I know most people here are for fun, but is anyone actually depressed or suicidal? I am constantly thinking of killing myself, the only issue is my parents are alive and i would prefer not to make them sad.

>>40585946 (OP)
You don't get out that easy. The rope will snap, the pills won't metabolize, the gun won't go off, you'll fuck up with the knife and convince yourself to stop, you'll look down and think twice, the car will run out of gas, whatever.
To desire it in the first place means your mindset is fixated upon lack, you should invert that.

>>40585946 (OP)
why are you following me?

>>40585946 (OP)
I'm depressed as fuck my man, have been for a very long time. I have fleeting moments of peace- you know when? When I'm actually doing shit for a purpose that is leading to some type of completion. And no, not when I'm jacking off.

>>40585946 (OP)
Why do you feel that way?

>>40585946 (OP)
Love your fellow man, like life has 0 issues right now. If you suffer from terminal illness you can gas yourself to sleep instead of getting speared in a foreign country

>>40586014
Depression is just inverted nostalgia. You can't be sure anything in the past actually happened. You should focus on your current circumstance instead of comparing to memories.

>>40585946 (OP)
How bad can it be when you still have your parents and you love them enough not to do this?

>>40586403
That's damn spot on, old chap. Thank you for helping me remember.

>>40585946 (OP)
>>40586014
>>40586450

>is anyone actually depressed or suicidal?

Yeah, I was like that before for a very long time. But recently things have gotten much better for me and I find myself enjoying shitposting and talking about paranormal related stuff on this board a lot more now. Just know that depression is entirely treatable and even reversible, anon, so I hope you keep pushing forward and trying your best to keep living and fighting for your own precious life, because as long as you don't give up hope, you'll make it through OK safe and sound, and life will become so much more happier and worth living again. That's a promise I can say for sure. Anyways, I wish you anons the best of luck out there, make sure to get plenty of sunshine for your body and mind, and please take care and stay safe. Godspeed, fellas, godspeed.

>>40586450
And anon, remember that everybody's depression and life circumstances are different. But we are all suffering regardless, and we all deserve to overcome that hurdle and finally find happiness once and for all, and the same goes for you too. Good luck anon, godspeed, and please take and stay safe out there. Thank you.

>>40585946 (OP)
im sorry you feel that way op...
<3

>>40585946 (OP)
You should totally give up.

Stop being human. Be SUPERHUMAN

>>40585946 (OP)
Hope this helps you.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=QkfQRV8OcVk&pp=0gcJCb4JAYcqIYzv

>>40585946 (OP)
I’ve had my struggles with this sort of thing, yeah. But since I’ve come to the conclusion that it’d just be akin to letting the evil forces of the universe win. I sympathize with people who choose suicide, but I can’t let myself give up. That’s what keeps me going.

>>40585946 (OP)

Yes, it's bad. I hope I can manage to go through with it because I really don't want to be here past a certain age.

>>40585946 (OP)
https://youtu.be/w3VeKnW9cNo?si=Lv_h4p_v2QGCPjmf

>>40585946 (OP)
i gave up on living a long time ago, probably gonna end up homeless at this rate.
will probably kill myself when my mom dies.
i just hope god either doesn't exist or that he won't be too harsh on me in the afterlife.

>>40585946 (OP)
I am completely disaffected and disillusioned by everything. The company I work for got team rocket blasted off by the tariffs and we still haven't recovered. I can't afford to quit so I am forced to wake up at 5am and drive 1h30 to work, where I sit in my office and fuck around on my phone all day because we have lost all our business, and I'm basically vestigial and only here to periodically fix something nobody knows how to fix.

>no career paths interest me as i know it's all corporate slavery bullshit
>no way nor want to get married, even if that was realistic in the big 25 after a baker's dozen of failed relationships I know I'd hate it anyway
>so far beyond the prospect of owning a house my dream is to live in a Chevrolet Express with a Unicell box

I have nothing tying me to this world, I'm more or less here to punch the cosmic time clock so my father doesn't have to bury me.

>>40586544
That's an awesome way of looking at things. Living well is the best revenge. Very cool

Anyone know how to regain lost willpower? AI has killed my hope in the future and now it's hard to get myself to do anything. I haven't taken a bath in nearly a month and I'm living in squalor. I actually hate it, it's miserable, but I can't get past the depression to actually do something about it. And the longer it's like this the worse and more overwhelming it gets.

>>40586553
Well I hope you can manage to succeed and live life to the fullest anon. Your life is far more precious than you realize, so as long as you don't give up hope and continue to believe in victory no matter how dire the situation may seem, you'll find a way to make things right for yourself and finally live the life you were meant to live. Remember that the best revenge is to live well. Good luck and godspeed, anon, and do please make sure to stay safe and take care out there. Thanks.

>>40586688
It ain't over til it's over anon, it's never too late to turn things around for yourself no matter the situation you find yourself in. That's a promise I can make for sure. I hope you stay safe, anon, good luck and godspeed