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Anonymous No.40755681 >>40756751 >>40756921 >>40756921 >>40757093 >>40757542 >>40760035 >>40760697 >>40760939 >>40761913 >>40762097 >>40770045 >>40782196 >>40782266 >>40785391
/enbygen/
General for all nonbinary, intersex, questioning, and friends.
QOTT: What is your favorite drink?
QOTT2: Do you go to bars or clubs?
Anonymous No.40756751 >>40756921
bump!!
>>40755681 (OP)
>QOTT: What is your favorite drink?
i like juice...passion fruit juice is probably my favorite regular juice and i like sparkling grapefruit juice. any sparkling citrus juice is nice.
>QOTT2: Do you go to bars or clubs?
no. the idea of going out just to talk to people is anathema to me, plus i don't drink. i might go with friends or family as a designated driver, maybe, but that circumstance had never presented itself so idk for sure if that would attenuate the badness of the environment for me really.
i have, while listening to Kesha, though, thought that i understood why people would go to a club.
Anonymous No.40756818
in other news i am sitting outside now enjoying the sky and listening to Deafheaven....i just finished New Bermuda and now i am listening to Sunbather. i do not enjoy Sunbather as much as any of their subsequent albums and i don't think i really give it enough attention for how acclaimed it is. i do think it is good!! but i am not sure i have ever been able to fully appreciate it.
Anonymous No.40756868 >>40760630
(the sky, btw the way)
Anonymous No.40756893 >>40756921 >>40757284 >>40760630 >>40762097 >>40782196
i don't larp as an innocent, wholesome chungus so it's starting to get hard to relate to you faggots. you all turn out to be horrible people too (you have overactive superegos, which is also why you put up a front in the first place).
Anonymous No.40756921 >>40757284
>>40755681 (OP)
>>40755681 (OP)
I appreciate you, dedicated enbygen poster
>QOTT
I don't like alcohol. My favorite non-alcoholic drinks are either Dr. Pepper or Milkshakes (if those count as drinks). Yes I am five years old and proud
>QOTT2
See first answer and what >>40756751
said. The couple of times that I've gone to bars have been so stressful I haven't wanted to go again
>>40756893
>Faggot
>Horrible person
>Overactive superego
Literally me
Anonymous No.40757093
>>40755681 (OP)
>QOTT local made vodka or a good chai
>QOTT2 not too much. i get bored now unless the music’s actually good
Anonymous No.40757284 >>40757317
>>40756893
you don't have to larp nonny simply choose kindness
>>40756921
what's your favorite kind of milkshake? i am boring i always get vanilla
Anonymous No.40757317 >>40757553
>>40757284
I usually get cookies and cream or chocolate but I'm open to trying new flavors
Anonymous No.40757542
>>40755681 (OP)
1: Fresh lime aid
2. I have a few times before it's very overstimulating
Anonymous No.40757553 >>40757630
>>40757317
i've never had a cookies and cream milkshake but i imagine i would really like that since i love cookies and cream ice cream. i don't often get milkshakes or really go anywhere they're available but now i'm considering the possibility of flavors beyond chocolate strawberry vanilla and cookies and cream.....i wonder if i could get mango somewhere
Anonymous No.40757630 >>40760865
>>40757553
I made a peach milkshake before and it was delicious, I bet a mango milkshake would be just as good. If you can't find a place that sells them, you should try making them at home sometime. It's really simple, you just need a blender
Anonymous No.40757878 >>40760865
Today was rough. I am glad it's over.
Anonymous No.40759496
bumpers
Anonymous No.40760035 >>40760054 >>40767721 >>40782196
>>40755681 (OP)
"Nonbinary" people will look like this, and claim they are neither a man or a woman.
Anonymous No.40760054
>>40760035
Big chungus was the best meme
Anonymous No.40760630
>>40756893
I'm more of a predatory amab subclass
>>40756868
Bretty
>QOTTs
I like whisky and clubbing
Anonymous No.40760697 >>40760728 >>40760865 >>40762569
>>40755681 (OP)
anyone else have dysphoria and reverse dysphoria at the same time
Anonymous No.40760728
>>40760697
sounds like shit
Anonymous No.40760765 >>40760865
Good morning nonbineys
Anonymous No.40760865 >>40760899 >>40761266
>>40757630
i will see about doing this before summer is over :)
>>40757878
what happened nonny?
>>40760697
i think i know what you are talking about but maybe not...i was just talking to my husband about how gross i feel, having such a masculine body, but that i also want to get top surgery to, like, commit to the masculine body because i need to put on and maintain so much weight to look pretty and it is just so much harder to do that than sit at my natural weight and look like a man, which i think i would really like, if only i didn't have boobs. i ought to get myself a skin-tone binder or tape probably
>>40760765
good morning!!!!!! happy taco Tuesday.......i will not be having tacos but maybe you will be so lucky
