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I hate that I'd legitimately fuck my cat if I ever walked in on her doing this, even if it was just a random animal act of irregularity and she instantly goes back to being a typical cat, the mere sight of her like this will never leave my mind. I'd be getting boners while petting her, I'd have to keep myself calm whenever she jumps and relaxes on my lap, just above my crotch, Id pinch myself as a distraction whenever her tail swishes across my face. It would fucking keep me up at night, I'd spend hours rationalising why I shouldn't, she's a bloody cat, she had no idea what she was doing sitting like that, she'd just an animal, she wouldn't understand my dick is in her face, she wouldn't love me back, she'd freak out and claw me up. I'd keep looking at her sleeping and there'd be thoughts in the back of my mind. I'd have hypotheticals like what if she could speak, what if we could reach an understanding, what if we fucked and I didn't permanently scar and ruin the pet I love so much. I don't want to hurt you, why the fuck did you sit like that, what compelled you. I'd start to grow jealous whenever my male friends come over and shes rubbing herself onto them, meowing as they pet her, but the envy would wash away in almost ecstatic relief as she jumps onto my bed alongside me every night. I'd tell myself to give her up for adoption, before I break because I fear I will. I'd catch myself absent mindedly looking up the anatomy of female cats, I'd suddenly find myself measuring my cock, then I'd snap out of it and hate myself even more. Fucking hell. Why did you sit like that. I loved you as you were, now I see you as something more, I shouldve gotten a girlfriend...