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>>3977517
>tfw I am the big brother
I want to believe that I did a good job helping my parents to raise my younger siblings, even though I was just a couple of years older, had zero experience or friends to rely on 99% of the time, and puberty turned me into a nervous depressive wreck.
Sometimes I would get depressed from seeing my siblings imitate parts of my behavior that I considered negative or for failing to meet up my self-imposed standards as the "big bro", and seeing my siblings do things without help or better than me always feel like I was useless and a waste of resources. And the worst part was that I couldn't even cry or express my troubles because it would make my parents and siblings sad and crush my heart even more.
Still, I would never wish to become the little bro or an only child. I love my siblings too much I would give my life for them in a heartbeat even if they can be a huge headache.