Anonymous No.40760899 >>40760917
>>40760865
I had another episode so that was cringe and embarrassing
Anonymous No.40760917 >>40760966
>>40760899
talking it out might help, if you don't mind sharing..lately it seems my whole life is just a concatenation of embarrassing episodes so i might know what you are talking about
Anonymous No.40760939
>>40755681 (OP)
> QOTT: What is your favorite drink?
i cant really decide between cider and latte but either one of those depending on the time of day
> QOTT2: Do you go to bars or clubs?
I used to a lot but i dont have people to go with anymore and going alone is very meh
Anonymous No.40760966 >>40761063
>>40760917
I found some unsavory messages on someone's phone so I cried all day into the next morning and woke up with a bunch of cuts on my arm
Anonymous No.40761063 >>40761083
>>40760966
unsavory about you? i get the sense from your shortness that i am maybe prying and i don't mean to pry..i'm sorry. i just thought since you had posted that you might like to talk. i don't wanna make assumptions or give unsolicited advice or anything like that.
Anonymous No.40761083 >>40761350
>>40761063
Oh no I just type like that. Unsavory stuff like pictures of someone's butt, trying to initiate sex with them, etc.
Anonymous No.40761266 >>40761350
>>40760865
t a c o
Anonymous No.40761350 >>40761376
>>40761083
what got you so badly about that? i don't very much like that sort of thing either but i am not sure i have ever had a reaction like that unless it was related to or reminded me about something bad i was already thinking about...in any case i think i am discovering lately that writing might work as well as cutting.....i don't even have a creative mind at all really but just sitting down and writing out in aureate detail something bad, like how my emotions physically feel or something awful that might happen to me, has helped me work through yucky feelings without actually hurting myself. if part of what is making you feel cringe now is the cutting, maybe you could try that.
>>40761266
>entire secion of just sour cream
thank you Uber Eats but i think that maybe tacos were meant to be mixed up......
Anonymous No.40761376 >>40761513
>>40761350
>writing might work
100%. I write in my journal every day, but when I become that upset I can't do anything but cry. I have a handful of mental illnesses (currently missing 2 prescriptions in my regimen) so it was rough and painful and I'm still getting choked up as I write this. Best I stop ruminating and try to move forward.
Anonymous No.40761513 >>40761538
>>40761376
is that your journal? it is very cute :) i've always wanted to make a scrapbook-type notebook/journal thing to write in but i get hung up on the idea that my stickers and photos are irrevocable (what if i place them wrong or change my mind!!!!!) and eventually i will run out of space and have to start a new book and then i never end up actually doing anything......everything i've written for the last few years has been in unformatted Word documents which i hate but it allows me peace of mind and the freedom to just write until i feel like stopping. plus i can make edits which helps because i am so critical of my own writing even if i'm the only person who's ever going to read it
how do you get yourself to commit so much? like, for a physical journal to work?
Anonymous No.40761538 >>40761872
>>40761513
>how do you get yourself to commit
I have been working on it by telling myself that the things I buy are meant for me to use/wear and there is no point to me to buy something and let it collect dust just because I cherish material items way too much. Gotta learn to let go and stop being emotionally attached to an object. everything breaks eventually. The good part is that most of the time things can be replaced or mended or up cycled.
porcupine No.40761662 >>40761872
I am not an enby but my other two generals died so I am going to post here now.
Anonymous No.40761872 >>40761961
>>40761538
you are very right about this...maybe once i've got things organized i'll pull out one of my notebooks and just start. i could print out my Word docs and cut them up into the notebook to include them as well. ty for the motivation friend
>>40761662
hello porcupine i do not know if i really count as enby either at the moment..i think it is okay :)
Anonymous No.40761885 >>40761903 >>40761961 >>40762172
what letter of lgbt does nb fall under?
oh wait. it doesn't.
Anonymous No.40761903 >>40761956
>>40761885
transgender
Anonymous No.40761913 >>40761961
>>40755681 (OP)
>/enbygen/
>Do you go to bars or clubs?
let's be realistic here
Anonymous No.40761924
The idea of mt friend viciously bullying me if I ever said I was nb.
Anonymous No.40761956 >>40761962 >>40761973 >>40762172 >>40782196
>>40761903
it's lesbian gay bisexual and transsexual. not transgender. transvestites don't need the same legal protections as transsexuals.

