I really should be an incel, im short, fat, balding, never had a job, live at home with my Mother at 35. Have no friends. Diagnosed autism though im high functioning, OCD, ADHD and suffer extreme social anxiety.

I have never pulled a girl in real life. But I have slept with 13 women in my life, all I met on dating apps. I was engaged once and married three times. I have 2 kids.

I have no confidence IRL but on dating apps I am very very good. I have an IQ of 137, so I am able to formulate very good chemistry one on one over text based conversations. Once i know a girl well from texting etc then I feel confident enough to do phone calls and eventually meet and although i suffer from anxiety because i know them by the time i meet and its one on one, i do fine and get into relationships.

I converted to Islam several years back and so now I can't have sex before marriage so i have to do nikkah first and i can't sleep around.

My main issue is that I simply can not stand women disobeying me and small issues turn into huge fights. For example my ex wife I met online had a great career was beautiful, but she was a christian, and wed get in these crazy fights because she would wear hijab but wouldn't wear it properly sometimes and rather than just chilling out id argue and it would end with me issuing a verbal divorce three times in a row known as triple talaq and its an irrevocable divorce that can;t be taken back.

This happened my first marriage to a Muslim girl over silly small fights that escalated to huge ones and in anger i gave triple talaq. The middle marriage was to a christian girl and again we had a kid etc, I was living in her house, she was smart, well off and I just couldn't control my anger over some bullshit and gave triple talaq.

How do you deal with these things and not just implode the relationship? The last wife was so great, blowjobs every day, sex whenever i asked, she worked, cooked, cleaned i fucked it all up because i couldnt stop myself

This is a universal thing, across all of Europe, Kenya, Uganda, All the arab countries I have worked as a pale, short, skinny ripped whiteboy.

Here is the archetype

Super pale, ginger or blonde skinny-ripped whiteboy with a very specific minimalist fashion sense

Very tall, very dark skinned long legged black women with locs or braids, who wears long tight armless dresses that show off a small waist and huge hips. She will wear some kind of synthetic fragrance like black opium or kayali. She will wear some kind of sandal with straps that go up her shin and always has an anle bracelet and some kind of gold and skin gold shimmer product on her body. Amazing skin always.

The man usually wears clean white minimalist sneakers, or loafers, with slim chinos that go down to the top if his ankle, with a crisp white shirt with sleeves rolled up, a cheap but clean looking minimalist watch.

Or nice shorts, with some kind of clean minimalist sneaker and a tshirt with tight sleeves. Often wears synthetic fragrance.

Are there other cross racial/cross cultural matches you see often that stound out like this? Why is it such a common matchup, height, race and fashion combination?

I work in logistics for a major transportation company so I spend my time in different countries often. I am originally from the UK 5,7, ginger hair with blonde streaks and blue green eyes.

I don't get any interest from asians, whites, latinas, but i get insane levels of thirst from tall, black women. This was always the case growing up in London, all my girlfriends were very tall black girls. But I have noticed it is the same worldwide.

Every skinny ginger or blonde manlet I know through my job has a tall black wife who is way way hotter than him but she adored him and loves him like crazy.

It is a very known thing especially gingers, in kenya and Uganda Ginger men are extremely coveted, but its always a specific type of ginger man, very sleight, skinny and almost feminine looking.

And it crosses any kind of usual class barrier. A depot manager here in the UK I know earns about 30k a year and hes a 5'6 ginger skinny guy and his wife is a 6 foot tall rich sudanese girl whose family own a sudanese saudi based oil tanker firm. Yet she literally adored this guy and married him despite being able to get practically anyone she wants.

My current gf is tall, enormous ass, tiny waist, she earns more than me, has a business degree, her family are from the family of the leader in Kenya, yet she is so doting and loving and is so into me. Ive got a 5 inch cock, i make less than her, im a manlet and yet all she talks about is "i want babies who look just like you omgg".

What is this phenomenon? Is it a poltiical/social one? Or is it kinda like an opposites attract thing?

Gingers and blonde men are radically over-represented in interracial marriages with only black women, but drastically under represented in ones with asian, latinas and others.

And most other races like tall, dominant richer than them white men, but black women seem to go for feminine, soft goofy whiteboy types. They types white women seem to actively hate?

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BWC

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>black and powerful african tribal
anon i can only get so hard