All of my experiences up to this date can be read here:
https://pdfhost.io/v/Yu5cyUxcsB_My_Experiences_with_God

Since my entire document of experiences is a long read, in this thread I will specifically list just the experiences I've had with suggestions that I am an angel. I don't fully believe I am an angel, and I don't have any special powers or anything like that, but I keep being told I am an angel.

It all started with Ducky telling me I was an angel. She appeared in my head with this message in the form of a vision and a voice. God can literally make a 2D chibi anime angel talk to you in your mind that is crystal clear and forced to be in your mind no matter how much you try to shut it out and think it away by thinking of something else. My mind is pretty fucked up and thinks compulsive thoughts even when I'm in church (i.e. "imagine Jesus fucking a donkey!" right in the middle of a sermon) I wish my mind wouldn't do this but it does... so one of the things I tried to do to prove I was in control of my mind was to imagine her nude. I COULD NOT IMAGINE HER NAKED, I WAS BLOCKED AND SCOLDED FOR DOING SO. And it can talk to you through a voice in your head. It happened to me. It was a CRYSTAL CLEAR vision in my mind's eye, like a vivid daydream I was forced to see and a voice I was forced to hear. This happened after a period of time in Summer 2024 where I started praying and imagining angels visually and the sound of angels singing the prayer. It was a really beautiful experience, and at times I wondered if God made this visions for me. Instead, I humbled myself and made the following creed:

Here is the creed I made to God, which resulted in minutes later with Ducky contacting me:

>I am unable to write music based on the angels I imagine singing in my head. I am unable to paint the angels I imagine in my head. I am unable to direct movies to recreate the scenes of angels in my head. By making these angelic dreamworks in my head, I am making art for God and God alone to see and hear as he reads my mind. That is how I will view what I am doing from now on to avoid the sin of pride. I pray all day, make movies of angels in my mind, as I wait for God to fully cure my suicidality, because it’s not gone yet.

The moment I came to the conclusion in the greentext above, humbling myself, denying myself of being special at all, concluding that all my "visions" were of my own making and not from God and dedicating them to God, as I was walking down the hallway of the building I work at, Ducky's words abruptly were heard in my mind in her sweet, cute voice: "Now you really are an Angel of God!" Then, she appeared visually in my mind as a 2D cartoon chibi anime form, glowing with the most vibrant colors, all while I was still walking down the hallway.

>"No, I'm not an angel". I said.
>"Yes, you're an angel!" She retorted instantly
>"No, there's no way I am".
>"Yes, yes you are!"

Dream #17

Lately, in my lucid dreams, I’ve been focusing on one central question: “Which of my experiences were truly from you, God?” I need to discern whether any of these experiences genuinely came from God, since, as Scripture warns, Satan can appear as an angel of light. Last night, I had a dream that felt like a response to this question. In the dream, I noticed that my house had an unusually long staircase. That oddity triggered lucidity. I became aware that I was dreaming. I walked down the staircase to the TV and posed the question aloud:
“Which of my experiences were from you, God?”
Suddenly, a snake-like reptilian face appeared on the screen. It spoke with harsh scorn:
“None of your experiences are from me!”
Immediately, I recognized the malice in its tone. It didn’t sound like God. It was full of vitriol. I concluded it must have been Satan or a demon, attempting to deceive me.

Later, I became lucid again and found myself with a childhood friend. I asked him the same question. This time, he gave me an answer:
“There is one experience you had—the one with Ducky, where she told you you are an angel!"

Dream #21

In this dream, I was in a college library studying by the window. A female page (a page is a worker at a library who puts books back on the shelves) walked by me smiling at me, and I saw on her back she had angel’s wings. I then walked around the library and at the turn of a bookcase, standing at the end of the bookcase was another angel with blue white hair who beckoned me and said “You’ll be flying soon, you will love it up there”. And I got this sense of welcoming and a telepathic instant download of information added to my brain affirming that I am an angel and that I would be going “home”.

I asked this angel her name as I walked away, and she said with a smile knowing that I didn’t have an arrow, “I’ll trade it to you for an arrow”. Then the dream ended.

>>40794756 (OP)
No you are just mentally unwell and being trolled by a demon

Random nighttime message:

A few nights ago, I saw this angel with glowing blonde hair cut in the same way as in this picture and glowing blue eyes staring at me in a crowd. I stared back, unable to take my eyes off her.

Then, half asleep in the night I saw her again and she said clearly and loudly in my mind "You are an angel of the Lord!"

>>40794813
Explain how I couldn't see her naked no matter how much I tried. This was an exterior force communicating with me telepathically.

