>>76580713
because I enjoy other peoples pain
why?
because I feel numb inside
why?
because I disregarded my own humanity and objectified myself to nth degree
why?
to attain things that world told me that I needed to make me happy
why?
because I have low sense of self worth
why?
because my parents never truly loved me and deep down I knew that
why?
because they didn't love each other or themselves and my conception was either a mishap or lapse in judgement
why?
because of years of bad treatment of humans ingrained this sense of rat eat rat mentality in culture where I live
why?
because people are bored and lonely so we create fake hurdles to overcome that ultimately making this currently over complicate world obsolete
I guess that's the line of thinking you're looking for
Don't take it personal, just roll with the punches