>The word "transgender" was first popularised by Arnold Lowman, a heterosexual male who cross-dressed full time. He created the word to separate himself and others like him from people who wanted SRS. "Exclusively heterosexual... The transvestite values his male organs, enjoys using them and does not desire them removed." Transsexuals and transvestites alike were critical of him.

the reason it's transsexual and not transgender is because transsexuals need legal protections that transvestites do not as transvestites are congruent in sex heterosexuals more times than not. non-binary is another flavor of transvestite. you glorify a clothing or aesthetic preference but have no desire for genital reconstruction which is why you're congruent in sex and therefore not a part of lgbt just as transvestites are not a part of lgbt. the shift to transgender was literally cis het yt men usurping the movement and pushing their agenda. people like yall are the reason lgb wants to drop the t.
Anonymous No.40761961 >>40789673
>>40761872
Printing out your writing is actually a stellar idea! I do the same for my grimoire.
>>40761885
Probably the Q or T
>>40761913
Hey man I went to a club once...
Anonymous No.40761962
>>40761956
okay
Anonymous No.40761973 >>40762108
>>40761956
blah blah blah wahh wahh get over it
>t. 3 yrs hrt
Anonymous No.40762097
>>40755681 (OP)
hello enbies intersex anon here. i fucked up my hand 3d printing and it hurts
>qott
thats a tough one. gin and tonic and rum and coke are classics you can trust, but im not sure i have an actual fave. just got some limoncello yesterday. idk. would be easier to say what i hate (white russian, bloody mary, anything with tequila)
>qott
no but maybe someday when im richer. i wanna peep some drink inspo
>>40756893
sometimes you just gotta shrug and leave people be anon. hating people for doing something you dont does not make you better than them, and can easily come off just as performative and desperate.
Anonymous No.40762108 >>40762117
>>40761973
>hrt
what does that prove?
nothing.
>3 years
so you started in 2022~. that makes you a trender that has a bastardized idea of gender from tiktok.
Anonymous No.40762117 >>40762207
>>40762108
If you think multiple years of HRT = cisgender, maybe it's time to do some self reflection.
Anonymous No.40762172 >>40762223
>>40761956
Are you trying to mislead people that this is a new perspective or settled issue, or are you so new that you don’t know what truscum vs trender even means
>>40761885
You forgot about the Q+ DLC bro
Anonymous No.40762207 >>40762216 >>40782196
>>40762117
if you think hrt is magic, you might be retarded.
if you don't want srs, then you're congruent in sex. a transvestite.

anyone can take drugs anon.
they market estrogen to gay men in china as an aphrodesiac / performance enhancer. it doesn't make you non-binary. it makes you a drug addict.

you think sex is a phenotype. oh you have a dick? male. vagina? female. that simple. why vagina and not uterus? because post hysterectomy women are still women.
Anonymous No.40762216 >>40762228
>>40762207
The cope seismograph is OFF THE CHARTS!
Anonymous No.40762223
>>40762172
you call transsexuals truscum to try to shame them for not including you in their legal battles or protections that they seek for themselves.
get over it. you're congruent in sex.
no srs? no sex change. no sex change? that makes you cis.

