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the realization that my delusions has been played the entire time feels like an uppercut to the jaw by a sledgehammer
the season that brought me into this world of Gumball, my favorite season, was underlined by more meta bullshit than i initially thought
to be absolutely oblivious to all the roots for more than a decade. The Sweaters has meta garbage, along the lines with The Job, and i felt it and i ignored that inkling until recently
to know that the potential i saw in this world was never an option for Ben, because he had his vision right then and there in season 2
to know that the season i will still hold dear to my heart was always tainted
that even if I still like The Job and The Sweaters for their own merits, they were all done as part of this process that would ultimately turn me against the show
that all these possibilities with all these characters never truly existed
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan
