I can break him.

>>22987865 (OP)
lol ok try

>>22987865 (OP)
God I wish I was him

>>22987871
I love him so much and I wish he was all mine and mine alone.

gm

>>22987920
gmgm

i will sleep though
good luck

Do you remember when
you didn't care about me?
Now I'm your everything and I
GOT YOU ON YOUR KNEES

>>22987920
Good morning..

>>22987865 (OP)
don't break people
most people considered that a social faux pas

are we thinking of the same...

cause i haven't seen him in 12 days, i wondered where he'd went. i wish he'd not gone behind my back. every day it felt like my heart was leaking blood. if he's happier with you, then i guess he's all but done with high-maintenance me.

i don't know why he's done this all of a sudden. we literally spent a week together at his place not a month ago. does he see something in you?

i really don't want you to break him, even if he is hurting me by doing this. he's hurt me worse, but i still love him.

i should've knew it was over when i saw the new discord servers he joined. all to get away from me.

hmm... how to cope with fresh wounds? i hope you like danganronpa and pinball.

i hope someone will at least entertain my delusions. i'm no schizo, i'm a hopeless romantic with all but nothing left to lose, and i'm lost without you. my copilot's taken off without me. didn't even leave a note.

regardless, it's somehow nice to know he's ok. if he died, i'd have been devastated. even the fact that you, Vlad, are ok, is good news to me, regardless of the circumstances.

i don't have anyone else, so expect my presence if posting here. what else do i have to fill my time with? my mom switched service providers and now my internet sucks for cs. maybe you'll talk to me, even if you're already talking to my ex?-bf. i couldn't ever talk to you for risk of him becoming jealous, but if he is in your arms, only i could truly be the jealous one xd. please treat him well...

now listen to my music. i released it a month ago, but nobody listened. isn't that awful? you guys are the closest thing i have to friends, and i'm the youngest out of you two, so you must treat me like your endearing kouhai.

https://youtu.be/g_8ch0bbx_g

i also hope you remember this pic and don't ask "Who?" like a fccking chvd bozo. good times...

>>22988300
this one

sleepy desu

i've done a lot of shouting out into the void lately

it's light work, really

>>22988330
Are you okay, dawg?

yeah, as you can tell, i'm not very popular amongst my peers.

>>22988336
True geniuses are never popular with their peers until they become famous

>>22988334
it could be better. if we can find a way to work toward the independence of New Vegas, that would be ideal.

>>22988344
who cares about stats, i'm just trying to afk farm some drops ya feel me?

>>22988350
As long as you don't go over the edge and kill yourselr or somebody else

>>22988355
don't get lost in heaven
they got locks on the gate
don't go over the edge
you'll make a big mistake

hebi

yeah, i get it. nobody wants to talk about discord drama with a chronically online anon who's obsessed over being as pathetic as possible.

he made this album art for me, what do you think, Hebi?
https://youtu.be/cos-jIGlGHw

last one cause no one wants to be any good company around here, idc if you like it, so long as someone listens. congrats on the new relationship, Vlad, and to my love, i hope you find happiness and fulfillment.
https://youtu.be/4P8a3ioaS5s

>>22988414
Who is hebi and vlad...?

محرج

>>22988451
it's unimportant. i'm just hurting. that's all. thanks for paying mind at any rate.

>>22988462
People ignore me all the time, I make all kinds od threads but they rarely get regarded as discord chat threads, thus I don't know how this phenomenon is really possible. I might as well be regulated to being that of a 'troll' for some reason, on reddit they told me I am obnoxious and annoying despite having many posts and not really giving my opinion that often so it was pretty weird. Also they try to make me out to be schizo all the time.,

That's the reaction I get the most I think I noticed it doesn't happen to other people as often, but for some reason for me, what I seem to get is the equivalent of agents from the Matrix, who basically just to reform me, or indoctrinate me for some reason. It's bizarre and totally strange.