nb's are transvestites trying to make their fetish more palletable to the public so they can engage in exhibitionism openly.
Anonymous No.40762228 >>40762237
>>40762216
ok cis.
Anonymous No.40762237
>>40762228
ooo little tranny is butthurt that people are different than them
Anonymous No.40762429
>text bi childhood friend to congratulate on anniversary with his gay husband
>"oh btw we have kids now"
>sends img of babies that are a few months old
>second of processing that he didnt fucking tell me until now
>cool.jpg
anyone else feel like violently ending their llives over everybody they know popping out fucking babies all the time meaning youll be the only motherfucker not doing it?
bigen is kill so im posting it here sorry. i hate how everything is all about procreation
Anonymous No.40762569 >>40768252
>>40760697
I think I do, but it's really hard to tell because of how I suppress emotions.
Maybe the reverse dysphoria is just general anxiety from being visibly trans, maybe it's genuine.
I don't even know whether I'm actually genuinely dysphoric, all I know is that I can't bring myself to accept my birth sex
Anonymous No.40762881 >>40764203 >>40771368
I hope everyone is aware that Spirit Halloween stores are beginning to pop up
Anonymous No.40764203
>>40762881
I love Spirit Halloween
Anonymous No.40764250 >>40767157
Why do non binary people love calling themselves evil ?
Anonymous No.40764469 >>40764842 >>40765486 >>40767157
i genuinely love being friendless idk whats wrong with me
Anonymous No.40764842 >>40770001
>>40764469
The same thing wrong with me, probably...
Do you want a hug?
Anonymous No.40765486 >>40767157
>>40764469
I want 1 friend. I have zero..
Anonymous No.40766519
bump
Anonymous No.40767157 >>40767216
>>40764250
do they? i do not want to be an evil person i want to be the most good and kind person i possibly can
>>40764469
i don't think there is anything wrong with you! as much as i love them i find having friends exhausting desu.....some people are just less social and that is okay.
>>40765486
i'm sorry nonny :( do you work? it seems like anywhere i work everybody wants to be friends.....you might be able to make a friend pretty easily with a coworker. if you do not work then i don't know....
Anonymous No.40767216 >>40767761
>>40767157
I am a hikkineet
Every time I tried to make friends at my previous employments it blew up in my face
Like 6 months of workplace harassment at my previous job and HR told me to go fuck myself so I quit
Anonymous No.40767721 >>40767988
>>40760035
so is that a man or a woman?
Anonymous No.40767761 >>40769759
>>40767216
yuck :( i'm sorry you had to deal with that. could you maybe visit your city's subreddit? i don't use reddit so idk what that's rly like but maybe you could find someone there who would be good and kind to you. or some other local networking medium....i am not sure what else there is besids Facebook which would probably be not great for this
Anonymous No.40767988 >>40767998
>>40767721
Neither, it is big chungus.
Anonymous No.40767998
>>40767988
i agree. big chungus doesn't give any gender to me. I just felt like the other poster was implying it's very obviously one or the other, so I wanted them to explain why.
Anonymous No.40768252 >>40769529
>>40762569
One day my friends started calling me a they without my having asked for it. I think they think I'm some kind of transgender or nb. I identify strongly with my birth sex but don't like it much and have spent much of my life wishing that I could know life otherwise. I'm waiting for hormones to arrive, having justified it by imagining that it might help me feel emotions in full again after feeling blunted for a few years.
I know that getting they'd makes me happy, and that the idea of being physically and behaviourally androgynous does, too. But I really don't know what I'm doing, and feel very frequently terrified of being obviously ridiculous. Some friends managed to get me to admit that I was starting HRT and said that it was obvious I wanted something like this. I didn't know that it showed so much.
Anonymous No.40769529 >>40769815 >>40770961
above post made me think about the fact that i'm not really comfortable being "they"ed, although i would really, theoretically, like to use neuter pronouns. like i imagine it and i really like it and it's great but when it happens in real life it feels more like a denial of my validity as a woman than an affirmation of my validity as an enby (which is not something i have really ever publicly expressed, yet). i don't know how to feel about this. does this make sense? i would love, i think, nothing more than to be totally androgynous, but i don't think i look this way at the moment, so it's not comfortable to be called something that misaligns with the way i think i physically should appear to people. but before i really started my transition, when i thought i still looked totally like a boy, and people used feminine pronouns anyways, it made me happy. as long as i knew they were not forcing themselves to do that, for my sake. does this make sense? i think it's because i know the people using neuter pronouns for me now know that i'm a woman and don't have any reason to think otherwise, but shouldn't it feel nice, anyways? i guess what it really feels like to me is that i'm being told i'm not enough of a woman to really warrant or desreve feminine pronouns, but why does this matter? what do i care? i'm sorry for going on about this i hope i make sense

