Thread 718712671

>want to stream my favorite game
>afraid of stalkers and getting doxxed

I want to animate and do video game cartoons but I'm bad at drawing.

>>718712671 (OP)
i would love getting stalked and getting doxed. im so lonely

>>718712671 (OP)
inb4 that one tranny faggot with the anime avatar self promotes

>>718712671 (OP)
I want to experience how it feels to genuinely love someone who loves me back. Guess both of our dreams are impossible.

>>718712671 (OP)
only an issue if you get insanely popular, just don't facecam and you will be fine.

chances are you will have less than 10 viewers possibly even 0, just do it if you want to.

from what i understand twitch has really bad discoverability so if you want a big audience you need to build it elsewhere and move them over, once you dominate a category you will catch most people interested in the category in a snowball effect.

>>718712671 (OP)
What makes you interesting enough to merit a stalker?

>>718712993
it's a self-reinforcing dynamic between two people and it can go very far, but the one thing to be careful about is that it can take proportions too great for people to handle properly
if you want to know in a brief sentence how it feels, it basically makes you feel invincible, like you're on top of the world

>>718712671 (OP)
Don't you need to be important in some way to be stalked?

>>718713141
>>718713227
>>718713303
wtf is this shit. just leave twitter. nobody cares

>>718712671 (OP)
I want to stream games and do reaction videos to movies and TV shows but I hate my face and voice and have crippling anxiety

>>718713182
i'm young, cute and fertile.

>>718713349
who do you think you talking to, bitch??
i AM important. keys. slit yo throat.

>>718713387
Self hatred holds you back in life
If you don't think highly of yourself then no one will. If you think you can't do it, you won't.

>>718713575
If you're so important where are your stalkers then huh?

>>718712671 (OP)
I'm too old fashioned to want to stream. I don't want to have parasocial friendships with people I may not like just because they sent me donation money. It's most obvious with women streamers when you can tell they hate their chat and the guys that give them money, but have to pretend to like every one of them.

>>718712671 (OP)
Unless a schizophrenic latches onto you, no one is gonna bother to doxx/fuck with you.
t. male vtuber

>>718713604
stop repressing. it will only stop you from bettering what you hate about yourself. that way to change something is to acknowledge it. and no im not talking about becoming fucking trans

>>718713730
on 4chan. some retards every once in a while keep pointing out to the fact they recognize my filenames from other threads.

>>718713778
>Unless a schizophrenic latches onto you
but what if

>>718713905
What are they gonna do?
Send pizza to your home?

>>718713986
They could SWAT him and being such a small streamer no one would know or care

>>718712671 (OP)
Nobody wants to dox you at your ugly blue house, Adam.

>>718713783
you're retarded and mentally ill
get a grip or shut the fuck up, you're garbage

>chat, this real?
>chat what now?
>we did chat
>chat, am I muted
>tfw talking to myself

>>718714115
keep repressing your guilt then fag i warned you

>>718714179
take your meds, now

>>718713227
That's pretty funny I can't lie.

>>718712897
>inb4 that one tranny faggot with the anime avatar
Who? And are they single?

>>718714073
SWATTING hasn't been an issue in ages

>>718714454
>they
you mean "is he"

>Want to stream
>Can't talk and play games
I wanted to be the next Broteam and just let words pour out of my intoxicated mouth.

You don't have to stream to randoms.
You can join a game-specific Discord server and hang out with the regulars in the voice chat rooms.
Everyone is friendly, don't expect 4chan-levels of bad faith communication, those people get banned.

>>718714507
Pretty sure someone just got swatted a few months ago

>>718714727
literally natural selection

>>718714525
You still didn't answer the question faggot.

>>718714571
>streaming to random discord servers
fuck that, sounds like a huge risk considering discords clientele

>>718714127
you again

>>718712671 (OP)
I stream pretty often, but I'm sick last week

it can be a little hard mentally but it's fun to hang out with your chat and I'm slowly making some friends with other vtubers recently

https://www.twitch.tv/harumizukich

>>718712897
hi!

