for a nepojob
>>717389559Iโm hoping that since I managed to land an IT interview once off the CS degree (this time last year lol last one I had) that Iโll have better luck now with both.
Hopefully also helps I have 4 years of part time retail work from 2016- closing during covid on my resume too, but I figure thatโs why I didnโt get anything for CS but might work better for help desk shit since I have that much experience with customers.
>>717390597Its nominally part time with usually 18-24 hours a week but they like to give us 50 hour work weeks sometimes out of nowhere. I also like to pick up extra shifts lately because I have literally nothing else in my life
>>717390098nobody needs to mine your data, you are already identifiable via browser fingerprint
>>717389158About a month to go from total n00b to decent enough that I could drive a car without crashing into everything.
Is it just me or did a lot of boomers not want to teach their kids anything? My parents were generally nice but if I ever wanted to learn to cook or join a sport or ask them questions they'd always shoot me down and say they were busy (they weren't)
I'm 27, and a NEET for 5 years, now. I did NOTHING but eating, sleeping and maybe 2 suicide attempts. I live with my dad and my 3 other siblings. I'm the elder.
I don't know what to do, I threw out 5 years of my life.
>>717391181My brother turned 21 a month, quit his job, and and just is drinking all the time now. Hoping he doesn't do the same, I'm the older brother but I don't know what to tell him because I don't drink, that shit is fucking evil
>People saying they're 30 and their bodies are failing, they can barely function
>I'm 33
What am I meant to think? I just bought Elden Ring Nightreign.
>>717388968>>717389174What could be done is, design a modular media player application with a classic Winamp-style interface (specifically the Bento skin layout). The app should feature tabbed navigation, allowing the user to switch between modules such as a music player, video player, and web browser. Instead of hardcoding playback or browser engines, the app should allow users to attach their preferred tools. for example, selecting VLC as the video player and Brave as the web browser. Each module should either embed or externally control the chosen application, maintaining a cohesive user interface within the Winamp-style shell.
Like pic related.
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>>717391496>No picoh, well fuck me.
>>717373523>>I don't know how to carry a basic conversation and I want to die and start over>Damn that's how I feel too>We're cookedIt's easier to talk to like minded people. As we do here. too bad we never leave our holes. But, just start talking to randoms, just one sentence with no expectations. "nice weather today", "sure is busy here today" yes is boring irrelevant conversation. but that's how it works. everything takes time. i had a solid year of my life on WoW (over a year /played) and i was able "to turn it around" to a point. you guys can too. now its at a point where, when i talk to a normy i have to carry the conversation because all they know is their work or one singular show or one singular game. if you put EFFORT into developing conversation skills, light knowledge on many topics, you find most people are very narrow minded and not worth talking to.
I'm 30, diagnosed autism a year ago because my parents had no idea and I had to see a head doctor with my own money
I make $87k a year (in a non-3rd world state like CA) occasionally filing part orders and power cycling computers, I spend money without ever checking my bank account
I browse 4chan all day then play video games when I get home and through most of my weekends
git gud faggot
>>717391621>go to a bar>dance for 2 hours>say 0 words to anyone, just dance>two girls who were dancing all night in the club notice me>go home with both of them>get dick of suck from one of themIt's the fucking trope of "once you try, you will fail" in life. Once you fail, and truly break and cry and fight and give up, only then does life give you what you want.
>>717391496This would be the better path.
Wacup can't even update their video player.
Just make it modular. That way you avoid hard coding it and licensing issues.
>>717370816 (OP)what's wrong with that?
>>717374286what interests you? if its video games, think, how often do video games put me in the presence of others? it doesn't. that's our biggest problem.
>>717391883I don't think people actively working on their social skills see casual sex with barflies as the end goal
>>717373096>transportation analyst.How did you get there?
>they think they will be able to retire
rofl
>>717377937Handgun and make sure it is at least a .45 or larger. .357 if you want to get the job done and don't care about the mess.
>>717392042You are not my friend, don't pretend you are or ever could be.
One day you will be dead and it won't matter in the slightest what sort of life you lived. Alexander the Great is currently experiencing the same non-existence as the last mosquito you killed.
>>717373096Just sign up for a boxing class and go like 3x a week. I got tired of not doing jack shit when I was younger and got jealous of people who stuck with something since they were kids. Now it's been 3 years and I enjoy being active
>>717391152>Is it just me or did a lot of boomers not want to teach their kids anything?It's not just you. Every boomer I run into or work with brags about investing, or technical / mechanical skills, then refuses to elaborate.
I don't know about you, but my cousin got really good at cooking during covid. His boomer ass parents actually got mad as fuck because he can cook better than them, and he tells me how they started being petty as fuck about all sorts of things in response to him "cooking better than the family" for thanksgiving or christmas or whatever.
It's the same thing with a lot of skills, or even extremely basic stuff like job awareness, and basic repair stuff. They just expect you to know everything because it's on the internet, but they don't understand how it takes time and effort to learn something new.
