>>40844448I don't know how you live in eternal lust, it ain't it for me, it's overrate, it ain't that good desu and get repeatative, it's like those song you love and repeatly play and got bored, everything is like that all temporary, even the crush you love, one you got her, for a while it will get bored ultimately, I observe all the couples around me, no one really love each other after a while, and I don't get the hype on sex, it's just like drug, first hit it's good shit, but eventually your body get used to it and it's eating you inside, I hope you wake up one day anon.