>>724085267
No you can't. You're set in shackles by demons and you're their slave that they get their pleasure through whenever you engage in whatever vile and degenerate shit you keep engaging with day after day. You talk exactly like an addict and act like one as well. You never tried to actually go without masturbating for at least a week or two to see for yourself just how much control your addiction to jerking off has over you. You just jerk off the moment you feel the need for it, get temporary relief, then do it over and over again when the need arises just like addictions do with drugs or alcohol or literally anything else.
>>724085160
You genuinely need to seek out Jesus and ask Him to out of hole you dug yourself into because there's quite literally no way to drag yourself out of it anymore by your own power. You may try to force yourself to not jerk off to specific fetishes you might want to turn away from, but you'll still try to jerk off to any other "milder" things instead. And when you fail that and relapse, because you will, you'll just very even more ashamed then give up and trying to improve altogether and just let yourself sink all the way back into the old depravity you tried to get yourself out of before. You cannot escape this by yourself because the things that are keeping you tied to it are quite literally supernatural, which you have no way whatsoever to deal with aside from straight up asking God to intervene and rescue you from their bondage.
You can say this is schizophrenic and whatnot all you want but at the end of the day, it is still the truth, and you should remember that for whenever you might decide to actually try and get rid of your addiction, only to ultimately find out you literally can't due to there being something pulling you back to it over and over again despite you not even wanting it. That's literally the demons that are taking hold of you yanking your chain and pulling you back in the moment you wandered too far away.