>>717391496Idk how easy that would be to implement but sounds like the better option. Though I still won't use winamp until I can make it look and work like clementine
>>717388429Sucks you have no choice or freewill.
On the bright side it's nice you ultimately have no responsibility because of your "nature" I guess.
>>717370816 (OP)>30yo>been unemployed for 8 months with 5 jobs that sucked>2 of which were sales jobs so might as well be 3 jobsI have 3 options:
1. Keep applying and accept it is like winning the lottery if someone hires me and I can't nepo my way in
2. Go back to working the trades as an electrician. I've made a deal with myself that if this is my future I will become an alcoholic. At least 1 or 2 beers a night followed by liquor on the weekends.
3. I am playing with the idea of going back into the military nearly a decade later for something like IT or code monkey. IDC about dying for Israel or my country. I want to learn the skills these professions offer and worse case scenario I do it until I'm 30 and then enjoy retirement.
>>717392727Do it until I'm 50*
>>717370816 (OP)Just keep playing games.
I have a job but I hate women and am not a faggot so there's really nothing else.
>>717390187worse than that, anon. AI can only replace low physical labor jobs and fields of passion.
we'll all be forced to do hard labor for nickels and dimes.
the AI crap ends with us (lowly peasantry) being enslaved to the elites (high nobility).
dont you know that the modern world was too good for us? only the select few born into it should be able to enjoy luxuries like this!
this is also why they are trying to replace the white man with third world hordes, they wont complain about slave-like living conditions since its still miles better than africa and india. only problem with their plan is that the third world is the third world for a reason.
>>717370816 (OP)time's up
no more thinking
start taking action
https://youtu.be/1JK90Jl2R8k
>>717370816 (OP)You need to update your apps bro.
>>717370816 (OP)Learn a trade. It won't take literal years to land a job with one and you'll be paid exponentially more. Start hitting up Ziprecruiter and Indeed until you find a higher paying job. It fucking sucks but you have to go through the hiring process if you want to financially succeed.
If you want purpose, work out, find a small hobby other than video games, can literally be anything, this doesn't mean you have to quit video games permanently, just reduce them.
As for driving it kinda sucks but I'd definitely encourage the pursuit of a license, the freedom a vehicle provides is huge.
>>717370816 (OP)If anyone's curious, you can find this skin and others at skins.webamp.org
I dunno how Winamp is now but Audacious on Linux can use its skins
>>717393021Winamp is the best media player with just its U.I.
Playing actual .mp3 files is the non-npc way to listen to music. I can't believe everyone went to streaming, its braindead.
>>717393201>pursue a tradeOkay I guess I'll just become a plumber or electric-
>OY DO YOU HAVE A LICENSE FOR THAT>YOU NEED 4 YEARS OF TRAINING MINIMUM OR WE'LL LOCK YOU UP>AND IF YOU DON'T JOIN OUR UNION WE'LL MESS YOU UP GOODnevermind...
>>717393201>Just use ziprecruiter and IndeedMost online job postings are fucking scams full of fake job postings that are designed to waste your time.
>>717393016>this fucking grifter is still aroundJesus is it 2015?
>>717393021I'm listening to Shoutcast internet radio on my Winamp smartphone app right now and you can't stop me
>>717393201>Start hitting up Ziprecruiter and Indeed until you find a higher paying joblol
>>717393417>modern world makes it so that you can learn literally anything online>also regulated more than ever before so that you need a ton of useless certifications and permits to do anything to "prove you know how"we really got the worst version of a dystopia.
c'mon damnit, where's the brainwashing that fools absolutely fucking everyone? im sick of being aware.
>>717393463its worse than just wasting your time, the listings are so that the companies can get GOVERNMENT BENEFITS.
THEY ARE GETTING MONEY FROM THE GOVERNMENT FOR PRETENDING TO HAVE JOB OPENINGS.
>>717393463White collar jobs yes because kike companies can spam listings, not hire anyone, and then legally hire H-1B Indian workers to "fill in employment gaps" of the unfilled spots in the company
Blue collar jobs will hire anyone with a heartbeat because no one else is desperate enough to work construction aside from felons and drop outs.
>>717393734I wish taking jobs in real life was like a guild with job request boards like I see in my mangas
>>717370816 (OP)>only know how to bag groceries and wash dishes and I don't know how to drive a car and I'm starting to bald and develop myopia and tinnitus and I don't know how to carry a basic conversationliterally me; kissless dateless virgin at 34, didn't get my driver's permit until my 32nd birthday and didn't get my license until a week before my 33rd, also balding, have had tinnitus for 25 years and am myopic; the nice part is that even in your 30s the trades will still want you and you can get a half-decent job at one of those places if all you care about is getting decent pay and continuing to live your life, though if you're jealous of the life you missed I've nothing I can help you with
>>717374286Idk, but I'm spending a good chunk of my NEET change so I can go to two conversions near me in costume with the goal of making friends. I'm scared of encountering posers and trannies, but it still seems like the best option to alleviate my loneliness