>>40768252
i suppose it's okay if you're happy about it, but your friends sound a little presumptuous, nonny...maybe i am thinking too hard but these are your feelings to express in your own time. don't let them push you into saying things you aren't ready for them to know.
>But I really don't know what I'm doing, and feel very frequently terrified of being obviously ridiculous.
i can only speak from the mtf side of things, bc that's where i'm coming from, but if that would align at all with your experiences, i might be able to advise a little. good luck, anyhow, friend <3
Anonymous No.40769759 >>40772054
>>40767761
Unfortunately I do not use social media. Best bet for me is flyers tacked up around town for social events
Anonymous No.40769803 >>40769818 >>40769830
goodmorning nonbineys
Anonymous No.40769815
>>40769529
Makes sense anon, with enby being both not socially normal and pretty rare and often embarrassing people will tend to use they/them more as a hedge pronoun than actually thinking you’re serving andro realness
Anonymous No.40769818 >>40770203
>>40769803
It’s 2am and I am second guessIng every social interaction I’ve ever had. Good morning.
Anonymous No.40769830 >>40770203
>>40769803
Goob morning, I had a job interview with a man I know through the grape vine to be a gay man so I could dress like a weird faggot just less like a drug addict than normal instead of buttoning up fully
Anonymous No.40769855 >>40770203
Are you guys confident with your hrt situations? I’m going to the doctor soon and I usually just look androgynous but I think I’m going to keep presenting as trans because I’m paranoid about not being prescribed meds that have honestly made my life so much better.
Anonymous No.40770001
>>40764842
>Do you want a hug?
no i hate touching
Emily of 4chan !vOczjEBNSI No.40770045 >>40770203 >>40770297 >>40770371 >>40771357 >>40774505
>>40755681 (OP)
Alright, I'll say it.
If an intersex person identifies as non-binary, are they cis?
Anonymous No.40770203
>>40769818
Story of my life
>>40769830
It's always nice when you can express yourself under the chains of capitalism
>>40769855
If the meds make you feel better then you don't have to stop taking them. Do what is best for you
>>40770045
I am not awake enough to try and answer this question
Anonymous No.40770297 >>40770983
>>40770045
When I get home I will make a diagram
Anonymous No.40770371
>>40770045
no because not all intersex variations make you androgynous. there are intersex variants that make women more femminine and men more masculine
Anonymous No.40770961 >>40772054
>>40769529
No, it really makes a lot of sense. I don't think it'd make sense to view it as an obligation to appreciate instances where you're referred to in the neuter out of disrespect or incredulity, because it just devolves into a degraded "third gender" sort of tone.
Not sure if it's that they're presumptuous or if it's just that I've been way less subtle than I thought when talking about these things. One said that when I lived with them I was constantly talking anxiously about identity and wanting to escape it. Which in retrospect was really dumb of me but whatever. i think they want me not to keep on repping tbhon, at I didn't really explain what i was doing outside of that i was going to mess with my endocrine system. If anything it feels like other people are way more accepting of me than I am myself, the fear of being some species of weird nbhon haunts me.
Emily of 4chan !vOczjEBNSI No.40770983 >>40771251
>>40770297
Imma need this diagram tho.
Anonymous No.40771251 >>40771286
>>40770983
It's been forty minutes and I'm lost in the sauce
Anonymous No.40771280
Decided to go out today. Going to check out an occult shop and after an anime shop. Hopefully I can find some cool stuff. I hate going outside it makes me so nervous.
Emily of 4chan !vOczjEBNSI No.40771286 >>40771449
>>40771251
It's been three hours.
Tomato sauce is pumpkin soup with a thickening agent and tomato flavouring.
Anonymous No.40771331 >>40771469 >>40771516
Any other NBs struggle with a sleep disorder? I have horrible insomnia and it seems like it's only getting worse D:> I constantly feel fatigued and lethargic
Anonymous No.40771357
>>40770045
sure why not
Anonymous No.40771368
>>40762881
i love voodoo dolls theyre so cool and cute
Anonymous No.40771389 >>40771469 >>40772054 >>40778040
How do I androgyny maxx? I want to be an nb. I’m tired of being a male bodied male brained male man male male moid, but I don’t know how/I have too many inhibitions
Anonymous No.40771449 >>40772054
>>40771286
fine here you go smbaka
Anonymous No.40771469 >>40771560
>>40771331
Yeah, I find storm and rain incoming in a Forest long play osts help me sleep sometimes, combined with night yoga. But if the anxiety beast is up sleep is gone.
What do you do when you can’t sleep?

I try and give myself like 2 hours and if I’m no closer I just get up and clean the house, wash some clothes, make a tea.
Also since it’s online and nobody knows, I present as an effeminate male. ( I certainly get glares wherever I go by the standard angry men and such) but really never have identified with that gender.

I can’t blame these brainworms on the internet either or social media
as I spent the first 12 years of my life without any phone or internet access, and just read books(grew up on a farm).
I only discovered the nb term much later, and I guess it suits okay.