>>22988462
Weren't you acting proud of how mentally ill Vlad was and now you are hurting. That shouldn't be suprising.
Also I remember years ago trying to motivate Vlad to draw since he wanted to, but just kept making excuses over and over again. Not really a great character

>>22988466
ah, that's unfortunate. i mostly just eyeball the catalog for anime pics and filter out everything else mentally, unless it is so obscene that i can not possibly ignore it and need to thrid it.

>>22988467
i never cared about Vlad that much to gloat over petty things like that. i'm a fccking nobody, remember that. i tried motivating him too, but i guess he is a very particular kind of person, i still don't know his character too well. what do you think of the songs though, Ritsu? probably out of the purview of the likes of your tastes, but i still value your opinion.

>>22988301
>>22988321
>>22988326
>>22988330
>>22988336
These are epic.

>>22988475
They are nice, they have an interesting aesthetic. Reminds me a bit of bo en. I'm not that familliar with this kind of music though, but I used to talk with someone who was into maidcore stuff a lot. His maidcore was mostly guitar mixed in with synths
>He is a very particular kind of person
Some people you just have to dip as soon as possible or else they will drag you to their level

>>22988482
ty, Gon.
spudman or spudbros i neeeeed to know

>>22988484
thanks, that means a lot, coming from you, especially when your tastes are different. it's fucked up, i was listening to bo en before omori. this shit happens all the time, like how it's lame to listen to kero kero bonito's flamingo if you're a loner, but when it becomes a meme, everyone hops on the bandwagon, still managing to leave you behind. it's blessed being ahead of the curve, but cursed all the same. now i am older, and only listen to the classics so things like this won't happen again lol

>Some people you just have to dip as soon as possible or else they will drag you to their level
yeah, i don't think any of these kids are bad though. you just can't expect smooth sailing in a discord drama relationship, so you need to either prepare or steer clear.

lol vlad still is alive lOL

>>22988494
>i was listening to bo en before omori
Same. Was suprised when I saw it in Omori.
https://youtu.be/FdmELnpjTpw?si=mGux-EgZn6Pb2WB4&t=56
I actually like it a lot. This part uses coltrane changes I'm pretty sure and I love complex harmony stuff like that.
> it's blessed being ahead of the curve
Maybe. There is definitely nice to be in a nieche, but also there is pleasures in having your music spread around. Most artists prob appreciate being memed a bit then just being hidden gems.

>>22988500
fcckin based. never played omori desu, i might consider it, but yume nikki is far as i go when it comes to these internet culture indie games. i would if i had someone to play it with, but... yeah. things are obviously complicated.

the most complex my harmonies get are a parallel minor chord swap treatment lol, idk how else to build harmonies cause i've always just been winging it, as you do.

>Most artists prob appreciate being memed a bit then just being hidden gems.
true, i guess i was just bitter nobody wanted to connect with me in those meaningful ways back then. yeah, loneliness is a scourge.

>>22988518
>he most complex my harmonies get are a parallel minor chord swap treatment lol
It's fine. Harmony doesn't have to be super complicated to sound good. Even really simple triads can become great music if you voice and orchestrate them well.
Most of my music is just RMT. Relative multipolar tonality. Usually a mix of major scale and relative harmonic minor scale.
Fmaj7 E7 is a pretty good progression that's kinda common in japanese music I think.
>i was just bitter nobody wanted to connect with me in those meaningful ways back then
It's fair. I seeth so badly when they added Miku to fornite and seeing all the retarded zoomers be clueless, but it is what it is

>>22988530
>Usually a mix of major scale and relative harmonic minor scale.
very classical pilled, but i know how those japanese love their keychanges, which lends itself to a different style entirely. i like keychanges, but i only really use them when the section changes entirely. putting them in a harmony is a tier of fucked up i don't entirely get yet, nor how it could be applied. props on you for applying yourself towards that, Ritsu

>I seeth so badly when they added Miku to fornite and seeing all the retarded zoomers be clueless, but it is what it is
adoptable behaviour, but yeah. nobody messes with the waifu -.-

>>22988569
>i like keychanges, but i only really use them when the section changes entirely
That's modulation. When keychanges happen within a single phrase it is called multipolar tonality(according to a japanese harmony book author).
In classical music they use the sharp 7th to create a leading tone since it creates a bigger pull towards the tonic in minor it's pretty useful. It's also why japanese music use them also.

