While studying so i can get a good enough grade to the collage i wanted to get to , i came to a realization that i don't really want to get into this collage , i don't want to get a job , get married , have kids who will live on to do the same and so on , so what was my purpose here why was i born and why am i spending my entire life working very hard just to achieve goals set by other humans , when you think about it that way , everything becomes pointless and our existence doesn't have a purpose anymore . Any help? i sometimes wish i didn't come to this realization.

>>33255472 (OP)
>why exist
I won't read yet another posting of this adv meme. You make a plan, obviously. It's a bit scary being self-justifying.

you don't have to do any of that, read about taoism you young innocent soul

>>33255518
iam really not posting it as a meme man .
and it feels like iam very brainwashed to start setting goals and plans when its things like , get a physqiue , rich , that car , etc , these are all things that have no point

>>33255557
>get a physqiue , rich , that car , etc
Nope, a long-term plan does not necessarily include any of those things. It includes only what is both necessary and sufficient for the big plan, whatever that happens to be.

>>33255472 (OP)
If you are incapable of spelling the word “college”, then I would strongly advise you not to go to college.