>>17859891 (OP)Nothing about this world is "easy" retard I'm literally forced to exist as the sole frame of reference for material reality and only persistently real person in the world so that God can abuse me through everyone else on earth who he controls as a retarded tranny hivemind because he's a retarded sadistic tranny, he rapes my mind every second of every day and abuses, harasses, terrorizes, threatens, etc me for literally anything I think or do, there's literally nothing I can do without being harassed, terrorized, abused, threatened for it including thinking. My life is a complete living hell