Thread 23561178

Nothing really gets better you just endure everything until the bitter end.
There is just no point taking this clown world garbage seriously. The average person is so fucking retarded it's just pointless, no amount of education or political movements can save the world unless using some sort of eugenics to weed out the retards.
Why did I make this thread? Idk. I just feel like shit and what I said was kinda relevant to whats brewing in my mind right now.
On another note. It scares me how some people no matter how much shit happens in life just doesn't change. Feels like I have become way more fucked up the last couple of years, but my mom is still just acting as if shes a teenager still.

>>23561178 (OP)
sorry ritus
i appreciate your threads though

>>23561184
It's okay. Be well

You need to bitch and rant about it till you calm down
I've noticed it helps you go back to normalsu

>>23561216
It won't fix that.
But I thought about something I think a week ago.
I used to have a step mom. My dad eventually married her and got a kid with her.
I lived with my dad and step mom from when I was 11-15 ish.
She used to always be rude and talk shit about me. Used to insult me in front of my dad and if I showed even 1 % of retalation my dad would shut me down or at times scream.
I never understood growing up why she hated me, but I realised I guess seeing your partners offspring from a different partner drives you nuts. It's not like I had any choice in it I didn't choose the relationship and life choices of my parents I just lived under them. Idk if she was even aware over her hating me or if it was just instinctual at that point. I haven't really seen her or my dad since I was 15 though so idk. Foggy memories

>>23561236
Yeah you told me about her
Both your parents seem so stupid but thank God u didny tyurn out retarded
If expect someone who grew up like u did to be addicted to drugs or something but you're not stupid like that

>nothing really gets better
For you. My life is awesome and keeps getting better. Every day I get a little more motion and my money gets a little longer.

Don't mind the typos I'm on my poor broke nigga phone

>>23561249
And you also look like this, bitch, pipe down

>>23561247
>If expect someone who grew up like u did to be addicted to drugs or something but you're not stupid like that
I would be if I wasn't autistic prob.
and I don't think it's a stupidity problem, eventually everything becomes unbearable and it's either drugs or suicide. I have a vodka in my fridge and if my brain acts up too much it calms my nerves
>>23561249
That's good to hear that you are doing well

>>23561260
I actually haven't looked like that in at least 7 years. You wouldn't be surprised how much you can change about yourself with money.

>>23561268
Plastic surgery?

>>23561264
>I have a vodka in my fridge
You only drink occasionally, nothing wrong with boozing a little
>suicide
Please don't ritsu

>>23561260
see >>23561268
that image is old as fuck now. I doubt he looks like that anymore. to add all the shotas from the late 2010s are mostly in their mid 20s now.

>>23561264
>eventually everything becomes unbearable and it's either drugs or suicide. I have a vodka in my fridge and if my brain acts up too much it calms my nerves
be careful please

>>23561269
Plastic surgery always come back at you, not a single case of actually good lioking plastic surgery other that maybe rhinoplasty
>>23561268
Don't be a pussy, post

>>23561269
Wouldn't you like to know. You're all adults and at least you knew me on more than a superficial level. You can figure out what I didn't like about myself and what changed.

>>23561276
>all the shotas from the late 2010s
what did he mean by this

>>23561278
>Plastic surgery always come back at you, not a single case of actually good lioking plastic surgery other that maybe rhinoplasty

>>23561280
the cute little underagedfags from 2017 and 2018...

>>23561272
Even if I wanted to suicide I probably wouldn't succeed or go through with it. I still feel tied down to doing music. Even if shitty stuff happens. It's the only thing left for me right now and I'm dedicating every care I have left towards doing that. Made blood sigil as a symbol to keep going lel.
>>23561277
It's okay.
>>23561278
Apperently you aren't supposed to go over the top with it, people who just do it mildy can get away with it, but idk.
>>23561279
Heart surgery? You had a change of hearts? This is prob my lamest joke lol

>>23561292
The american you're talking to is exactly that
Except that he's annoying as fuck

>>23561278
>normie you brought this on yourself by posting an image of yourself no matter what you look like we're gonna shit on you
Also
>appease me specifically me by putting yourself in the same situation that made everyone ridicule you
Do you really believe me to be a moron or that you can goat me into anything? This isn't grade school I'm not gonna do something just because you dared me or called me a pussy.
>>23561302
Exactly. I got George Soros to sell me the heart of a nun so I can finally be a good person.

>>23561302
That's a good thing, keep making music

things get better on rare occasions in my personal experience

>>23561307
So unless you post a picture proving that you're suddenly chadded by making 5 dollas or something I'm just gonna assume you still look like that and are balding

>>23561307
Ebil. I probably shouldn't comment on a rich jew having access to organs of christian people.
>>23561310
I will until I'm unable to. I think I might have to upload some stuff somewhere soon.
>>23561314
Statistically things has to get better at some point. Atleast in some shape or form

>>23561326
Right o you do you brother. Again this ain't grade school I truly could not care less if some jeet feels a certain kind of way about me.

>>23561329
>I will until I'm unable to.
please stay alive & find things to do after that point

>>23561329
>I think I might have to upload some stuff somewhere soon.
You gotta tell me where you upload tho

>>23561329
Eh go for it. Not like I'm Jewish or Hebrew. I'm sure Soros is eating a kid with his antifa buddies right now.