>>718712671 (OP)
your not that important lil bro move along

>>718715042
there he is!

>>718715000
Stop stalking me

>>718715205
im going to rape you :)

all I do is post on 4chan and I already have an obsessed stalker that replies to every thread I make

>>718714881
>random
that's vintage story's official discord server.

>>718715042
crazy how popular vtuber models are for streaming, i got a random friend request in Genshin Impact a week or two ago and i was trying to figure out if i knew them, i was able to figure out that they are a micro-streamer with 200 followers called Lilisama, i believe i was just added so they could borrow my characters for Imaginarium Theater or something which i don't mind since i do co-op occasionally and encourage people to add me specifically for that purpose.

>>718715268
how do you know you're not just schizophrenic and imagining some random poster being the exact same guy every time?

so are you niggers gonna get a grip and sort out your own life, or are you gonna keep whining like faggots without actually following through and necking yourselves?
you can't even commit to committing suicide, that's how failed you are
so are you gonna do something about it finally?

>>718715385
>Lilisama
>look it up
>"they/them"
lol........

>>718715508
can you get a better grip on my cock?
you're yanking it badly the wrong way around.

>>718715508
reminds me of r/suicidewatch
>comitting suicide is le... courageous

>>718715546
yeah, there is a lot of that in genshin, i saw a vod and it sounds like they are bio-female.

one of the reasons why i think it is a real shame Asmongold never streamed the game, the community backlash to that would have been so entertaining.

>>718712671 (OP)
More than likely no one will watch so you don't have to worry

>>718715640
I wouldn't know, I don't browse that faggot place really, but ironically enough committing suicide requires more balls than being apathetic and doing nothing 24/7
it's really hard to finally decide to act and turn your life around little by little, but people who can't even do that for themselves do not deserve any pity

>>718715640
>comitting suicide is le... courageous
Well fought, Dave!

>>718715508
I keep wanting to kill myself but then I jerk off and stop thinking about it.

>>718715786
does anyone ever consider that "things don't have to be this way"
genuinely starting to wonder

>>718716154
>abloobloobloo
ok so are you just gonna whine or finally do something?

>>718715786
what about accepting your grief/pain and living proudly despite it and not wanting to get rid of it

>>718716310
I'm going to jerk off and fall asleep.

>>718716331
>what about accepting your grief/pain and living proudly despite it
that's definitely a better outlook and a sign of wanting to grow past problems
carrying on and surmounting problems IS how you make any progress
>not wanting to get rid of it
now that's just bullshit, that's just wallowing and is the exact opposite of overcoming issues
>>718716491
don't reply to my post niggerfaggot you're garbage, it'd be better if you just shut the fuck up or died

>>718715928
>mental health struggles
what the fuck is this invisible thing i keep hearing about everyone keeps calling "mental health struggles" that is causing people to maxlevel?

>>718716158
lol nigger lol

>>718716552
they're harassed by demons who put thoughts of worthlessness and suicide in their head and they eventually give in to it instead of running to God to ask Him for help.

>>718716543
>le pain and grief is only good to.. get rid of it

>>718716576
based knower

>>718712671 (OP)
>Stalkers
That's....probably not going to happen
>Doxxed
just make a new email with nothing resembling your IRL name or anything attached to it
>>718712720
Keep drawing

>>718715042
kinda cute, would bully and call you names

>>718715042
fucking tranny faggot

>>718716680
I tried asking God for help a couple months back and he killed my dad so we aren't exactly on the best terms

>>718712671 (OP)
These threads can be fun (not always) but that's a really awful OP. Try again.

>>718717390
how do you know that wasn't the best course of action to take? my grandma also died a couple of months ago after i prayed at some point and i realize God took her out so she wouldn't have to suffer on Earth anymore since she was gradually just becoming worse and worse in terms of health to the point she couldn't even shit by herself anymore or even get up to walk around, just confined to the bed at all times and degrading mentally more and more. He took her out before she could get anymore worse than she already was and causing issues to the whole family having to look after her in the worst state possible.