>is a tier of fucked up i don't entirely get yet
It's a bit abstract, but it's not too bad. Basically certain groups of tones leads towards one tone. That's why we have Tonic, subdominant, dominant. Subdominant leads to dominant, dominant leads to tonic. Tonic is the most stable because usually the entire scale creates a pull towards the tonic. That's why the major scale is so successful and useful.
To make key changes you have to pull towards a different tone.
In coltrane changes you have 3 different keys. Coltrange uses the V - I because it creates a really strong pull. Then he uses ii - V - I (common jazz progression) through these 3 different keys. So you get pulled into these 3 different tonalities.

Pic related also is pretty useful.
"Structural function sof harmony" by arnold schoenberg. Basically certain set of notes(chords, melody), can either imply one tonality, or be ambigious depending on which notes.

>>22988588
hehe, too big brain for me. looks like you've been learning a lot. i kinda just wing it, then see if any theory could apply to it afterwards to justify it's existence lol. i would aspire to have a learned approach like yours, Ritsu.

>>22988292
Remilia my beloved

>>22988621
I'm pretty attracted to japanese style music so it's why I spent so much time learning about keychanges/tonality.changes
Also if you do music it's not like you just randomly do it. You usually hear music in your head or the kind of note you want to use next to guide you. That is from your musical listening background.
Theory is nice since you can put words to music, but in the end music is your internal experiences connected to sounds.
>“Pleasure is the Only Rule” -Debussy
So keep making music that's guided by your soul and use theory as a way to help mold it. or something.

>>22988628
it's nice that we have such a diverse selection of musical artists here at /bant/. it surprises me, i don't even need to go to /mu/ anymore lol. i bet it must've felt good discovering that multipolar tonality concept, like leveling up in a videogame

i honestly wonder why i want to make music sometimes. i say i'm passionate, when i haven't touched a daw in months, attempting to actively avoid any creative activity as much as possible, then it feels like withdrawals when i am forced to avoid it outside of my own fruition. playing an instrument is simple fun, you pick it up and play, but making music always becomes this monumental struggle against myself. it's always been a particular thing with me.

>So keep making music that's guided by your soul and use theory as a way to help mold it. or something.
then i better pray and hope my soul is still intact lol

>>22988682
Everyone has their reason for doing music.
I think you should learn that reason.
Of course no matter how passionate you are for music, music is really difficult. I have had moments myself where I feel like a massive humilating failure. Even though I'm much better than I used to be I still feel crappy and I still get imposter syndrome. Virtually all people who do arts of any kind get these every now and then.
No matter how passionate you are, you still need a system and disciplin.
The reason I work so hard on music is because growing up I was infatuated with Hatsune Miku. This is my way of giving back to her after all the years of her cheering me up and being there for me when everyone else abandoned me.
Music will never leave you like other people.

>>22988688
>The reason I work so hard on music is because growing up I was infatuated with Hatsune Miku. This is my way of giving back to her after all the years of her cheering me up and being there for me when everyone else abandoned me.
oddly enough, i feel the same way about my music too. i was lonely when i found this sound, and it helped make being alone all the time so much more bearable, especially when everyone else around you already has someone to rely on. i had tracks to look forwards to listening to, they were daily dumps of dopamine for me...

>Music will never leave you like other people.
at this point, yeah. besides my mom and my heavenly Father, music is all i have left. you knoooow, i could mold my pain and become one of those misunderstood tortured artists. i mean, i guess i don't have much of a choice, it's either this or loneliness lol.

