Thread 60885364

how do you make up for lost time (income, money invested, growth)?
if you are cursed to the wagie route of making it by slow investing I already lost decades of income, I'm finished

>>60885364 (OP)
many mistakes are made by trying to make up for lost time. The best approach is to just start now doing the right thing.

95% of conscious beings live day by day, hands to mouth

whats the big deal? try and have fun, or build something new if you can do better - ez

spend all your free time humiliating and attacking autistic people in gangs and then be surprised when there is a murder or a mass shooting

an actual answer - get a second job, save money in places that don't matter (buy foods on discount, don't order delivery)

>>60885372
>The best approach is to just start now doing the right thing.
I have deep rooted psychological trauma, I will always feel lesser than I am, what I am supposed to have been, what I can be, constantly falling short and being disappointed in myself, constantly not happy, even in small self improvement I look to others having a better life. I will never be at ease knowing people are better than me and I have not achieved the same thing as them. Knowing I am lesser than them. Accepting anything below the absolute best (in my own terms) is a failure. Accepting mediocrity is my fear. Settling into mediocrity. This is the sign of having given up totally.
Here lies anon, he did not make it.
This confession has meant nothing.

>>60885377
Ignorance is bliss, yes, being low iq is bliss. being shackled by these man made numbers and money is Judaic sorcery in effect.

>whats the big deal? try and have fun
every failure gives me feedback that my grandiose self delusions were fake all along, crushing my own self image of future possibilities will be too much for my psyche to handle.

>or build something new if you can do better - ez
I would if I could, right now I can't

>>60885382
>Then be suprised
I'm not

>>60885413
I can't even get A job currently, working on it. And when I get one you think I'm gonna get a second one? I will get even more EU-taxed, my life quality will go down the drain for little to no value. I won't make up for lost time.
You can only save so much. I would be maxed out regardless.
If I started in time my life would be a dream, dream shattered. I was let down by everyone, including myself.
Now I must remain in this playthrough, but the save game is corrupted.

>>60885431
Nobody said it would be easy bruh, do u want to make up for lost time or not? A second job can mean anything, work night shift at a grocery store, private tutor english, sell origami on etsy. Whatever you can make time for. If people let you down all your life, then make it and rock up to them with a lambo in 5 years to tell them off. There's nothing more powerful in life than spite.

>>60885364 (OP)
Imagine wageslaving and going all in and losing a YEAR of wages in the span of a week. Yea now shut the fuck up and keep pulling your bootstraps chud. It gets so much worse
t. 25 year old gen Z unc

>>60885431
What is this mental illness called, because I also have it

>>60885485
It would be nice to ball out, but ultimately meaningless, drawing attention to yourself is just pointless, don't wanna egomaxx infront of people
only way to make it is to create something different
wageslaving just harder, idk, maybe I am just a low effort person (well I know I am)
opportunities close, fading away, feeling like a blind mam fumbling in the dark trying to find the secret sauce of making it, how to navigate society, haven't even made it into normie status yet, maybe it's all just luck, idk... idk

>>60885496
the thing is investing is so piss easy I am suprised people sell at a lose, with a bankroll I would have already made it, it's zero effort too, which draws me to it, no annoyance, no work, no nothing, just click a button
it's literally shooting against an open goal, but of course you have to pick your shots
one year savings only? that's barely anything
I would not be hesitant to all in a decade of investment when it all means making it
things could be so different.... I've lived in an alternate reality. I could have convinced family members, manipulated family dynamics. I could have saved everyone. They cursed everyone. I could have fixed this long ago. Set us apart into the stratosphere. But not giving a fuck and stopping caring. A life time of misery and pain when all this useless work could have been avoided. How good things could really be.
Anyway

>>60885507
I'm thinking Schizoid + AVPD + ADHD + Anxiety/Depression + chronically Low self confidence + learned helplessnss + cycling Bipolar(?) + being broke + lack of valuable interpersonal relationships + maslows entire pyramid of needs + industrialized society and more
honestly, these are just all symptoms of being broke (for too long), all my problems would not exist with enough money
idk we have to think positive, I'm not really all that down bad I'm kinda neutral

>>60886802
it doesnt necessarily mean you have to flaunt your wealth, just means you need to find the motivation to do what it takes. From the info you've provided it seems like spite could be a great motivator. Yes, investing is easy but you need money to make money so in your next playthrough make sure to be born to rich parents

>>60885364 (OP)
You don't..you walk, wage and live for your offspring, so THEY can run.

>>60886802
Do you have green eyes by any chance ?

>>60886944
why does that matter???

>>60887728
I notice a lot of patterns, you probably do too

>>60885364 (OP)
You give up and help your kids as much as possible. It's what my parents did.

Now imagine how a man who gets divorced after a long marriage feels like. Imagine the lost time in that position.
He goes "all in" with a woman in every way possible for years and years, physically mentally financially everything. Huge lifelong debt to pay in most cases. And then you get the ultimate rugpull in the form of a divorce and guess what? Strong people STILL make it and are able to form and live a new good life after it.

Point is if you really want it you can live a completely different life just 6 months from now no matter your current position. But it won't happen by itself, no one can save you but you.

>sigmaposting
ngmi

>>60886802
OP, I relate to you so much. What I realized is, there is no coping. I have to accept I'm living in the corrupted timeline. I have to accept that my life has been, and always will be, 99% misery loneliness and depression, and 1% happiness at absolute max (and that's being very generous.) I'm 34 years old and still living in my mother's house, where I will spend the rest of my life.

The saddest part is, I could have made it. I could have escaped the rat race. Ten years ago I was in the Air Force for two years. I had no idea about veteran's disability and how unbelievably, insanely lucrative it is. I had no idea it was $4k a month with no income cap whatsoever. I could have gone to tons of medical/psych appointments and gotten it. I'd have my own apartment. I'd never have to worry about money ever again. I could have spent the last decade enjoying life and dating women, having fulfillment and happiness. Instead I just spent it suffering as a wagie, a worthless cog in a machine. I'm now applying for it ten years later but it's a lengthy process that'll likely result in denial.

I never had a father my entire life, he passed away when I was three. A father's guidance would have radically improved my life. I had no clue what the fuck I was doing throughout my entire life. I realize now that anyone who has a father that says to them "join the Air Force after you graduate high school, then go to tons of med/psych appointments, then apply for vet disability" has a MASSIVE advantage in life.

Right now I'm in the corrupted timeline, but when I reincarnate I'll be in the corrected timeline. I have so much happiness and fulfillment in the corrected timeline. This is how I cope.

feels bad man...

>>60885364 (OP)
You quite literally can't "make up for it" because you are tethered to the system. I'm an accountant. Not incredible money, oftentimes not very good money even. All I have is trading crypto every now and then when I have some disposable income. By crypto I mean memecoins of course (current wallet: SON, PEPE, FART, GIGA, two others I think), because alts take way too long to do anything and if they do there's a chance they'll just dump for months on end.
>>60885431
Sounds like you need to take some pills. Not even joking, stop whatever you are doing, save enough to see a psychiatrist and I'm 99% sure from reading this post you'll get a prescription to calm your brain for a while. Overthinking like this will drag you down for life if you don't do anything about it (by calling it "deeprooted").

>>60885364 (OP)

No choice but to keep being a wage slave and pray your "investments" work out and live below your means.