Thread 40535949

Hello /x/ , for the last 3 years I suffer from a chronic condition that has caused me pain , I tried multiple remedies , went to multiple doctors, physical therapy, MRI showed me that I am fine, but here I am still in the pain that has ruined my life.
Any form of conventional medicine has disappointed me , so I come here begging for your help , does any of you anons know of some esoteric form of healing , any spirit , any knowledge that may help me? I would be grateful.

>>40535949 (OP)
I heard good things about reiki

>>40535955
I never heard about reiki before ,thanks anon ,I will look into it and give it a shot.>>40535955

>>40535949 (OP)
psychedelics prayer faith

>>40536067
>Psychedelics
Never did any form of those , nor would I know where to get them
>prayer
Any specific prayer? To God ? To someone else?
>Faith
Sounds reasonable, if I have faith that I will heal maybe I will , there is definitely a form of mind-body connexion at play here
Thanks for your answer anon

>>40535949 (OP)
Can you elaborate more on the pain? Is it physical/psychological?

>>40535955
2nd this. Tai chi and acupuncture may be worth looking into depending on the type of pain.

>>40536120
>Can you elaborate more on the pain? Is it physical/psychological?
Sure anon , it's physical ,it's constant ,and the only way so far to escape it is by being asleep , it's this dull ache in my right groin covering that area ,the lower right abdomen , right testicle and inner right thigh (like where leg and the groin join together) ( yes I tried pelvic floor therapy)
>Tai chi , never tried before , I will look into it , also never tried acupuncture. Thankful for your reply anon

>>40535949 (OP)
I hope you find the answer you're looking for. I shill against blue light, in favor of maximum sunlight exposure and grounding. Grounding is good for inflammation, so that more than anything might give you some relief. I find that when I ground, all the tension in my head melts away.

>>40535949 (OP)
You could look into tuning fork therapy aka biofield therapy. The name Eileen Mckusack should pop up. These tuning forks can pick up unresolved trauma from years ago that manifests as pain in certain parts of the body. Then the therapist pulls that frequency in towards the body to realign the chakras.

>>40536144
>I hope you find the answers you are looking for
Thank you anon , the last three years of my life have been ruined by this mysterious pain , ever since then I've been looking for an answer constantly, when I am not at work I'm on the internet looking for anything that might help me , I appreciate it
>Grounding
Like trying to get my mind away from the pain and focus on something else, I will try it anon.
>>40536155
>Tuning form therapy
This is new information for me
>Eileen Mckusack
I looked her up on YouTube
This sounds interesting, I need to get some of those tuning forks to try it .
Thanks for your kind answer anon.

Try intermittent fasting. Start small then escalate in a clinical setting under supervision.

>>40536227
>Intermittent fasting
I am already doing it , the 16/8 version where I fast for 16 hours and then I have an 8 hour window to eat.
It doesn't seem to hurt and I have noticed some benefits but unfortunately they are not related to my pain.

>>40535949 (OP)
Ayahuasca has legitimately been purported by some people to have resolved chronic conditions in largely inexplicable ways

>>40536253
You want to go for autophagy. 16 hours aint gonna cut it. You want to work your way up to 72 hours at least.

>>40536557
>Ayahuasca
Would love to try it one day
>>40536584
>Autophagy
Is that where the body eats itself ,sound like a plan
>At least 72 hours
I know what I'm doing next Friday
Don't wanna pass out at work

>>40536693
You can't start there right away, though. Work up your way to 24 hours first. Then 36. Then 48. Only after that consider 72 hours. You want to do 48 hours every week for a year at least.

>>40535949 (OP)
May I ask what is the condition? Your answer will help direct the advice.

>>40535949 (OP)
Get yourself some good speakers and start all of your days with loud music from Johann Sebastian Bach.

>>40536141
>>40536757
Do you have a history of trauma? What was your childhood like? How is your life now, what are your emotions like toward yourself?

>>40536709
Will do anon , thanks for the advice
>>40536757
I don't know anon , only one doctor marked it as epididymitis, an inflammation in the testicle, 3 years ago I felt a sharp pain in my lower right abdomen , after one week while masturbating the pain went into my right testicle ,it was very sharp back then , now it's a dull ache in my right groin area and my epididymitis still seems like there's inflammation. The pain is constant ,gets worse by standing , lifting weights is a no for me since then because it becomes sharp again especially with squats
>>40536783
Solid advice,will do anon ty
>>40536785
Sexually abused as a child by my older cousin (I'm a male) , introvert,never had any form of relationships,always hated myself, I found comfort in reading being alone and lifting weights , lifting weights has been my only comfort and hobby that I loved doing but even since this condition I can't do that anymore.
Now I have a lot of suicidal thoughts , I was obsessed with Yukio Mishima because of bodybuilding, and I'm constantly thinking of doing seppuku (unironically). My life after that incident has been a mess , I go to work , I come home I lay in bed which is my only comfort, and keep searching the internet for a cure to my condition

Thank you all anons for reaching out and trying to help me.

>>40536864
Anon, I was also a victim of child sexual abuse.For a long time I felt like you on a psychological level even though I never developed a physical ailment.
The pain you're experiencing may be self-induced by your self-hatred. It could also be an astral parasite feeding off your sexual energy.
Even if it seems strange, you should talk to yourself and your higher self. We must locate the root of your pain and then see what we can do to treat it.

>>40536953
How do I talk with my higher self?