>>23561340
Nope. If I lose music then there is nothing important left. Music is everything to me.
>>23561343
Gonna think about it. I just need time to finish a few songs and set up some socials stuff. I'm anxious about uploading because I have only just showed other people, but a bunch of people are asking for socials so my hands are kinda tied.
>>23561348
I used to watch a documentary about jewish ritual murder and how jews would murder christian little boys to make jewish food out of their blood. blood libel? It's been a few years. Saw a vid a month ago about how the genocide in gaza is a ritual to hasten the jewish propechy

>>23561355
>Nope. If I lose music then there is nothing important left. Music is everything to me.
god fucking damnit ritsu

>>23561357
Why is it a damnit? I'm confused

>>23561355
>Gonna think about it. I just need time to finish a few songs and set up some socials stuff. I'm anxious about uploading because I have only just showed other people, but a bunch of people are asking for socials so my hands are kinda tied.
Bitch ritsu, it's fine

>>23561359
not having anything important isn't cause for most people to stop being alive, you know?
it means there's something actively wrong if you feel that way, and you should fix it, otherwise you're letting that thing kill you

it's good if music keeps you going, but not if it's just delaying your death

idk man

>>23561362
Setting up a name is also hard, I'm not that creative with names.
>>23561365
>>23561369
The only reason I wake up is to work on my music. If I didn't have that everything would just feel bland and meaningless. I don't care about never having kissed a girl. I don't remember being hugged by one. I don't care about being rich. I don't care about having a happy family. Having a great career where I'm praised by my colleagues. I just want to make great music then disappear

we need people like you now more than ever, you know?
it would make me sad

>>23561386
>we need people like you now more than ever, you know?
I don't get this. Even if I provided something positive someone else could do same or even better than me at that.

>>23561398
He means little hapa boys are integral for western society

no life loser thread
>>23561260
he unironically looks a million times better than you lmfao I would 1000000% rather fuck this dude than you down syndrome retard

>>23561457
Weird because whenever I see hapa males mentioned it's usually some comment like
"Abort all hapa sons and keep the daugthers".
>>23561477
I do in fact have a life. I'm still breathing and my heart is still beating.

>>23561477
I'm not checking it to read whatever essay you've written there no matter how much you try to ragebait me here

>>23561485
mindbroken ugly retard

>>23561483
>"Abort all hapa sons and keep the daugthers".
Except for when the sons look like daughters

>>23561490
That's reminding me of all the weirdos who photoshop elliot rodger into a woman.

And no one says that except for edgy niggers on pol or twitter with 'roman catholic, christ is king, america first' in bio

>>23561503
To be honest tho he does have a cute body with female frame, don't like his face tho

>>23561477
Also I called you down syndrome looking nigga
Stealing my insults as well

>>23561539
only im sexy asf LOL and youre ugly and indian LOL

>bro stoppp stealing MY STUFFF DUDDDEEEE!!!!11
*subconsciously only ever immitates others in behavior and is never original in anything*

especially me fag and you know it now stfu stop fucking talking to me

>>23561542
>Said while imitating dt

>>23561523
I suppose
>>23561541
You act like a 13 yearold. This is something a 13 yearold would say

>you are imitating dt because you capitalized "lol" for emphasis
>>23561554
you are built like a "13 yearold".

>>23561563
You would know because you have fucked a lot of them. You freak. How dare you do that. You got sour greek yogurt all over their faces

>>23561554
Would you bitch break elliot
Hapa to hapa
>You act like a 13 yearold
Kek lmao I've said him that a million times, he's just begging for attention, don't mind

>>23561571
>Would you bitch break elliot
Physically yeah. For murdering people.
Sexually NO.

>>23561563
Ok ritsu >>23561570 you decide, have I even in my life even typed like this annoying faggot? Lmao

>>23561583
only when you sound funny or smart (rare)

>>23561583
Not really. Maybe if you hit your head really hard that might be possible.

solved

>>23561593
Chimping out, allcapsing and using 5 back to back soijak buzzwords in a whole paragraph long post does not count as being funny. Only time you're funny is when you humiliate yourself

>>23561612
He was the classclown growing up, except the class never laughed once

>>23561612
i dont think ive ever used a buzzword in mh life but very nice try, anyway id love to stay here and entertain you for as long as you want cause you do seem to be very obsessed with me and craving for some extra heat but i have more important things to do, cause, unlike you, i actually have a life. So ciao!

>>23561623
I'm gonna start typing like you in hopes of getting a harem too

>>23561639
I don't have a harem lol.

>>23561650
You don't? Hm ok, you can anon, believe in yourself and keep working hard!!

>>23561667
Reisa posting isn't how I got contacted by girls. It was rng and also prob due to me mentioning music. I have gotten more girl attention because of music I'm pretty sure

>>23561688
Musicfags are considered cute
But it's definitely your way of talking as well

>>23561699
I thought I was threatening. Some people haev said I talk in a way that makes them feel inferior to me.

>>23561705
>Some people haev said I talk in a way that makes them feel inferior to me.
No I don't think that, i think you're very pleasant to talk to

>threatening
>Talks in the most faggy cute seductive way

>>23561713
>>23561720
I'm def not talking in a seductive way what the hell. You are kinda twisted with how you see things

>>23561726
It seduces me

>>23561736
Right. I'm kinda sleepy, but I think I might stay up for a bit more idk

>>23561747
Im going to nap now good night ritsu

>>23561775
Sleep well. Sweet dreams

>>23561272
He needs to kill himself.