Thread 33444947

I've grown so self-loathing that I don't even care about my life anymore. I'm trying to start caring about life again. I'm asking for advice on how to start caring again, and if it's a good idea to reach out to those I've ghosted
>be me, 29 semiNEET
>work as a mindless wagie even though I have a bachelor's, still on job search
>alcoholic, pothead
>disrespected and ignored by family, friends, and coworkers
>quit going to the gym and have ignored my coaches for the past month
>gained about 40lbs since
>do nothing but doom scroll and binge on junk food on days off

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>>33444947 (OP)
I think you should do things you like and make you happy in the LONG TERM. The reason you probably don't want to do those things anymore, is because you compare yourself with others, this causes you frustration, and you may think "Well, whatever, in 100 years, everybody is gonna die", and you decide to vegetate. This kind of thinking is dangerous, it's no wrong to have his mindset, I have this mindset, because it's a fact, everybody is gonna die in less than a 100 years. However, I use that wisely, o do the things I do like, and to ignore others opinions, and o be content no matter which situation I'm in, cause everything is shall pass.