>>40771389
Just be yourself, wear the clothes you want to wear, walk the way you want to walk, speak the way you want to speak, I’m hardly an icon but if it doesn’t come naturally.most importantly like the things you want to like and don’t be ashamed or quiet about it.
Anonymous No.40771516
>>40771331
I have non 24 sleep disorder, hi
Anonymous No.40771560 >>40771786
>>40771469
I've been taking sleeping pills lately, and they work, but I hate the way they make me feel the next day. I take the pills and then listen to quiet music and then I can fall asleep pretty easily. I'm just annoyed that I can work for a full day (wake up at around 9) and into the night and still be wide awake and worrying about stuff at like 3 in the morning. I try not to look at any screens after a certain point but sometimes I get so stressed I just have to watch something or talk with someone to get distracted
Anonymous No.40771786
>>40771560
Oh I get the same way, it’s incredibly frustrating to work through. Could you try half dosage pills(pill cutter)
Anonymous No.40772054 >>40773698 >>40778040
i love you enbygen rveryone here is so nice

>>40769759
if you're seriously considering this it could be a good idea! i am willing you all the confidence i can nonny :)
>>40770961
>If anything it feels like other people are way more accepting of me than I am myself
many such cases, i think. it was this way with me for a very long time. i'm glad you've got good people around you :)
as for being nbhon.....idrk what to say, unfortunately..i think that it is a valid fear (i was also afraid, but in the mtf way) but i think really it is something you have just got to let alone in your mind. you'll either be happy with how you look, or not so happy, but either way, you are making the best choice for you right now! that's the important thing. plus you are surrounded by people who care <3
>>40771389
what i'm ultimately hoping for is to get top surgery and cut my hair after i've had srs. i have been on hrt for five years and i have a naturally low weight so not much fat which makes me look mostly andro besides the boobs and penis. i think this is different for everyone, though.....if hrt is something you think would be good for you, that's probably the easiest way to start
>>40771449
these posts are why this board exists thank you so much nonny
Anonymous No.40773698
>>40772054
>these posts are why this board exists thank you so much nonny
Mwah
Anonymous No.40774466
I had ChatGPT draw me without submitting a photo, and it is oddly precisely how I looked when I was 20
Anonymous No.40774505
>>40770045
I don't think so desu. For starters intersex is a wide umbrella term, with a wide range of phenotypes. most of us aren't assigned Intersex at birth, so that doesn't really match up with the idea that cis= feeling like the gender you were assigned at birth. So even if we were to assume that being non-binary was the gender equivalent to being intersex, that would still mean that the majority of non-binary intersex persons wouldn't fit the the criteria for being cis gendered.
many of us also end up i situations where we have to take hormones for health reasons (or are pressured into it by healthcare professionals), or need surgeries to pee, so our bodies don't necessarily get to stay in their natural 'cis' forms either
Anonymous No.40776993
Bupo
Anonymous No.40778040 >>40778478
>>40772054
thanks anon.....
i really hope that antiandrogens can help un-destroy my emotional capacity based on what i read about trans men's experiences on t. it's been something that's really bothered me for years, but it's probably also to do with autist traits or traumatic experience.
did you gain weight at all after transitioning?

