They keep giving me brain damage. They want to make me retarded before they murder me so that I can look "like a girl".

>>40771351 (OP)
>They keep giving me brain damage
hmmm... there is something oddly peculiar about this phrase. something seems familiar...

>>40771351 (OP)
I think you got the autism disease from the vaccine, not the covid one

>>40771351 (OP)
It all depends really, are there people who think you sound like a girl? If so you may be Ness from Earthbound who is psychokenitecally aware that he is a dude who sounds like one

>>40771433
Ness is a little boy
>>40771422
Maybe, but I've worked with my hands my whole life, and now when i go to work I feel completely retarded and I cant focus on anything because theyre talking so much directly into my brain. They do it constantly every single day of my life. I don't do drugs anymore, but it feels kind of like if youve been up for a few days and everyone in the world is talking about you and wants to kill you.
>>40771410
I've heard "she wants him braindead" or "they keep giving him brain damage" thousands and thousands of times

>>40771515
>I've heard~
Yeah same, the responses are "gay, tranny" for me. That voice will never get out of your head, it's responses will never relate to you but still use a part of your brain (h nonsensical speaking kind) and it will always buzzer you whenever you think anything

>>40771547
Imagine it like this. God is the devil and he will always be the devil

>>40771547
There's a physical proximity of about 15 to 20 feet where peoples voices carry on the script. They will seem to start talking about me but only if theyre that far away. I've seen babies speaking it, illegal mexicans speaking perfect english about me, dogs barking in the distance sound like them. Its kind of like the thing where you say a word over and over again in a mirror and it loses all meaning. Well, i guess they caught on to that so they put a really sensitive person maybe a female in my head who is always offended by it so that I can "cry all day". Ive heard that at least a thousand times too. I know they want me to have a breakdown because, well, they say "they want him to have a breakdown". Basically its a program where youre painfully aware youre being programmed and if you say anything about it you fall into the mind trap where thats the only thing you can think about at all. I feel like I watch myself do shit while I'm thinking their script over and over, but I used to do alright, just wished I could think of something else. Now theyve done something to where I can't perform without my mind anymore. They never stop until they get their way its been years now. Ever since I went to prison its never been the same

>>40771351 (OP)
How is it only Russian are obsessed with this cat?

>>40771710
Im chinese and i love neko arc

>>40771767
Suspicious. I say you are lying Ivan

>>40771645
Just tell it all 'no' and stop believing any of it. Then tell God 'yes' to a question you aren't even aware of.

>>40771960
Ive lost all faith in it. It used to be the most interesting thing in my life and it felt like a test or something was driving me towards something great, but now i just feel like a plaything. I know theyre trying to change me, but the thing that made all them come to me was the actual me, not this weird, retarded, sad creature

>>40771515
>>40771351 (OP)
I know what this is thi is. spiritual attck i had some hing similar went on for months o a return to sender cleansing meitate do everything

>>40771645
i wnt through somehing veryyy similar

>>40771351 (OP)
SUMMONG YAHWEH the one My Daddy warned me of!! The Boogeyman in the sky!! The Omnipotent one and only GOD of IsRAEL!!!!!!!!

May all wickedness instanly PERSH!! All the enemies CUT OF!!! may yuo swiftly upriot, crush, and subdue the kingdom of onsolence!!!

*Vanquishes all Evildoer with my Serpahic Blinding Whit liGHT!!!!!!!*

DIVINELYDOOOOOOOOOONNNEEEEEEE

;o; Yuo will not Cry OP!!!!!!
GOD my master Is here Niw!!!!!
H tak care od it!! Ah!!!!!!
an So Mote itBE!!!! Ah!!

>>40771645
stop fee ding the cycle your mind is stoo overstimulated
>AP4HY
React Ith Nothing!! Apathy!!! Yeas!!!

*Retunrs to yahwehs Thigh*

>>40772088
chill, you don't summon Him, he summons you. <3

>>40772140
Thank you angel girl
They just said "he got her murdered" so stay safe

>>40771563
>God is the devil
this does seem to be the case in my experience

>>40771410
>>40771515
You heard right. It's spiritual warfare and they are ravenous wolves.

Matthew 10:36

33But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. 34Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. 35For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. 36And a man's foes shall be they of his own household. 37He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me. 39He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.

I don't wanna read tranny coomer bullshit so can someone give me the tldr version of this thread.

>>40771351 (OP)
Useful cattle won't you be useful for our vanity? That's all you're good for anyways.

>>40771515
>>40771547
>>40771645
They have some kind of Brain-Computer Interfacing AI that they're using to basically torture people with artificial "telepathy". The tech they have for this is well beyond anything they've let the public know about, but can be inferred from how often they boast about having things more advanced than the public, and observing the general bent of where tech is going, what gets priority and what's out there but not talked about.

still waiting to be spoonfed a summary

>>40774028
You don't know who I am. Nor yourself. Fall

Bumping thread so I can eventually get my tldr

>>40771351 (OP)
Discover yourself. You know if you have it within you. This will stay with you forever if it is. remember you can overpower all. its an illusion. FIND YOURSELF

>>40773635
Weird that all the miserable religious people hate sexuality. I don't think your cure is working. Meanwhile I'm religious as hell (pun intended) but my god's into it.

>>40771351 (OP)
Gurenyuu