My parents have cursed me by throwing out my CD-ROM backups and the original computers I used to burn the discs. Now I can't show everyone the 11 or so years of coding I did before my April 2005 suicide attempt. I still suffer from memory loss, making my history feel like it's describing myself as a third party. Like, I can't speak Latin, Hebrew, Korean, or read Hieroglyphics any longer. No one I know even cares that I turned down the Nobel Peace Prize. My cancer research has been swept under the rug, and only recently have jets been discussed flying as fast as the ones I designed in the 90s.
I don't even know how rich I had become. I stopped looking at my digital wallets after I reached higher than nonillion dollars. That was before adding all of the bitcoin and ethereum I had on hand.
The amount of success I had was unfathomable. I get that it sounds unlikely. I just wish people could open their minds to the truth.
Like, I hear voices when I focus on ambient noises, and they respond to my internal thoughts, so my knee-jerk reaction always comes out first and I have no chance to think of a lie, but they still don't believe the things I say, since I had everything stolen by a kid I knew from Florida who sent me a computer trojan over Skype.
I fucking hate Justin Trudeau and I fucking hate Canada. Justin Trudeau is still at it, despite his liaisons with America he still has unwavering support for Kanukada.
I can’t even explain how horrible he is. Because Justin Trudeau did what he did, it appears apparent that I am dealing with the Feds and not just some kind of rogue entity in the country.
I could understand sending slight messages sometimes but it’s more then that it’s like the fucking holocaust. Just for that I’m going to make sure and paint a picture of Justin for my Canadian holocaust art exhibition I will create in the near future. I was thinking about making him look sort of like Braiking Boss, but that’s probably too conservative for him. Thus, I might just slightly exaggerate his features to kind of look like an alien/reptilian like entity
>>23543908 (OP)
You are the most evil individual on this board. You make these threads so you wash all the negative karma and blood your hands. You have to draw the vulnerable individuals into your web so you can extract what little hope they had.
I started dating a new girl. She 12 years younger than me, but I lied and told her I am only 7 years older than her. I feel really bad about this and don't know how to go about fixing it.
Yes I would
I studied for my fucking exam this time, I even stayed up for more that 24 hrs before the exam and they only gave the fucking questions that I didn't study for, literally skipped all the topics that I actually studied. A 6 hr exam and that 24 hr studying for it, all to waste
How much am I getting?
Fucking 24/ 480
>>23550811
And also for some unknown fucking reason mycroft is not paying attention to me here, I genuinely like talking to him and teasing him so much
day before yesterday when I was studying a shit ton and was mad at that, was very hungry and had nothing to eat, all the frustration kinda came out at the end and I cried 2 tears
>>23552838
Can you let me be nigga I wasn't being that serious, i kinda just wanted mycroft to see that post because he always reads every fucking thread, I was serious but just a little >>23553034
No not 24 question even
1 question of 4 marks
If wrong then -1
>>23550811
Sounds really unlucky. I had a similar experience. Maybe I'm paranoid, but the people who get to learn via teachers or those that work with the exam more tend to get to have sneakpeaks on the material itself. If you just study on your own they just give you vague shit and you have to try to study everything. But you should probably discuss about this someone that knows your system there if you are serious about recovering your grades
>>23553166
2 papers
1 has 75 questions, full marks 300
4 marks for correct answer, 0 for unattended, and -1 for wrong
2nd paper has 45 questions, same marking scheme
This test wasn't the real thing, it was a mock of the real thing, next one will be taken after 3 months AGAIN
>>23553187
Kek nigga lmao i was so confident in your last thread and said 'i'll tell you how the test goes'
It is kinda my fault, I left a lot of chapters and thought 'i'll just derive the formula with common sense, I don't need to memorise this'
They'll take another mock after 3 months, I'll study for real this time I promise
>>23553201 >'i'll tell you how the test goes'
Happens >It is kinda my fault, I left a lot of chapters and thought
Okay that's a blunder. I still think studying 30m a day would be better than studying 2 hours twice a week or something. and if you did self tests you would more likely remember since self testing is a superior studying technique. but then again I'm a bum neet. >I'll study for real this time I promise
It's okay if you fail, these exams seems excessive and memed. Using my autistic neet brain my analysis of this situation is. These excessive exams are just an excuse to make Indian society look more fair and meritocratic while using it as a cover for the deeply nepotic caste based cultural biases.
I hope your still atleast enjoying drawing through all of this messy stuff
>>23553221 >if you did self tests you would more likely remember since self testing is a superior studying technique. but then again I'm a bum neet
I did, I did that, even got previous year questions for the chapters I studied and solved a few. >I hope your still atleast enjoying drawing through all of this messy stuff
Yeah now that I'm finally free I'm gonna make a complete drawing today
>>23553229 >I did, I did that, even got previous year questions for the chapters I studied and solved a few.
Huh. I would expect you to do better, but I guess you just got really unlucky because the test was mostly using the chapters you weren't studying.
I think it would be better if you study 50 % on everything instead of leaving some chapters empty maybe. >Yeah now that I'm finally free I'm gonna make a complete drawing today
Great, I hope it makes you feel better. It will be fun to see how your drawings will look like in the future if you keep working on them.
>>23553237
Studying maths was fun tho, all the geometry and straight lines questions they asked were fun to do >Great, I hope it makes you feel better. It will be fun to see how your drawings will look like in the future if you keep working on them.
Thanks for motivating me ritsu qt
>>23553243
Geometry is nice. I think I liked algebra the most in math. >>23553260
Few short ones, but otherwise I have been bogged down working on bigger music songs.
>>23553270
No full songs will take more than that. It's not the same as me just making something on the spot with 2 instruments. Right now I have divided my song making into 5 stages. Lyrics/songstructure, music production/arrangement, Vocaloid tuning, Mixing, Mastering
And each stage takes atleast 1 hour to complete. Most likely on average 2 hours or more. but when I complete one of them I can post a thread about it or to you when I see you
>>23553282 >No full songs will take more than that
Sorry, I know nothing about music >but when I complete one of them I can post a thread about it or to you when I see you
Ok do that
>>23553289
It's okay. I'm mostly held back by sucking at writing lyrics and practicing guitar parts in, but in the future i should be more effective at those things.
Good luck with drawing and have fun with that. I'm gonna go find something to eat and do some stuff
>My best friend go insane >He escapes from the hospital >I'm paranoid along with his family due to know how vengeful he is >I'm currently with weapons and all the means necessary to face him of he dares to trespass >I can't even sleep for this shit >FANTASTIC.jpg
The only good thing is that now I have the chance to bang a milf, but we'll see about that in the future
>>23555709
Ever since expiriencing erectile dysfunction I have been worrying about my performance in bed now that I have a working penis again. I don't want to bum out a potential mate with my story of ED but then again I don't want to give below standard sex to the next girl that decides to sleep with me.
>>23559713
In my case, because I was there at his detention, and supported it. What can I do? It was the best for him. I also helped his mother to not get manipulated by his words and threats, so that pissed him off more
Whatever, I'll go to an interview with a social worker now. Let's see if there's any hope for me
>>23543908 (OP)
Is anyone else struggling real hard to connect with people? Or am I just a freak that has bad luck?Why do I feel like shit? I have people to talk to and I still feel misunderstood and alone