>>40537010
I recommend that you get out in the sun a lot, keep pets, and do stimulating and satisfying recreational activities.
Have conversations with yourself, ask yourself why you were abused and why you have that chronic pain. It sounds harsh but it could be karma. Some people who suffer from impotence do so because of an energetic blockage because they abused their sexual power, perhaps raping women or children.

Look at your OP pic. Pray to him ya dingleberry

>>40537036
Oh ,I see.
I guess I should do some thinking about my condition and everything that happened in my life.
Thanks raven anon

>>40537057
It can be very hard to assimilate. But we carry many illnesses from past lives and if we don't treat them now, they will accompany us into the next life.

I wish you a speedy recovery.

>>40537072
Thank you raven anon
Would you mind sharing your experience
I know it's hard to talk about it but you mentioned you were sexually abused as a child. Did you find out what karma was responsible for that ? How did you make peace with it. I struggle thinking that I did something like that in my past life , do souls change? Never in my life I considered doing something like that and the idea of preying in any form on vulnerable people seems alien to me.

>>40537100
Well, it's something I don't like to talk about. In fact, no one knows, except a friend who helped me see this from another perspective.
My abuse happened on three separate occasions, the first time I was around 7 years old. He was an ice cream vendor. The second one was committed by an openly gay man we knew, who abused me. Then this same man was murdered a few years ago; apparently, he had abused the wrong child.The third was this ice cream vendor, he abused me and another boy.
It was very difficult to overcome, but I managed it. Even so, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about what happened to me. When I was finally released, it felt like I'd been in a karmic prison for thirty years.
You say you would never abuse someone, I think that too. But we must understand that these kinds of things do not happen by chance, there is always something deeper.I have heard of people who were involved in trafficking women in past lives and are now defenders of women's rights.
I'm not ready to look at some of my past lives yet. But it's not hard to see that there must be karma involved. I don't mind now; I've learned a lot.Also, I am now planning my next life in the company of a very famous actress, My higher self and hers have already agreed that we would be together in the next incarnation but I must prepare a lot for that because I am the one who must help her.

>>40537152
Thank you for sharing this with me raven anon
Peace will find us all

>>40535949 (OP)
qigong works. you should also start nofap.

Bump

I can try and take a crack at it OP.

>>40537952
Please do go on Anon

>>40538070
Give me 5 minutes. It will take that long.

>>40538082
I'm not going anywhere anon

>>40538091
Any relief?

>>40538105
No , thanks for trying tho

>>40538144
I’m sorry you didn’t experience any relief. Give me one more try and another 5 minutes.

>>40538159
As I said anon , not going anywhere,take your time .

>>40538171
Hopefully some relief now. If not I second what someone said earlier with qi gong. Specifically Spring Forest Qigong. You can find recorded YouTube streams on their main channel.

>>40538183
Wait what
There is some small form of relief
What did you do anon?
I'm not even joking

>>40538191
Just meditated on you and sent you healing energy.

Listen to this (it’s 2:16 mins) for some more crazy stuff to take place in your life.

>>40538200
Forgot the link!

https://youtube.com/watch?v=3pFLVlFcU14

>>40538206
>>40538200
Thanks healer anon
Can you teach me more
How do you meditate on healing
What is this music
I want to know more

>>40538235
Healing while meditating just came as a siddhi after obtaining kundalini (an intuitive whisper told me I could) and I have worked on expanding my skill set and am currently working on awakening people’s kundalini and astral body’s so they can do the same. Once you have a little meditation down it just comes as simple as wanting to heal another person with the intention. It wasn’t as easy as that setting it all up but listen to that audio posted and the energy will upgrade your system so you can do that for others along with fighting in the astral.

>>40535955
>>40536000
Fair warning that reiki is a very random crapshot. Those dedicated and properly initiated may have some ability but there's ton of charlatans and liars supposedly practicing.
>>40535949 (OP)
Some basic qigong practices helped me with back issues I had for years. Even basic baduanjin done daily for a bit in very early morning. Just remember it's not just about physical poses, but breath and concentration on energy passing thorough your body in tandem with movements. May take some time, too. Of course you trying it on your own won't be as effective as having skilled in healing teacher, but it's valid topic to understand a bit of. The Root of Chinese Qigong by Yang Jwing-Ming is a good introdtuction material though you can simply just google/look up various exercises on youtube.

Some people praised stuff like Silva's Self-healing method, but I am somewhat skeptical - it seems mostly like affirmations and visualizations, so pretty basic stuff.
Lastly, though that usually requires certain initial level of spiritual development - some try to relay their thoughts of request for help into the universe when in meditative state hoping something will answer if not directly then through synchronicity. I don't have to tell you that reliability here is highly person-dependent and questionable.

>>40538259
>>40538253
I did try meditation before, but I just did it in some basic form
Focussing on your breath , do I switch my focus on the area I'm having trouble with to help it heal?

>>40535949 (OP)
Eat halal meats buddy, it may help you if you are spiritually sensitive as we absorb the past of those we consume

>>40538406
Yes, after listening to the audio just focus on the area and meditate over time there will be more and more relief as you develop energetically.

>>40535949 (OP)
>Hi God, I suck and don't talk to you enough and I know this is stupid and unfair and I'm only asking because I need you but I need you can you please help me?
Then believe it.

>>40538259
Not sure if photo or painting, but each seems possible, and terrifying.