Thread 33477867

I really should be an incel, im short, fat, balding, never had a job, live at home with my Mother at 35. Have no friends. Diagnosed autism though im high functioning, OCD, ADHD and suffer extreme social anxiety.

I have never pulled a girl in real life. But I have slept with 13 women in my life, all I met on dating apps. I was engaged once and married three times. I have 2 kids.

I have no confidence IRL but on dating apps I am very very good. I have an IQ of 137, so I am able to formulate very good chemistry one on one over text based conversations. Once i know a girl well from texting etc then I feel confident enough to do phone calls and eventually meet and although i suffer from anxiety because i know them by the time i meet and its one on one, i do fine and get into relationships.

I converted to Islam several years back and so now I can't have sex before marriage so i have to do nikkah first and i can't sleep around.

My main issue is that I simply can not stand women disobeying me and small issues turn into huge fights. For example my ex wife I met online had a great career was beautiful, but she was a christian, and wed get in these crazy fights because she would wear hijab but wouldn't wear it properly sometimes and rather than just chilling out id argue and it would end with me issuing a verbal divorce three times in a row known as triple talaq and its an irrevocable divorce that can;t be taken back.

This happened my first marriage to a Muslim girl over silly small fights that escalated to huge ones and in anger i gave triple talaq. The middle marriage was to a christian girl and again we had a kid etc, I was living in her house, she was smart, well off and I just couldn't control my anger over some bullshit and gave triple talaq.

How do you deal with these things and not just implode the relationship? The last wife was so great, blowjobs every day, sex whenever i asked, she worked, cooked, cleaned i fucked it all up because i couldnt stop myself

>>33477867 (OP)
Very entertaining! You are a very creative writer. Unfortunately, this is an advice board and I won't read this thread any further.

>>33477889
ok bro. Fuck me its so hard getting advice online. Go to normies its delusional. Go to other losers like myself none seem to believe having sex is possible, FML.

>I converted to Islam several years back and so now I can't have sex before marriage so i have to do nikkah first and i can't sleep around.
Sounds like the average Turkroach in Germany coming back to Islam after years of whoremongering. Made me chuckle. Your story is like pottery, it rhymes.

>>33477867 (OP)
You have to make the choice internally to stop. You have to make a commitment or vow to yourself and your wife to control your anger and not argue with her. You don't own your wife bro. She isn't your property. She isn't your kid or your child dude. You don't get to tell them what to do or how to be or how to dress. You've just been getting lucky and finding women who are stupid enough and desperate enough to let a guy like you control them. Their all eventually gonna leave you and you'll die alone if you don't change and you change by making a commitment to not get angry and a promise and not breaking it. Since you like issuing verbal commands and vows and stuff. Issue one to yourself and change.