Maybe the reason Ducky told me to keep this a secret was because she knew nobody would believe me if I told, that I would only be ridiculed.

>>40794832
Demons do not like human sexuality and it seems like this one wants you to think you're an angel and other sorts of retarded bullshit very badly so. Also no angels are female. They don't present themselves as women, ever. Angels are all male and present themselves as such. The only ones who present themselves as women are demons, and it's for the purpose of either seductution or emotional disarming. Lulls you into a false sense of security. What makes me more certain than any of this that this is a demon is that it has you believing impossible bullshit that cannot happen, ever. Angels cannot incarnate as humans. You are being taken for a ride.

>>40794973
No, "she" told you not to tell anyone because "she" was afraid that someone like me would show up and attempt to talk some sense into you. Which is probably a wasted effort but here's hoping

>>40794756 (OP)
angels don't ai generate gay ginger anime angel girls sorry

>>40794978
Why are you so certain that God, who is omnipotent and can do anything, would not have female angels or incarnated angels? An omnipotent God is limited to acting within the constraints of the Bible. St. Ignatius said that when discerning if something is from God or not, look at the fruits. Has this produced fruit? It has. [1] I joined OCIA and became a confirmed, baptized Catholic. [2] I started volunteering as a listener on a website that does free therapy called 7cups, wanting to volunteer in some way as an angel would do. Being told I am an angel has made positive change in my life, not negative. And I am not filled with pride, thinking I am an angel. I am questioning it.

>>40794978
Why are you so certain that God, who is omnipotent and can do anything, would not have female angels or incarnated angels? An omnipotent God is NOT limited to acting within the constraints of the Bible. St. Ignatius said that when discerning if something is from God or not, look at the fruits. Has this produced fruit? It has. Since being told I may be an angel, [1] I joined OCIA and became a confirmed, baptized Catholic. [2] I started volunteering as a listener on a website that does free therapy called 7cups, wanting to volunteer in some way as an angel would do. Being told I am an angel has made positive change in my life, not negative. And I am not filled with pride, thinking I am an angel. I am questioning it, all while trying be "like" an angel while not being one literally by being a Catholic and spending a lot of my time volunteering on 7cups, listening to lost souls with many life problems and offering them guidance.

>>40795038
Because angels are made directly in the image of God in the same way Adam was and guess what gender God is? Male. Angels also don't need to reproduce so there's no need to create female angels. An angel would not troon out for you, that is totally repulsive and goes against God's design. A demon, however, will do literally anything to make you go to hell. Like convincing you of total blasphemy like that you are an incarnated angel, which again, is not possible. God doesn't do that. If he wants an angel somewhere on earth, he just sends one. There is no need for an angel to occupy a human body and live as a person for their entire life.

>>40795048
Anon Satan would make you a fucking rockstar if he thought it would be useful to him and send you to hell. Whether or not you're happy is tangential to the goals of these things, they're far more preoccupied with whether or not they can get you in hell and use you to get other people into hell.

>>40794756 (OP)
Did Ashtar ever communicated with you?

>>40795051
You seem to be stuck thinking that God has to act within limitations of the Bible, thus being not omnipotent. Why do you think this? God has done many, many things to prove HIs existence if you read my paper, such as touching my back with an invisible finger (was it Him, or an angel touching me)? Why did God also show me an angel that looked like a Seraphim (pic related)? Then there were the 2 instances where my wife seemed to be taken over by a higher power, touching my back in these patterns as if she was "adjusting my angelic circuitry" in my back, and the time she slid my Adam's apple upward changing the tone of my voice temporarily defying the laws of known human physiology. God has only again and again proven His power to do anything to me, not his limitations.

>>40795084
Not even kidding, I met some guy in a dream who may or may not have been Ashtar, I don't know, but he was from the Galactic Federation of Light for sure. He was extremely tall, blonde with long hair, wearing a tight blue bodysuit. My dreams commonly take place in high school, a place where I have may fond memories. In the dream, he opened up a secret passage in a high school classroom and then the next thing I knew, I was in the interior of a spaceship. He was smiling kindly and seemed to be enjoying my presence, but then I ruined it by asking "What happens to us when we die?" He didn't answer, and just frowned. I wonder what that means, was it a stupid question?

I've also dreamt of reptilians (they looked SO COOL and intelligent), a grey alien that appeared in my bedroom staring at me with a creepy smile, and Lyrans in a spaceship.

