>>33571390 (OP)
Kill the old self, acquire and equip the new self: >"You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness."
Ephesians 4: 22-24 my man. You were created to be like God, not to be like a dog.
>>33572374
Also OP before you ask "who is that new self?"
Made of blood, wood, thorns you know who He is, go and try to be like Him as imperfectly as you can with trembling hands and with a heavy heart.