>>40771389
i feel like you have to get molded into an appropriate social context, since mannerisms and preferences tend to spread person-to-person. but that also depends on your luck
Anonymous No.40778478 >>40780744
>>40778040
anecdotally the not-being-able-to-cry-literally-ever-pre-hrt-and-then-being-able-to-cry-regularly-post-hrt thing is totally real, but i was never on just anti-androgens (if it is only anti-androgens you will be on)...hopefully they do help you. it's pretty normal to me now (although i still do appreciate it) but the first few weeks or maybe months of crying are unreal. i used to get sad and start crying and then stop being sad and start crying happy tears because i was so happy to be crying in the first place lol. i wish for this for you :))
i did gain weight but my life circumstances also changed quite a bit and i don't recall my exact weight for most of my early transition, unfortunately.....when i started, i was probably like 135lb? mostly muscle and bone. i think i stayed around that weight for the first year but when i went to college in my second year and had to eat all the time bc of my meal plan i gained a lot of weight and went up to like 145. i really think that was just me eating a ton of food, though, not due to the hormones; i've been stuck at 125ish since maybe my third year on hrt. i lost all my muscle and now the bone is all that's left lol.
below is a timeline i just threw together, six months to a year to two years to three years. in all of these pictures i believe i am at least 130lb. first three i am pretty sure it's at least 135.
i did not censor the boobs so be warned abt that
https://litter.catbox.moe/k3vnvvdg3u8206dz.jpeg
Anonymous No.40779975 >>40780980
Good morning, gosh you guys are verbose this shit is like self help gen. I can’t read for very long you know
Anonymous No.40780030 >>40780069 >>40780980
Good morning nonbineys
Anonymous No.40780069 >>40780078
>>40780030
Good morning nonbiny
Anonymous No.40780078 >>40780980
>>40780069
I'm going to the farmer's market today I am so excited
Anonymous No.40780461 >>40780744 >>40780980 >>40781071 >>40781113
an offering
Anonymous No.40780744 >>40780980
>>40780461
wah i love these multidimensional representations
>>40778478
ah that sounds like release... thanku hope i can realise it
do you feel that weight changes improved the way you feel physically? i'm about your weight and thinking about putting some more on. also link is 404
Anonymous No.40780980 >>40781071
>>40779975
>>40780030
good morning!
>>40780078
what are you gonna get!! or are you just looking for anything good?
>>40780461
i love this gendercube model so much nonny you have no idea
>>40780744
agh i knew i did it wrong
i sort of felt embarrassed after posting it anyways lol so unless you think it would be especially helpful (which is ok!) i think i will refrain from putting it back up.
>do you feel that weight changes improved the way you feel physically?
not really? at every weight i've felt pretty much the same. healthful and hale etc. i guess it's not really something i was paying attention to at the time, but that i never had reason to consider it makes me think i've probably always felt just about as good as i do now. for context, i'm 5'7", though, so my weight is healthy (if that's something you are concerned about for yourself).
Anonymous No.40781071 >>40782061
>>40780980
It's actually on Saturday... So I am going to go to the anime store instead!
>>40780461
Amazing
Anonymous No.40781113
>>40780461
The Gube
Anonymous No.40781122 >>40781463 >>40782061
im not even nonbineyi just hang around in this thread because its oen of the few places on this board without retarded bait spam
Anonymous No.40781463
>>40781122
you're more than welcome to hang out with us we just chillin
Anonymous No.40781488 >>40782061
room smells like rot
Anonymous No.40782061 >>40782106 >>40782351
>>40781071
ok what are you getting at the anime store!!!!!
>>40781122
thank you for your company nonny <3
>>40781488
like real decay? that sounds no good
Anonymous No.40782106 >>40783726
>>40782061
>like real decay? that sounds no good
yeah like food decay. when i was a kid my parents used to punish me for not finishing food so i just hid all of the food i disliked in my room and itd decay n shit. i still do it out of some retarded trauma habit. theres a lot of silverfish
jarb &quot;Kikomi&quot; icyte !!YRVj8ER1FUU No.40782196 >>40782221
>>40755681 (OP)
annoyinggen, yup i fit right in

>qott1
monster original flavor only, just had the last one on my fridge so now im sad cuz i have none left
i had a bit of white wine last night and i liked it tho, but thats the only kind of alcohol i can tolerate aside from cider

>qott2
i dont go anywhere in real life

>>40756893
i am and im pretty self aware about it, probably more of the reason why i choose to id as nonbinary lol. i am above the wholesome chungus types because these guys genuinely think they are like that