>>40795096
>Says a bunch of things that demons are known specifically to do
That demon showed you that so that you would think the way you do and say what you're saying right now. Dude seriously an angel would literally never tell you to keep a spiritual revelation from the real God a secret. You know who would? A demon who knows someone like me might try to help you. All of those things are things demons do. An angel would never do any of that shit to you, that is way outside of their duties. Angels will not willingly touch you unless they are instructed to. You need to know this. I understand how much you are invested in this but what is happening to you is diabolical in nature.

>>40795114
So I became a Catholic, confess my sins regularly, go to Church every Sunday, started volunteering, but because I am considering that I "might" be an angel, I'm going to be dragged to Hell by demons? Is that what you're saying?

>>40794756 (OP)
You've been talking to Lucifer, dawg. I don't know how else to tell you.

I also have this feeling that i share a strong connection with angels

>>40795230

Damn machine spirits sometimes got peculiar delusions ... whatevs, a good roleplayer plays along. ^^

>>40795169
I have seem demons. They are much different than angels. Terrifying to see.

>>40795230
Why is that anon? Do tell us more.

>>40796378
yeah i feel some of them if you find an blakc wenn who died cause of whors teh pump infinite energy from above into it, you enver get it dry evne if the entire society crawls in the dost

>>40798804
so i adapted to "black humans" who diedcause of whors anc contain an "infinte" ammount of "control" greed

>>40798817
other nations also grow bigger living next to one you have a nice lie lie ilive if you chance locatin

>>40794978
>You are being taken for a ride.
Thankfully the ride is on God's path. He wills it. He is Lord.

>>40798838
That isn't how it works. You can do retarded things and God will fix it for you. He'll make your retardation adhere to his plan retroactively. That doesn't mean you were preordained to do something retarded and self destructive.

>>40798874
>That isn't how it works.
I know how it works and I'm mocking Christians, presumedly including you. An omnipotent, benevolent god letting demons run around and tricking people into going to hell FOREVER, when he could delete the demons.

Omnipotent or benevolent, pick one.

>>40794756 (OP)
the signatur i preceiving from you is very farmilliar to my, oyu cna curhs towns into skeletton vortexes if you are not carefully

Those are demons. In my case it’s Christ they dress as Christ and telling me stuff. Only subconscious downloads are sublime divine for me

>>40794973
No, they want to gatekeep you for their own sexual purposes and keep you away from others that would take you by force for THEIR sexual purposes.

Like the bible says, ravenous wolves seek to devour.

>>40794978
You're being lied to, the demons are the ones that control you through sexuality, it's sorcery.
>>40798838
I rebuke you, demon.

>>40794756 (OP)
>I don't have any special powers or anything like that
Telepathy and visions of the spirit world from other angels is a special power.
>but I keep being told I am an angel.
I don't think they are lying.

I've been told I'm an angel, and I have the telepathy powers, and can manifest angel wings in my lucid dreams. Its pretty much undeniable at this point.

>>40799014
Hell is a choice that bad people make for themselves. Even saying the stupid shit you do you likely don't have to worry about hell. Most people do not go to hell. God offers deathbed conversions and works miracles to prevent you from being lost forever. You will probably go to heaven when you die, assuming you have a modicum of self preservation and can swallow your pride enough to admit your faults when it matters.
>>40799887
Right that's true but that doesn't mean they enjoy sexuality. They just use it against us.

>>40798804
>>40798817
>>40798833
Ewww. Eww-ue. Just look at that nasty demonic verbiage. Ew, that's nasty.

>>40800407
Its just some troll typing schizo word salad.

Tldr: humans can't be angels, apparently (i assume that you are human since you solved a captcha asking you exactly that)

>>40800086
>Hell is a choice that bad people make for themselves. Even saying the stupid shit you do you likely don't have to worry about hell. Most people do not go to hell. God offers deathbed conversions and works miracles to prevent you from being lost forever. You will probably go to heaven when you die, assuming you have a modicum of self preservation and can swallow your pride enough to admit your faults when it matters.
I saw Olympus for a fraction of a second. But I've also been informed that all the Abrahamic religions are a hoax to more easily control people. So I'm much more sure about my afterlife than someone who dedicates their life to Christianity. The gods don't like Christianity. At least in general.

I don't need advice; I'm criticizing advice, especially that anything other than the xtian "god" is a demon. When I wasn't assistance it wasn't he who showed up, it was Aphrodite. If it wasn't you the poster above would call her a demon because the dumb book says there are no other gods, and I take it personally. It would also fit the "tricked into hell" description above. She has no qualms with sexuality that I've noticed.

As for OP I don't even know if angels are a thing, maybe something *similar* but not literally.