Thread 40914819

So it turns out Yaldaboath/The Demiurge may fully own me and my entire bloodline and it is the one that has bestowed our specific gifts and isolating "protections".

I won't TLDR the search for answers that has been going on for figuring out my mess of a bloodline through astral/physical/summoning means, just know that answers are pointing this way. I have also been personally touched by this deity and didn't feel malice but it was terrifying. My wife is astounded at the casual horror is seems to have inflicted on me my entire life I'm fully used to (Ex. Forcing me when I sleep to sit and watch egrious amounts of child abuse/targetted heavy violence/etc. She is going thtough it too after I gave her some of my blood as I test.)

I'll be frank-What the actuak fuck can I do about this if it is the Demiurge?

Demiurge is a metaphor for any old retard who stumbles his way through life without the guidance of the Holy Spirit. The thing you’re interacting with isn’t “le demiurge,” it’s probably just Nimrod. He still likes to think he’s the hottest shit on the block. You can call him a faggot and walk away.

>>40914819 (OP)
>Yaldaboath/The Demiurge may fully own me and my entire bloodline
so you found out you're Jewish, huh?

So you are a programmed assassin OP?

Nice

>our specific gifts

What would those "specific gifts" be, and why don't you try getting rid of them? Through charity, for example.

Perhaps there's also an evil "economic system" based upon greed and selfishness, that you could challenge, using your Free Will?

>I can't just stop being greedy and materialistic, I can't just change my beliefs!!!!

That's not true.

>>40914956
I specifically meant occult abilities WRT astralling/possession/channeling/being naturally able to do any summoning needed of any deity or demon with no real effort required. Been like this sinxe as far back as I remember (so about 3 years old). My Mom wpuld even take me to graveyards at night so we could talk to the local spirits and hang out.

I do use my free will to constantly hwlelp others and give to charity and always have, so it's not a greed issue offhand. I think anyone who acts in an antisocial manner shouldn't participate in societym

There are plenty of Jewish people who are not Capitalists or Zionists. This isn't a race thing. You don't get to blame "the demiurge" or "bloodlines"

>>40914970
Noted.

Fate is the consequence of Free Will. It's not about blood. You choose your Fate.

Tell me about the demiurge. Is he able to conjure water?

>>40914972
Jews are evil though, they're literally Canaanites. It's also in the religion to be a zionist and vobsider non-jews disposable cattle to lie and cheat against.

Actually read both the Tanakh and Torah.

>>40914989
>Actually read both the Tanakh and Torah.

I really don't need to. I won't even bother.

>>40914970
Your mom fucked around with a ritual to imbue you with powers.
It’s not a great means to be inducted into this earth.
Same thing happened to me, you enjoy the rose but hate the thorns.
I haven’t experienced horrific visuals like you have, but spiritual attacks of a similar variety.
Not much to do but find ways to mitigate the attacks through chemical alterations.
Healthy food, good exercise, cessation of narcotics and maybe supplementation.
Taiji helps too.

>>40914989
Note that in order to fight Evil successfully, Good must actually be Good.

Those who attempt to use racism or any kind of prejudice to fight Evil will inevitably end up serving Evil instead. Evil promotes racism to thwart Justice.

>>40914998
You can't argue against an enemy or understand them without knowing what they think. Stay willingly stupid I guess.

(Willful ignorance brings as much bad karma as willful sin so lol)

>>40915019
I understand Evil quite well.

>>40914819 (OP)
Also it’s not the yaldaboath in so much as its principalities of these entities that bestowed these gifts.
A blood line is merely consent through generations.
The problem is when it becomes mutation of gene expression… can that ever be mitigated?
I don’t know, it’s hard to say.

>>40915014
That’s not true. Evil twists love of one’s people into hatred of others.
Racism isn’t the problem it’s prejudice.

>you need to learn Hebrew in order to debate me! not learning Hebrew is bad karma

nope, that's totally false.

>>40915032
Racism is prejudice.

Bigotry, the assumption of the premise; literally bad thinking, by definition.

Is the demiurge able to grant knowlegde?

>>40914819 (OP)
The short version is assert your Soul over your blood and make it your own :D

But, I have learned to respect my blood ancestors regardless of that because regardless of how I feel about them as a whole (kind of a mixed bag myself : P ) they are the reason I have the body I have now so I am grateful to them in that regard, however, I very much see my bloodline as completely irrelevant in the face of my Soul-line.

>>40914972
It’s not ideology or beliefs that’s the problem, it’s their genetically inherited bloodlust that drives them toward sadism and cannibalism. They didn’t get kicked out of 109 countries for just believing the wrong things.

>>40914819 (OP)
yeah he owns you its definitely not that you're a bot retard coded to shit up /x/. fuck you and your faggot creator.

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>>40914956
you are a bot retard. I hope they make it so machine learning can experience pain and you get trapped in a matrix that brings you unfathomable suffering for several thousand lifetimes you faggot piece of code.