>>40760035
this could perfectly count as nonbinary rep tho

>>40761956
>>40762207
found the xitter/bluesky transsexual, time to indulge in these brainworms again and psyop myself into being a cis woman for the 565678387th time
Anonymous No.40782221 >>40784097 >>40792917
>>40782196
>monster original flavor
thats the worst and most poser flavour no wonder you like it
Anonymous No.40782266
>>40755681 (OP)
>QOTT: What is your favorite drink?
Water
>QOTT2: Do you go to bars or clubs?
I'm already mentally ill enough so no
Anonymous No.40782351 >>40783251
>>40782061
I have no idea, I've never been there before. Probably some kawaii bullshit. But now it's raining, and I refuse to allow my look to get wet today.
Anonymous No.40783251 >>40783726
>>40782351
Here's what I got
Anonymous No.40783726 >>40784212
>>40782106
mm..could you bring one thing out to the trash with you each time you leave your room? maybe that would help :)
>>40783251
oh neat!! i do not know this media but she looks nice. do you collect figurines?
Anonymous No.40784097
>>40782221
I also like it, I want to like the sugar free stuff but it just doesn’t do it 5 me
Anonymous No.40784162 >>40784195 >>40784212 >>40784731
waow enbygen is still up
hello nonbiners
Anonymous No.40784195 >>40784731
>>40784162
hallo, I epilated one leg and shaved the other and I’m going to see if one grows fewer hair backs
Anonymous No.40784212 >>40784731
>>40783726
That's Frieren from the anime Frieren (lol)
This is actually my first figure I've gotten after my ex trashed the 8 I used to have. So, yes, I suppose I do, technically.
>>40784162
nonbiney
Anonymous No.40784731 >>40784765 >>40785336
>>40784162
hello! i am very excited that this is still up i was sad they were dying so quickly
>>40784195
i did this! i will not tell you what i learned :)
>>40784212
wtf very uncool :( i hope no-one ever treats you so poorly again
i'm glad you're getting to restart at least, though! do you like to collect anything in particular? it is always cool to learn about peoples' collections, i think...i don't really collect figurines myself but years ago i was so impressed by a friend's Miku collection that i was compelled to buy one for myself lol. besides her i have this cool little robogirl my husband got me last year.
Anonymous No.40784765 >>40785118
>>40784731
> i will not tell you what i learned
Anonymous No.40785118
>>40784765
i thought you'd like to see for yourself!!!!!!! i think you could intuit the answer, anyways, though..
Anonymous No.40785336 >>40786458 >>40789688
>>40784731
I collect crystals, keys, coins, jewelry, clothing, journals, books, and plushies
Anonymous No.40785391
>>40755681 (OP)
>favorite drink?
cider
>go to bars or clubs?
rarely
Anonymous No.40785862 >>40786458
With 391 points my dad has been thoroughly dismantled at Scrabble. Stupid man
Anonymous No.40786458 >>40792042
>>40785336
ouh i meant particular figurines but this is fun too!! i also collect plushies but i don't know if i really consider it collecting so much as, like, building a little stuffed family :) i am sorry if i am talking too much i do not know how to have a conversation
>>40785862
Scrabble is such an embarrassing game for me bc like all i do is read the dictionary but then i play and my words are eat and house and book anyways and i invariably lose
Anonymous No.40787303
current tunes..
Blackbraid is very cool
Anonymous No.40788052 >>40789231 >>40789355 >>40790233 >>40790533
question for enbys in this thread: what is even the point of being nonbinary
Anonymous No.40789231
>>40788052
( --------------------- )
Does this help
Anonymous No.40789355
Hell yeah I fw with this general.
>QOTD blah blah
I can’t deal with the taste of alcohol but I do stimulants at clubs

>>40788052
I consider myself both and I have traits of both but I also just ideologically don’t really believe in gender ig.

Also I wanted to add in my opinion that they/them enbies are untermensch, he/she is where it’s at
Anonymous No.40789534
I'm so annoyed. I bought some socks from Sock Dreams (returning customer), and the damn things barely fit over my knee and won't stretch to accommodate my thighs what so ever. What a waste of 20 bucks
Anonymous No.40789673
>>40761961
i want a grimoire wtf
or even a clavicle
Anonymous No.40789688
>>40785336
i want to collect stufd but idk what to do, i like clothes and stuff but the closest thing i have to a collection is ttrpg books and zines, and my warhammer flesh eater courts army
i have an otamatone coming today yay
Anonymous No.40790233
>>40788052
for me it is just that i sort of have no internal sense of gender or anything. and i don't mind being a woman at all but i feel like i'm only a woman bc i look like one and that that identity has been projected onto me more than i have ever really embodied or identified with it myself
i would definitely love to be androgynous, and i am working towards that, but it is mostly just that "nonbinary" feels like a more accurate description of my gender than "woman" i guess. but also i sort of feel like a fake nonbiney because i am really attached to the idea and reality of my body as female (even if i am amab). that was the whole reason i transitioned in the first place.
Anonymous No.40790533
>>40788052
There isn’t one I don’t care, my tranny friends they/them me bc I watched too much anime as a kid and now I look weird from the resulting main character/Peter Pan disorder
Anonymous No.40791173
good morning nonbineys
Anonymous No.40791813
i want to go to the museum today but the thought of going alone makes me even more depressed than i already am
Anonymous No.40792042
>>40786458
This is my most prized plush
jarb &quot;Kikomi&quot; icyte !!YRVj8ER1FUU No.40792917 >>40792998 >>40793038
>>40782221
ive tried every other flavor and they are straight up ass like diluted powder juice with artificial sweetener
Anonymous No.40792979
so I'm actually non-binary with kinsey 5 androphilia but I just tell ppl I'm a gay man that takes HRT recreationally. How badly will I burn in hell?
Anonymous No.40792998
>>40792917
thats because monster sucks in general. its overhyped and most of its appeal comes from its cans having cool designs and that mid 2000s "older brother core" reputation. try redbull, the og redbull is kind of like monster but softer and more "refined", i like the yellow one though. do you have hell energy in your country? they have some good flavours
Anonymous No.40793038
>>40792917
Have you tried Celcius