The one game I play has a community that hates me because I made a transphobic joke 3 years ago. I still play and beat their asses.

>want to try streaming
>mention that to a friend who's an artist
>she says "I can make you an avatar to start with. What kind do you want?"
>spend days thinking about it and still no idea what I want
Using a generic anime girl/boy seems like such a boring choice.
Maybe I should go the way of pic related and choose an animal.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzCmn2ik4Bc

I wish I could do more of these dubs. They were fun, but it became extremely limiting not having anyone voice the chicks. Anyways, post your channels my friends.

I like to record myself playing video games while I talk about what's happening to myself. I have over 10 years of recordings stored on hard drives that I keep in a box in my closet.

>>718712671 (OP)
>want to stream my favorite game
>knownim probably too boring

>>718713887
james detected

>>718721867
landlady going to uncover that trove like the next Henry Darger

>>718713227
damn the little zoomies on twitter are cruel...

>>718722218
Sometimes, I forgot to stop recording. She's going to be really confused when she finds my bomber man 64 playthrough and it cuts to 6 hours of me edging it to crotch h-games.

Get over yourself. No one wants to watch you play vidya and the few that stumble across your stream won't care to give you free publicity. You're not that guy pal.

>>718717613
nta but sorry about your mom and hope you and yours are doing well
>>718720701
imo just ask for a 5 minute scribble and then see how it goes. if you're having fun you can always get something fancier.

>>718723601
nta but i have like 5 or 6 "fans."

>>718723601
my friends watch my streams c:

>>718724320
No you do not you delusional faggot
>thread about streaming
>90% of posts are about suicide
Lmao this place is gone

>>718723601
r u ok ?

>>718712671 (OP)
Just stream to your friends in discord, you get the closest justin tv experience. Twitch is for faggots, especially one who stream to try and make it a job or do it for attention

>>718721867
>I have over 10 years of recordings stored on hard drives that I keep in a box in my closet
Wholesome
>>718723480
>it cuts to 6 hours of me edging it to crotch h-games
Not so wholesome

>>718722106
Then do it for your own enjoyment and not for others. Unless you're enjoyment of streaming comes from others watching, in which case I recommend just doing it cause you're not gonna get better from not doing it.

>>718717613
My dad was perfectly healthy. At most he may have needed a next kidney in like 15 years and even if that wasn't the case I really don't see how drowning in a car because no one can find you for four hours is a better alternative

>>718713227
>google that laplace fag
>tweets are protected

kek
fag can dish out, but cant take it
anyway feel bad for the girl shitty situation

>>718729613
>feel bad for the girl
Why? She's a BPD cunt who's entire job is to pretend to be a little girl, making content that panders to pedophiles.

>>718714727
>https://x.com/GrapeChann/status/1944216724506542106/video/1
>most of her posts are about her cats who she treats like kids

ofc
those people are fucking insane, literally just watched her sing "happy birthday" song to her cat while he looks around not knowing whats going on
and same dumb cunt will say people who want real kids are weird

>>718729791
no idea who she is, but still, having you mother die sucks
what kind of fucking golem are you to ask me why? empathy you kike, ever heard of it?

>>718729848
kek. she's posting pics of her watching streams from this retarded bitch who disses on christianity and unironically salivates for black cock.

>>718712671 (OP)
u will be fine,

>>718712671 (OP)
I stream Trackmania and it's unironically safer for me to stream so I have VODs for the same reason. The schizo shit over cheating in case I ever get a sought-after world record is actually terrifying. I stream rhythm games too for APC VODs and the random JPs that wander in are just funny so I keep it running even if I'm not grinding something worth recording. Just fire up the stream, OP, you'll be fine.

>>718729419
God doesn't take a hand in this world. He's left it to man and nature. Stop trying to shove all your feelings and anxieties on a third party and deal with them yourself.

>>718730901
>you should ask God for help
>I did and it ended way worse than I could imagine
>THE FUCK YOU DOING ASKING GOD FOR HELP HE HAS NO PART IN ANYTHING

>>718731028
you're not christian