Thread 33898746

im getting worse,im finally in the school where i wanted to be and now im not going there either i dont know why i have friends there but im scared of something but dont know what.i cant not go to school i feel like a failure, but i dont wanna speak to someone ive already have a therapist but she only said that i behave like a druggie even tho ive never did them and im too young to do that.i asked her maybe she ment psychosis but she said that psychosis is far away from that.i have dreams abt my trauma almost every day and it keeps getting worse i hate myself i dont know what to do.(english isnt the first language)

>>33898746 (OP)
Which country are you from?

why?

China Japan Korea Thailand Europe are all vastly different places with different struggles. I want to know if you're country is screwed or not.

austria..

>>33898802
Austria doesn't seem that bad!
What's your trauma about?

my dad s'ad me as a kid

>>33898850
That's rough. A lot of women don't come back from shit like that. They're fucked up for life.

do you have any advice?

>>33898903
I can tell you what's worked for me.

Find reasons to go on. New goals, new ambitions that inspire you. If you get knocked down expect to get back up. Not out of stubbornness, but because you intend to find a reason to get back up.

>>33898746 (OP)
Tell your therapist you don't want deep analysis. You need bandaid surgery for this specific immediate problem

>>33898802
Nu so a Wappler auf 4chan! Hab immer geadcht ich bin alleine...

okay..

>>33898746 (OP)
so you got s'as huh? austria huh?
normally i would say ''womp womp'' you re in a first world country WAKE UP and stop whinning
but at the same time i have a few seconds of clarity and actually realise how bad this is
im sorry for you anonnete , seriously
hope the best for you
try orthodoxy

>>33898775
become a passenger in your own body and let your inner turmoil sort itself out. nothing that you really can do except trust yourself and your body to resolve this situation and return you to a harmonious state in reality.

it helps to wear sunglasses. i wear sunglasses and hoodies and sit in chairs and think about how im unknowable to myself while pictures of people ive seen die flash in my head. it helps to wear sunglasses.

Elisabeth Fritzl?

hahahah no my nationality isnt austrian but i live here (Russian/czech)

not in theme but higurashi when they cry mentioned:3