>>22988723
And maybe some day your music can be there for people. Not that you have to, you can always make music for yourself too.
> i could mold my pain and become one of those misunderstood tortured artists
Maybe. It's up to you. Music is inherently emotional, you decide what emotions to put into it. To me a persons music is like peering into their soul, I can feel what kind of person they are with it.

>>22988731
do you see anything, peering into mine? other than the murky formless darkness lol

>>22988744
this summer heat is frying my brain up a lot so I'm unsure if you mean the youtube links you posted earlier are yours.
But that music gives me confusing flow of emotional experiences.
Like some of muship's music except no vocals
https://youtu.be/c8_Ctg_VvD0?si=lYwYjz6pmfQ2JQ98
Has similar personality

>>22988754
interesting. that one almost feels like a collage in musical form. i like how many motifs i can recognize, i hope that's not a bad thing lol

hope you're staying hydrated at least, Ritsu...

>>22988773
>i like how many motifs i can recognize, i hope that's not a bad thing lol
That's a good thing usually, being able to recognise motifs is pretty important.This heat is making it really hard to work on music and practice the guitar... that''s my main issue with the heat. I'm just here sweating like crazy.
I want to be able to make great music and I won't if I just stay idle

>>22988783
>I'm just here sweating like crazy.
uoooohhhh (...jk jk, i'm sure pitsniffer anon would go nuts here)

maybe try wetting your skin with water, and stand in a light breeze. that's what i do, anyways. i never knew it got that hot in Norway.

>>22988791
It got to 32 Celcius a few days ago and that's the hottest weather I have ever experienced I think.
I have a bunch of icecubes in my drinks which is helping somewhat

>>22988797
oiyoyoyoi
my boy is baking out here like a snack

if you're not too messed up rn... post tabs?

>>22988804
I'm confused by what you mean by tabs.

>>22988773
It's a bad thing

>>22988806
whatever guitar song you're working on, i'm curious

>>22988813
yabai

>>22988814
Oh sure, it just felt really unspecific. Since I'm unsure if you meant my songs or just songs in general.
https://www.songsterr.com/a/wsa/sora-amamiya-skyreach-akame-ga-kill-op-1-tab-s490606
Lately been working on this tab. Since I like it a lot and want to work on my speed.
https://voca.ro/1auThf3ClF7J
I can barely manage at 140 bpm and my technique is sloppy, my goal is to reach target tempo without sounding sloppy and without tension. Last time I was practicing this was 3 or so days ago.

>>22988819
looks kinda fun to play desu. sounds like a reasonable goal too, especially after some rest. literally you after playing that btw

>>22988843
I love the electric guitar. I have a red stratocaster and it's pretty nice. You have a favorite instrument Anon?

>>22989065
>red stratocaster
oiyyyyyy she looks good. even though i already have sony mdr's, i wanna get mio's akg monitors eventually lol

i think my favourite instrument has got to be my yamaha reface dx synth. i can't recreate those patches in my daw, but they're super nice compared to the aging soundfonts i usually use. i don't own much hardware in actuality tho, i'm not rich. my mom bought it for me with a pandemic stimulus check...

>>22989082
>mio's akg monitors
Cute.
>yamaha reface dx synth
Yamaha makes so much stuff. They also have electric and acoustic guitars and motor bikes lol. And the guitars are good I have heard.
When you mentioned synth I thought it was gonna be one of those crazy synth setups where people just have a block filled with wires and connections.
It looks super fancy and nice to play on though.

Temps are cooling down so I think I'm gonna take a nappy. It was nice talking about music with you !

>>22989090
>Yamaha makes so much stuff.
i found out lately that they helped lexus make the lfa, which is featured in lycoreco :3

https://youtu.be/C8nzwJ3uCgE

the synth itself is nothing special, it's transpose thingy is broken, but it's the sound that matters most importantly to me ;)
i hope you got lots of progress in today, have a nice nappa, Ritsu~

>>22989111
Are you a foid?

>>22989121
GO AWAY