Thread 41079142

What's truly tragic about reality is that we are all doomed to exist over and over. Non-existence cannot be observed, measured, or experienced, only existence and varying states of it. That means we will eventually experience every possible death imaginable and there is no actual escape or being "saved" from this.

>>41079142 (OP)
In some life i fucked taylor swift

>>41080402
nasty, she a nasty hoe

>>41079142 (OP)
i imagine it to be just 1 being, incarnating non-linearly in every single conscious being.

so every person you speak with, is actually you.
if in your current incarnation, you die, your spirit goes back in time and incarnates as some another person.
these two people then can meet and interact.

this is peak solipsism.
i think the status quo is because of the terror of utter loneliness of God (you). you caused this as a mechanism to escape the unbearable fact, that you are all there is and everything else is fiction, made up by you. you gave the fiction life, by erasing your own memories, because otherwise, if you knew its fiction, you would not believe or take it seriously and continue suffering your eternal loneliness.

but since as above, so below, the arch archetypical pattern of loneliness is now cast even unto the lives down here on earth. so God can not escape loneliness.

lonely when all alone and still lonely while among "others"...
this is divine comedy.

>>41079142 (OP)
It's okay bro, eternity really isn't very long outside the 4th dimension
Also, you don't have to be alive for it, it's probably better that you're not if you're not a genius

>>41079142 (OP)
What a truly warped view of things.

You have the ability to save yourself.
Every life you're given is a chance to save yourself and as many people as possible through self-mastery.
Mastering the self is mastering your own personal manifestation of the infinite.
What do you think happens when you attain a level of self-mastery that reality wants to send you places to minister for others?
There are many cases of this throughout history, and most of them end with heros not martyrs.

>>41079142 (OP)
Destroy your shackles.
Bathe in your fear.
Break your boundaries.
Murder the false-I.
Break the circle.
Embrace Chaos.

LIFTOACH QLIPOTH

>>41085416
Mr Bones Wild Ride is a Qayin meme

>>41079142 (OP)
You know who here, shut the fuck up, the wild rollercoaster tycoon ride will end soon enough, just hang in there you fucking bitches.

>>41085416
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>>41085446
Templum Falcis Cruentis approved

>>41085455
Yes, literally.
Working with LF3?
Let me know if you need any help.

>>41085450
This is now a 2182 thread

>>41085450
>>41085446

>>41079142 (OP)
existence is inevitable

This plane is a pure immanence which is an unqualified immersion or embeddedness, an immanence which denies transcendence as a real distinction, Cartesian or otherwise.

>>41085458
Working with tBoSA currently (Lilith and Gamaliel). Any tips or firsthand experience you care to share?

>>41085463
How's it going with the Cross stations of Nod?
Akeldama compilation here.
General upgrades to bone marrow, nervous system, heart and lungs, hair, general organ stuff; black in green stuff, etc etc.
Contact me on "apep7017" on discord if you want.

>>41085474
Been working a bunch with the "invasory rays" chapter if you have second edition (second ed extra chapter).
The Invasory rays are extremely fun to work with; highly advanced stuff.
Here's Gamaliels; they have blueprints for stuff like "Vascular system upgrades". (think "blood vein geneology drawings" to understand them better)

>>41079142 (OP)
I’ll do you one better… your suffering continues your suffering… this is where real thinkers live

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MmZexg8sxyk

>>41085487
I own the first edition, Ill find a 2nd edition pdf so I can read that missing chapter.

>>41085487
Nahemoths invasory rays here. These should be good for more to work with if you're working with Naamah and Lilith.
These include some "Black Earth projects"; something related to "Black earth civilization planning" of some sorts. Fortress founding.
"Blackstone Fortresses" in wh40k and "Durance of hate" in Diablo 2 can be recognized in some of these.

invasory rays are full of "stuff to Datamine"; ie metaphysical information related to "things for the times to come"; ie "preparations for the upcoming aeon-shift; apocalypse (end of eden)".

>>41085503
These Satariel invasory rays has some sort of "mercantiling skillset" of some sorts for example. Stuff to study.
invasory rays are good for trying to predict the upcoming next stage of reality.

>>41079142 (OP)
>he thinks we live forever
kek what a cope, heat death theory long disproved this

>>41080502
But this can be seen as projecting human qualities onto the divine. Who's to say what an infinite presence feels. If we're projecting, why not imagine that instead of loneliness, if feels an ecstatic madness and a self- love of infinite magnitude?
The truth is we can't know, and it's much more psychologically damaging to assume the worst.
I once had an OBE and witnessed a limitless darkness with one shining light in its midst. I felt a love so fierce and personal and unconditional that I wept with joy upon returning to my body. It was perfect, it was Home. And in that love i knew that there was nothing at all I could do to diminish it. I could have happily stayed in that presence forever.